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I am seeking some guidance and information. I hope some of you can help me here...

About me...

I have always known I was a vampire, but at a certain point in my life I tried to suppress it because I was brainwashed into believing that it was evil. After many years and experiences I have come to accept that suppressing this part of me has left me very empty and unhappy. I began embarrassing darkness again and am at a crossroads.

It would mean a lot to me and be very helpful if I met some people like me who could be supportive and informative.

At some point in life you are required to make a choice; either turn the page or close the book. I chose to burn the fucking book.

In the process of this happening my family forsook me, and I lost many people. Many of these people do not accept me for who I am, even as I am trying to find myself again. But as a result of these events I have become a very skeptical person, and have a hard time believing things that there is no evidence for. If people here could show me studies, either scientific or medical, that verify some of the things they believe or things that speak of blood and energy I would greatly appreciate it. I know what I know from experience, but I would like a deeper understanding of it as well.

By the way, as you can probably tell from my pictures I am not a "life-forbiddenr." Face it, it is rather hard to walk around like that as a historian and educator. That does not mean I do not enjoy playing dress-up. I rather enjoy dressing up, like anything at times. I make a rather good-looking hijabi. :P

There will be more to come concerning me...