~ME~
I have very indecisive moods, I switch between them pretty quickly. I get depressed a lot... Have you ever really looked at that word? Depressed. If you break it down it means not pressed, so if you aren't depressed than you are pressed. That's rather strange if you ask me. Oh, and I tend to be kind of random. My brother swears I have ADD, but he has no room to talk.
Anyway, most of the time I'm pretty shy, but there are times when I'm not. Usually when I get pissed or get comfortable. I can be a real bitch if anyone pisses me off, but other than that I'm generally really nice. I'm always willing to listen to anyone that's willing to talk, though I may not talk much at first. I've experienced more than I should have at my age. I've been to hell and back more than once.
I don't claim to be emo or goth or anything, though people like to label me as one. I am just me. I change from day to day depending on what I am feeling. I am on the darker side of things though. I am a bit of a sadist, but also have some masochistic tendencies. A little pain is exhilarating and makes everything much more fun.
~Religion~
As for religion, I'm not really anything. I just learned about different ones than decided on my own beliefs. I believe that there is a higher power, not like the Christians believe, but more like one who watches over things and creates. It does not smite or anything like that. There is too much evil in the world for me to believe that. I believe in reincarnation, that a spirit can choose whether or not it wishes to return for another life. I also think that everything has a spirit, not just humans. Animals, plants, Mother Earth, they all think and feel. The Goddess watches over all on Earth. I practice a bit of witchcraft. I am sensitive to the spirit world. I'm really open-minded. I don't care what religion you are, just please don't bash what I believe. I will talk religion with people, but just please accept that I believe something different.
~Likes~
Music. I like all kinds of music. I'm partial to rock, especially the harder stuff, but I'll listen to just about anything. I love MSI, they are awesome. Well, that's my opinion anyways. And you know what they say about opinions. I like alot of 90s music and underground stuff. I also like Three Days Grace, AFI, PANIC! At The Disco, ICP, Black Sabbath, Ozzy, Cradle of Filth... I could go on for awhile. I love video games, and I'm pretty kick-ass on some of them. I have alot of systems. I really like SNES games. I still like alot of the old games that most people have forgotten about. Hell, I still play Super Mario World and Pong. The newer games are fun as well. I really like Gears of War and Guitar Hero. I know, big difference. I love to play and listen to music though. I can play the trombone, the saxophone, and a little piano. I would love to learn how to play the guitar.
I love to cook. I'm pretty good, or so I'm told. My dad taught me to when I was about seven.
I absolutely adore leather, spikes, and corsets. My favorite colors are black, blood red, silver, and hot pink.
~Dislikes~
I really don't like being ignored. It bothers me ALOT. I'm also terrified of spiders, severely terrified. And being alone. I tend to think a lot when I am and that's not a good thing for me. I hate it when people think they know everything about someone and judge others before getting to know them. I don't like people who think they are better than everyone else or try to be something they aren't. I also don't like the word panties... I'm not sure why, it just bothers me. I hardly ever say it.
I love you, forever and always
