GothicMoon's Profile at Vampire Rave.

Most know me here as LadyBloodMoon.
I have been reborn in each life to awaken to who and what I am. In this life I have both English and Native American blood in my veins. I stand 5ft 2 inches with blue eyes, and long red hair.

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What a lot of you haven't read is some of my thoughts. What I am can differ with different people, as each person brings out certain parts of my personality. A lot of the time, I dislike myself, and carry a lot of pain on the inside. I will bare a glimpse into my soul, on this profile. I have seen several lifetimes, so I carry unique insight at times, My trust has been used and abused. My caring nature taken advantage of, so I dont open up as easily anymore. The following poems , are all written by me, as different points in my life, it comes from life experiences. Please do not steal my work, each word is taken from my soul..

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Pleasure And Pain Rollar Coaster

Tonight I took a walk with a old friend,

A old craving has kicked in

We havent met in a great while

From his case he begins to call

He is square and shiny, and knows how to touch flesh

I take in a deep breath

I sit in a corner

staring at you, as you shine and tease

your blade so sharp , Im on my knees

The blood I can already tatse

I am on a rollar coaster

Of such pleasure and pain

A taste of passion

A taste of pain

what shall I have this night

The moon she shines bright

I look at you in my hand

the desire so great

My pulse it quickens

One cut I could release the pain

I look at my flesh as I imagine

the blood running from my leg

you and I have seen many times

I can always count on you

To Make me black and blue

The feel of the blade to my flesh

The Craving is hard to take.

Should I have another taste

Of that pleasure and pain rollar coster

Taste of pleasure

Taste of pain

One swift motion

A great release of emotion

You tempt and tease

as I hold you in my hand

taking one more look at my leg

Thoughts cloud my mind

What shall I do this time

I run you aross my lips

aross my tongue

one sharp touch

the blood comes

I lick my lips and think somemore

How much more can this go on

The thoughts in my head

Makes me feel Im better off dead

Everyday Im changing more

The desire within me grows

To be what I havent known

I take one more look at you

Not tonight my old friend

I will hold this all within

I place you safely away

To go on another day

This pleasure and pain

I will continue to take

Craving sweet release from the pain

One day I hope to find sweet pleasure

without all this pain,

Im on a pleasure and pain rollar coaster

with no chance of escape

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Blue Eyes

From afar I notice you

You come to me with eyes so blue

With a longing to serve so true

Something is waking up from deep inside you

The answers you seek, you shall find within me

My flesh begins to burn, from the thought of you

Your desire so pure

Your desire to please me

Its waking me up from deep within

The primal craving

My desire to touch you

To taste you is growing.

What is it you desire of me

The uncontrolable way you please

Can bring me to my knees

As your veins burn and pulsate

There is not much more I can take

To taste your crimson, to feel your flesh

If I embrace you, take you in

Would you truly give in

Would you come to me with your desires

Would you be happy to satisy my every desire

My pulse quickens, Do you truly know of all you ask

As I stand and see you with eyes so blue

I truly want to embrace you.

To feel your flesh, taste your essence

I can hear your calling to me

I am here to embrace thee

To give you the answers you seek

The friendship you desire

The passion you need, I shall stay with you

And be all you shall ever need.

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Longing

Another night passes.

I long to see your face.

I feel you with me,

With each breath

I feel you deep within

Yours and Mine the bond we share

Can never be changed through time.

Your each beat my heart takes

Your the air that sustains me.

The love just between you and I

Will last with me till the end of time

I think of you as the night air

brushes against my face.

As each night passes Im closer

To the night I may hold you.

I cling to mother night

she guides and comforts

While your away.

I lay with hopes

One day you will stay

I feel your thoughts

I feel your pain

I feel your anger

I feel your love

I know what it will take

To break free of your chains

Once more we shall embrace

Oh how my heart aches

To feel your teeth in my flesh

To completly be one

Once again

My Lord, I will forever be yours

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Growth

Once born into night

A childe born of love

Left alone to find her way

I found my strength within each day

Thoughts of how I came to be

Is what truly sustains me

Your Lady of the night

Your Lady of love

I long for knowledge

Crave to be what you desire

To be what makes you proud

Your Namesake

Your Childe

Your Kindred

Your scared lil fledgling

Finding her way day by day

More and more I grow

away from childish things

That were taught to me

The mundane way I lose touch with

More and more everyday

With each mildstone

You check on me

To see more and more

What I will be

Tonight was the latest one

with your strength

With your love

I had what I needed to overcome

The last of mundane innocense

Flowed out of me

As it gasp for life

I gave up the fight

For the last part of

What was once precious to me

In the name of feeding

It came to be

Your lil vampyre

walked away free

From all I knew

To grow has sacrifices

This I know so painfully

Another growth moment

Gone in a instant

I take each step of growth

To one day be

Where you can truly love me

And set our souls free

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Lost

Lost In the darkness

Afraid of what I might find

Hoping to find you

But never can I embrace you

Years of hearing your call

The longing rips my soul

The self proclaimed love promised to me

all ends in misery...

It always starts with love so pure

then I am left standing alone without you

Where is my true mate

no more of this I can take

I beg thee mother night

Save me from this tright

Give me my only true love

or free me from this life...

For this I can bare no more

The pain embracing me

never seems to set me free

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Alone

All alone I stand

For what I am

Family, Friends no more

I always knew I would walk alone

Disgraced, disowned, here we go

Pain, rage flows freely out

Numbness, a cold calm comforts

Looking upon the Judgemental I once knew

They never had a clue

That which they looked upon

Its time to move on.

Taking the only ties I have

My children, my blood

Looking back no more

Where Im going unsure

Free to find my new home

Mother Night I cling To Thee

For you will never forsake me

~LadyAkashaAdiana~

3-28-2010

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For Him

She walks alone in the night

He asks to be at her side

Does he know that of which he asks,

Her veins burn with thirst and desire,

His heart beats with pure desire,

She could take him in her embrace,

At what cost does she have the taste,

He comes to her with heart so pure,

He longs to be her hearts desire,

She craves him to hold,

but her senses tell her no

what shall be fate,

Time is what it will take

she has lived many life times

betrayed many times

content to stay alone with mother night

He comes into view, with a longing so true

Not much more she can take, His veins pulsate

She longs for this to be true

His heart skips a beat or two

She will have him when the time is right

When he can give all of himself to her

She will embrace and make his darkest desire

~LBM~

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Most will never know the soul behind the mask. I lurk in the shadows. In search of something I will never find. My journey brought me to this site in 2007. It started with a whisper in my ear.
A touch of cold fingers to my cheek, A dream that became real. I remeber haunting words, a question that still haunts me. Can you leave all that you know behind?
Can you disapear? When I was asked that question, in the beginning of my awakening. I couldnt do it, I wasnt ready. Now I am.

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I spend most of my time utterly alone. I am misunderstood, judged by those without a clue , as to the soul the judge from afar. Outside I have people all around me.
On the inside I scream. How could anyone understand my pain, or my thoughts. I try to grow numb, turn off the emotions, they always come back. I walk this path alone.
Although I have kindred family that I love, My path is to put others first, educate and give of myself, but I walk it alone. Each step taken is done so by myself.
In closing.. Mother night I cling to thee, only she can set my soul free.

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