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as i sit here and drink i start to think back to when it all started with us.. it was great so it seemed i told you then i wouldnt lie to you and i didnt i told you things that i wish now that i didnt.. if i would have done that i might be worse who knows now.. your gone and im all alone again..pissed off at my self for hurting you but it dont matter now im nothing to you a waste of time and the more i drink now the more i realize how much i love you god dammit what did i do to be this way everything and everyone ive cared for turned on me....fuck'em i did it once i will do it again the cuts with deep red flows from my body so i can lessen one pain with another...some days it works but others are much harder to deal with for what its worth i still love you and need you

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Fale
12:09 Oct 30 2010

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well today im seen that im getting better without you its hard trying to move on but you dont want me so what am i to do but move on..... im with someone new now trying to put you behind me and not look back but its hard to do so when i know where you are how you love and why did it happen to me again i dont know about you any more but i wont lie if you said you wanted to get back together i would but lets hope you realize this soon cause one day soon it will be to late and then what can you do

as i sit here and wonder why i dont know what you seen in me.but i know what i seen in you, it was everything i never had now that i know the real you some days i hate you and others i still love you. But the more i think about it the more i hate myself for hurting you...But now i want you to think about something yourself...you said you wouldnt hurt me , but you did you said that your scared of losing me but you dropped me like a bad habbit one day you will fall and i will be there to pick you up but til then i wait in the shadows and hate everything around me but to tell you the truth i will let you fall i will let you hurt do so you know what you did to me they say ifs its true love it will come back but i dont know if want it you might get lucky and find me in a good mood i might let you back in my life but on a bad day means you aint getting shit from me

live love and die

from : lady of the night

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TheArtistRose
08:53 Oct 16 2010

Right on. Hope all goes well for the future.

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