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My heart hurts so much

But for reasons unsaid

Sometimes the feeling

Makes me wish I were dead



I once saw this world with color

But it now seems gray

It's hard to think positive

When depression fills your day



Self hate, feeling low

What am I to do

I feel like I'm nothing

If only you knew



"But why? You're so happy"

That's what you may say

Come stand in my shoes

For one single day



Listen to my thoughts

Don't tell my I'm strong

I curve my lips into a smile

But it all feels so wrong



My life is like a book

That sits on the shelf

No one to flip the pages

Old and faded, all by its self



My feelings, an abyss

That won't set me free

A song beautifully written

But sung off key



Mistreated, misunderstood

I drag through the day

With so much on my mind

But nothing to say.