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The more I think about things, the more I think that as far as my religion, or more like lack there of, isn't the right path for me. I say I'm atheist. I have a hard time believing in a higher power, considering the state of the world. But, that hard time doesn't mean I find it impossible. And, after having gone to church last Sunday for the first time in a number of years, I feel my beliefs are shifting. I don't think holding faith in absolutely nothing is the right way to go. Who's to say I can't believe in some higher power? As I said, I don't buy into religion as a whole, I see no point in placing rules upon your faith. But faith alone, faith in something is better for a person. We need to believe, we need to hope. And believing in a higher power offers that.



I think, if I were to classify myself. I'd have to say I'm more agnostic than atheist. I don't completely write off the thought that there may be something out there. Something divine. I don't choose to give that something a name, I won't call it God or otherwise, but I'm returning to that train of thinking that I had when I was younger. It makes me feel better about things in the end, to have some kind of blind faith.

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NITEOWL47
03:51 May 01 2011

A good friend once told me "Religion is for those too weak to have faith."



I mean, I'm technically a Baptist, but I hold certain beliefs outside of my faith that would get me ostracized if certain members of it found out.



You can have faith and not belong to ANY religion.



Anyone who tells you differently is either lying, mentally deficient, or clinically insane.

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I was going good the whole day with this no sleep thing. Then, all of a sudden, tired hit me like a ton of bricks. I'm completely worn out. God, it really makes me feel old that I can't pull these all nighters and still be a ball of energy like I would be when I was younger.

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NITEOWL47
04:29 Apr 30 2011

And you worry about me getting no sleep...





Hope you manage to get some rest, my dear.

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There is a trend, and it's driving me nuts. It's the improper usage of "there", "they're", and "their". Granted, the people who need the grammar lesson won't ever read this journal.. but I'm putting it here because it'll make me feel like I tried to educate the masses. Well, not me, but, you get what I mean.

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bandnrd
23:45 Apr 29 2011

Well, the comics on that there site make me giggle, and they're pretty educational too, in their own sarcastic way. :]

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The Royal Wedding was fabulous. I'm so glad I stayed up to watch it on BBC America. Catherine's dress was really beautiful. Simple but extremely elegant. Totally worth the sleepless night. :]

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xValentinex
20:06 Apr 29 2011

I watched it as well and I also thought her dress was simply stunning! :)

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bandnrd
21:59 Apr 29 2011

I didn't watch it, 'cause I thought it was stupid that the wedding of two people should be blown up to that proportion. *shrug*



Though, I did stay up and watch a special on an astronaut who is going to be the commander of a shuttle, and his wife who was in a horrid accident and has had to re-learn all bodily function. :)

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I was going to go to sleep and just DVR the events, but, how many times do you get to see something like William and Catherine's wedding? I wasn't even a thought back in 1981 when Charles married Diana, so, this is my first taste of such a thing. I don't care if it means staying up all night to watch it. :]



I will state, times like these I wish I was in, say Canada, or even the UK itself. That way my interest in all things British, Scottish and Irish wouldn't be so odd as it is when you're stuck in America. And, I gotta say, thank goodness for BBC America and commercial free broadcasts.

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Nedra
12:53 Apr 29 2011

I do not think that it is odd at all - and I am in NY.



I will tell you something else - I just went down to the cafeteria here at work and they are showing the whole thing on the large screen - like a movie. There are about 75 people to came in to work early to watch it.



I remember Diana's wedding.....I was a little girl then and watched the whole thing.....



PS - I am TiVoing all 12 hours so that I can watch it when I get home... :)

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I really love the new HBO series, Game of Thorns. I have to go find the books it's based off of. I'm sure they make for some interesting reading. If my damn tax refund ever gets here, I think that's what I'll end up buying. I'm sure I can find them used and on the cheaper side.

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Vampirewitch39
01:04 Apr 29 2011

Me too. :) Loving the show.

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Oceanne
02:02 Apr 29 2011

I havent seen it,but I sure want to.

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Oceanne
02:02 Apr 29 2011

I havent seen it,but I sure want to.

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A decent night has been shot to hell because of the storms in the South. I am thankful that my Matthew is alright and in one live piece, but, he's lost friends and hasn't been able to get a hold of some of his family. This sucks. I hate being so far away, unable to help. Unable to offer more than stupid words to comfort him.

