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Rain Rain come again,

fill my body with your pain,

wash away all these tears,

let me forget all those years,

help me sleep through nightmares old,

Rain my friend has come to stay.

sleepy sleepy goes the bird





and slowly moon does rise,





when will the wind blow and sun rise,





when will i get my lullaby

Chest is heavy, heart is strong,

eyes are cloudy, fingers dirty,

Blood flows from lips and nose,

Fighting still till I grow old,

Pushing further, longer now,

To become stronger than I am,

Rush from darkness into light,

retreat to shadow cloaked in hope,

fleeting, fight, raging pain,

Horrible hunger no more rain,

lips are cracked like broken bone,

so heart is still,

pain now flows,

slowly seeping from my heart,

To rise from grave and grip my hands,

to train once more in promised land,

Stronger, stronger, I become,

to avenge my lover, now long gone.

Wondering lots of things and looking around at the plants and trees watching the clouds float and listening to the sound of the birds chirp,

So much wonder like i was seeing the world for the first time and breathing the fresh air for once in my life, like coming out of a cave that had been sealed for so many years, like tasting fresh wild strawberries and sitting under a tree in the middle of July watching everything there is, the trees sway and the crickets chirp the frogs croak and the great willow shake its leaves.



Looking at the ground like its something Ive never seen before, watching in awe as the world spins and turns, thrives and lives, and passes the other planets by as the dance of the stars continues, and endless waltz.



The fall leaves grow red and orange and brown and the smell of baking of pies and of McDonald's fries, the sweet scent of apples and the site of the pumpkins the kids that are running through sweet autumn fair.



Snow falls from heaven and the sky is crystal and white, the world is anew all things are a change, the glow of the houses and the warm morning light as a new snow falls anew, the smell of the trees being cut from the land and dawned with crystal and gold, the silver and red the greens and the blues tells me that christmas is near, wonderment of a new dawn and a new day is this, when i think of the name that has brought me suck bliss, the name that is spoken awoken anew, the person that i am and the person she knew.



The spring it comes and flowers in bloom a cold wind it chills me in noon, the grass turns a green of forest and leaves, and the childeren all come out to play, the water it warms and the land turns to life, when the chill of the winter is gone, and so now is this time of spring turned to summer and she has long since been gone.

His grave so deep,

the winter night it howls as he speaks,

This man is gone, his heart now cold no sparks to keep him warm,

his sweet voel is now long dead no longer can he stand the cold,

Warmth of her eyes and the breath on his neck kept him warm through the night,



were is she now, deep in the grounds were he can no longer see her,

were now is he, in his troublesome sea the wind so cold and violent......



The quiet of night the tears of his home, failing the one that he loved,

was it he who lost her, or the other way around,

no longer does he know,



sweeeeeeet sweeeet are her words, vemon is his song, so close together yet farther apart than anyone could ever know.



nealing low he cuts into flesh as the last of his warmth is drained,

no longer love, it flow through his veins,

for he is now dead and gone.

were now is he in the troublesome sea when she looks to the ocean for hope,

he's gone and he can never come home,

so far are they from each other.

A shell of times not long gone,

the love he feels still is strong,

she to him his sweet voel,

never can he have her,

so unfair is life to him that it no longer is worth,

the time to die is high nie and he will glady take it,

the knife, the dark, the lonely spark that kills this young mans soul, he plunges it in his heart bleeds dead and so is the end of laath swei.

No more calls, no more words,

im left and im alone,

no more travel, now more plans,

already ive grown old,

no more light, no more life,

I sit and im alive,

no more lies, no more hate,

ive given it a try,

no more love, no more sorrow,

its time to give it up,

no more future, no more me,

Im falling apart.

I shift and tear and wonder more,

if she is with me still,

was it me that broke her soul or was it something else,

I sway and lean unballenced my soul I feel lost and dead,

Have I lost a friend of mine is my heart to rot,

I look upon her pictures,

I read all her words,

and lost am I in times of sorrow,

Maybe im only borrowed,

do they care or feel my pain,

does it seem so wrong,

to use abuse and borrow my love until it is all gone.