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NITEOWL47
05:38 Apr 28 2011

Those so called "stupid words" mean more to me than you know. *Hugs* :)

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I rejoined VampireFreaks out of sheer boredom. I used to be a member before I found this place, way back when in 2005. I think I'm really regretting that choice..

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Lullaby
12:27 Apr 27 2011

Oh. That is bored.

I rejoin vampires.nu every few weeks, but they ban me before too long. O.o

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Saetan
16:43 Apr 27 2011

I know what boredom is too...Things have been extremely quiet lately.

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Famine
21:14 Apr 27 2011

I tried it just for shits and giggles. That place fucking sucks. -_-

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TheArtistRose
02:26 Apr 28 2011

They think Lullaby is me at vampire.nu XDD I get banned too. ;P

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I think I'm going to go to Comic Con this year. And cos play a Weeping Angel. I've seen pictures of killer angel costumes, so hopefully I can make something just as awesome.

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SchrodingersCat
05:31 May 04 2011

Whatever you do, don't blink.l

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I wanted to post this up yesterday because it really made me laugh. And, I bet half the people don't get it. Because people around here are sometimes dumber than a sack full of rocks. Especially most CMs, ACMs and Trade Masters.. Anyway..

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DustMote
22:18 Apr 23 2011

Sounds like a good offer.

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immortalxkiss
22:19 Apr 23 2011

Oh, if only I had the Favor!

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BabyxDoll
22:38 Apr 23 2011

Some people shouldn't be allowed to breed.

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Enrapture
22:42 Apr 23 2011

It's a totally fair deal! I mean, I didn't even add she used to be a Coven Master, too!

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TheArtistRose
22:57 Apr 23 2011

Haha Enrapture is that awesome.

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bandnrd
03:14 Apr 24 2011

Lmfao, Dylan for the win.

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Sometimes.. sometimes they're just asking for it when they put that crap in their cam topic.



Does that make me a bad person? That occasionally I just have to fuck with 'em?

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Sulks
21:01 Apr 22 2011

LOL

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Lol, my cam topic is much better than yours.



And, if you don't get it, well, yeah. I'm not gonna explain it for you. :]

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TheArtistRose
07:52 Apr 21 2011

My favorite part was that 1 at the end. Lol

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immortalxkiss
07:54 Apr 21 2011

I wanted to replicate the bad typing prowess these people seem to have. I put way too much thought into it, I really did.

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immortalxkiss
07:58 Apr 21 2011

I also gotta say, I love the double negative of "dont not bother". He really wants you to go in there so he can feel special. Or, and this is probably the right choice, he's a complete idiot and doesn't know a thing about proper grammar.

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Lullaby
10:46 Apr 21 2011

O.o

That makes me want to go in even more. What's wrong with muting people?

"Private chats", please meet Skype.

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bandnrd
00:38 Apr 22 2011

Baha, the response I sent you the other day is still valid. :P

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TheSYSTEM
01:58 Apr 22 2011

Hey he did invite TAR twice but I don't go into chats unless it's for one person. :P Haha Always gotta love that double negitive. Plus he's the one who sent me the message about someone. XD haha But it wasn't about you. :P He must have problems with others.

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Morrigon
16:15 Apr 22 2011

I like the smug expression too haha

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I watched Country Strong with my sister-in-law. And, it was actually better than I expected. I really enjoyed it. But that may also be due to the fact that I love country music, Tim McGraw, and a man in a cowboy hat.

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Mystic
06:26 Apr 21 2011

I watched country song the gift the other night it was really good. I will have to rent the first one later this week.

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Note to self: Must remember to log on to all four accounts at least once a day..



I hopped over to Pygmalion and I had a whopping nine messages to read. That just goes to show that I need to spend more time on my free accounts. Not just this one and Virgil. I don't even think I've logged on to that one TM gave me since I inducted myself.. Four profiles may be just a bit too much for me to handle.

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TheArtistRose
23:34 Apr 20 2011

I used to think that 3 was alot for me. So I used to delete one or give one away. But this time it's been working for me. I hardly log onto my lower level one and I spend alot of time on my close to sire profile.



I always try to at least check up on things. It can be weird when people contact a CM for something and I miss it because I'm on another profile.

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So.. This made me giggle. I love TM.

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Dreamstalker
10:32 Apr 16 2011

ROFLMAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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bandnrd
22:27 Apr 16 2011

... I love you. ♥

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TheArtistRose
23:35 Apr 20 2011

lmfao Make 'em run!! Hahaha

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My god, I just love Doctor Who. &hearts

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bandnrd
22:27 Apr 16 2011

Your heart didn't work! You forgot the end ; !!

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Eh, disregard that previous entry. Well, the bit about leaving, anyway. Those who have a grudge would probably see my leaving as some kind of victory. I think I just need to go for a nice morning bike ride and just clear my head. I can't let this nonsense get to me. I know I'm a better person then these trolls will ever be. So let them think and say what they will. It's only the internet after all.

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Sulks
15:41 Apr 14 2011

yep. Ignore the e-trolls, they mean nothing in real life.

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NITEOWL47
18:22 Apr 14 2011

*Hugs* That's the spirit!



Seriously, the ones who have a grudge against you because of what society you're involved with...vermin. They don't matter, and neither should their opinions.

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TheArtistRose
18:35 Apr 14 2011

Good! That's what they want and you shouldn't give them power. I'm glad you'll be staying.

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Theban
18:53 Apr 14 2011

Well said, don't let the buggers grind you down.

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It's six in the morning and I have yet to actually sleep. I'm at that point where I'm serioualy contemplating selling off this account and bailing on VR for good. If you want to hate me, fine, hate me. You're entitled to your own opinions about me. But don't jump down my throat because of a Society one of my accounts may be involved with. Especially when I've done nothing to you up to this point.



I'm just so sick of the constant bullshit around here. What was once a fantastic site, a great place to meet new people, in my eyes has suddenly turned into a bad soap opera. People are running around with misconceptions and accusing everyone of all kinds of useless, pointless bullshit. I'm so tired of it, I really am.



So, anyone interested in buying a lifetime Sire account?

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MrHell
14:14 Apr 14 2011

there shall all ways be pathetic mindless haters upon sites you just gotta ignore them and rise upon them ...at the end of the day it is a site and they do not effected your real life ...you switch your computer of and they are gone ..haters hate to see you don't give a crap and rise upon it then they slowly give up ...trust me. by the way i like your profile and you seem a good person so don't let people get you down after all its a site.

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TheSYSTEM
14:15 Apr 14 2011

You shouldn't have to leave the site because of bullshit. You've done well. In the end it's up to you with what you do. Good luck!

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Saetan
14:26 Apr 14 2011

You got that right with the bad soap opera reference. Like Days Of As The Planet Revolves Around Self Centered Cretins

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bandnrd
04:10 Apr 15 2011

Immy, if you leave, I'd cry. You're such an amazing person, and a great friend. :/

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So, I found Loveforeveryone totally amusing. They got three of my four accounts up on their lists, so, obviously, I'm in on this whole "conspiracy" and I'm totally guilty by association.



This was my comment..

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moonkissed
06:47 Apr 11 2011

How did I end up on that list?

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bandnrd
18:31 Apr 11 2011

I'm on the list too! :/ And they spelled my name wrong. D:

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Theban
11:10 Apr 13 2011

*Chuckles* I am also on the list

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Theban
11:19 Apr 13 2011

I thought that pro had been suspended..hmm

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I'm stalking myself because I'm awesome like that.



Just thought you should know. :]

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DustMote
08:47 Apr 10 2011

That's what's so great about being a coven master, acm, or trades master. You can induct yourself before other people.

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deringerdan
11:51 Apr 10 2011

If you are stalking yourself do you ever catch yourself doing bad thing **smiles**

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I have a very weird desire to go out to some public place with a water bottle. I'd squirt people and yell "The power of Christ compels you!" randomly. Yeah...

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slipknotbabe356
01:29 Apr 09 2011

LOL

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bandnrd
03:50 Apr 09 2011

... Immy.... .. ..... ....









Iloveyou♥

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NITEOWL47
18:14 Apr 09 2011

...*Facepalm* The sad thing is, I'd probably join you. :P

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I got my hands on Tron: Legacy today, and I'm happy. I really like the movie. Granted, it's not spectacular, and it took forever for them to put out the sequel, but it's still really good. And the music, my god, the music. I love Daft Punk, I have for years. And they just made the entire movie with the music.

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imagesinwords
22:18 Apr 08 2011

I just so happened to be watching it for the second time as I type this.

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Yup, it's official. I just got this little guy on my profile.

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DustMote
08:17 Apr 08 2011

Cool :)

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bandnrd
18:12 Apr 08 2011

Old fart. :P

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Theban
11:11 Apr 13 2011

Well done

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I've got nothing to do when I'm not talking to you..



I miss our everyday conversations. I know, your life is busy, but I miss talking to you. Well, listening and laughing, as you did most of the actual talking. I wait eagerly every night in the hopes that my phone will ring and it'll be your number on the screen. It's actually kind of sad. I steal glances at it ever few minutes, wishing it'll just light up and you'll be on the other end of that call.



I guess this is really what love is like. The want, the need, the desire and the wishing.

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P
14:18 Apr 14 2011

cheer up! It had happened to me like tat once. But for my case is juz one sided love sadly... :(

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I'm trying to grow out my nails, I finally got over the habit of biting them last year, but they keep breaking. It's quite aggravating when I want to have them painted and looking nice just to have one or two of them snap. From what I can tell they're pretty strong, I guess my lifestyle is just a tad bit too rough for me to have nice nails.



Anyone know of any product that's good they I could use to strenghten them?

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CryingMist
00:32 Apr 08 2011

a trick is to have a little tube of nail cream, and rub your curticule and nails each day , like while watching tv or waiting for the water to boil for the cofe or and elevator to arrive, or while on the phone... it helps a lot :)

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Enepsigos
00:35 Apr 08 2011

Nothing I did made mine stronger so I just get acrylics put on mine.

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Bijou
00:46 Apr 08 2011

Ok you're going to think I am crazy but my mom told back in the day she use to drink warm jell-o it use to make her hair and nails grow like crazy. This was back in the 60's-70's when chicks had long stick straight hair and finger nails

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immortalxkiss
00:49 Apr 08 2011

I've heard about the jell-o thing too, but it's really not surprising considering what jell-o is made of.

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MySleepyGrenade
02:30 Apr 08 2011

Take some Vitamin D... that does wonders and not just for keeping your nails from chipping either :)



Also a good cuticle oil helps. I like the Earth Theraputics one a lot and it's not too expensive :) You can get it at Ulta or Sally's.

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It's official, I need to go out to Ulta or the mall and pick up a brush set and a 120 color eye shadow pallete and just go fucking nuts.

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Deity
21:28 Apr 06 2011

If you do, you have to take pics! :)

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I don't seem to sleep anymore. Instead, I watch videos and tutorials for makeup on youtube. Yeah, hours upon hours of tutorials for looks. And, I've been thinking about things, I'd love to become a makeup artist. I'm going to talk to my sister-in-law to see if I can use some of her Mac products to try out some of the looks I've really become interested in.I think I'd have a knack for makeup, I mean, it's sort of like painting, but then not really.

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ladySnowStrixx
15:33 Apr 06 2011

believe me its really fun and easy to get into but first you need to see if the is a need for that in your city because if there isn't it would be a waste of time and energy. which is why I no longer do it.

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Don't you just love when you're fine one minute and then you're just slammed with emotions the next? I feel horrible right now, and I'm not exactly sure as to why. Everything just feels so hopeless and pointless. I don't want to interact with anyone, but I don't want to sit here all alone, either. Gotta love times like these..



I think I'm gonna go watch Watchmen or something with a shit load of violence.

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DustMote
07:30 Apr 06 2011

My life.

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NITEOWL47
14:26 Apr 06 2011

... :( *Hugs*

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It's going to be five years on Friday. Five years on one website. I've never stayed this long on any website, and if I have, it's because I don't log in on a daily basis. I feel somewhat like a failure, if you can be a failure in regards to a website. In five years I've done a whole lot of nothing with myself here. I've run a few Covens, I've held an Admin position for a little less than a year, if that. I don't associate with people outside of my small circle of friends.



I think I should work on that. Try making new friends. It's just.. people disgust me so much. To even think about trying to talk to any of them, them with their horrid spelling and grammar and just sheer stupidity. I don't know. I like being the recluse I am, but at the same time I don't. Ugh. Five freaking years..

Bit of a joke last night with Bones in Fav's cam. I told you I'd make it a stamp! Making this made me giggle.

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ddavis10179
03:13 Apr 08 2011

love the pic im an animal person

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I just gotta say, I really love the movie Tuck Everlasting.

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Oceanne
04:04 Apr 03 2011

I do too!

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Saetan
05:14 Apr 03 2011

If you can find a copy of the original to watch it is just as good as the new version of it - and extremely interesting. I remember the original from when I was a kid.

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Did the name change. Songbird is now Virgil. All that's left is for Hell to open so the profile can be transferred over.



I also said I was a man on that account. :] Wait, wut? Yeah.

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Ezio
10:06 Apr 01 2011

Looks like hell is the place to be!

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