In a strange mood one night I chose to take a walk through a cementary. It would be a decision that would change my whole world.
When next I woke I was in a different and strange place with a terrible thirst to quench.
I fled there and forced myself through a dark rain seeking something to ease my pain.
Finally I found a sweet lady all alone in her grief. I meant only to comfort and escort her to safety. I did not know I was the real danger.
With her sweet blood giving me strength I was able to walk freely without pain.
Now each night is the same filled with the search for someone to ease my thirst.
The path I now walk is filled with pain and lonliness.
When I do find someone to fill the empty spaces eventually my nature ruins it.
The woman I enjoy will eventually surrender to the desires that may cost her soul.
When that happens she joins those that want me only for their satisfaction and pleasure.
Now I have many to care for but none to love.
I will continue to walk along until I find the one woman who can fill my empty nights with the joy I have long missed.
Until then I hold this in readiness for her arrival
Here is a writing of my own and something i feel
Enjoy.
Wondering lots of things and looking around at the plants and trees watching the clouds float and listening to the sound of the birds chirp,
So much wonder like i was seeing the world for the first time and breathing the fresh air for once in my life, like coming out of a cave that had been sealed for so many years, like tasting fresh wild strawberries and sitting under a tree in the middle of July watching everything there is, the trees sway and the crickets chirp the frogs croak and the great willow shake its leaves.
Looking at the ground like its something Ive never seen before, watching in awe as the world spins and turns, thrives and lives, and passes the other planets by as the dance of the stars continues, and endless waltz.
The fall leaves grow red and orange and brown and the smell of baking of pies and of McDonald's fries, the sweet scent of apples and the site of the pumpkins the kids that are running through sweet autumn fair.
Snow falls from heaven and the sky is crystal and white, the world is anew all things are a change, the glow of the houses and the warm morning light as a new snow falls anew, the smell of the trees being cut from the land and dawned with crystal and gold, the silver and red the greens and the blues tells me that christmas is near, wonderment of a new dawn and a new day is this, when i think of the name that has brought me suck bliss, the name that is spoken awoken anew, the person that i am and the person she knew.
The spring it comes and flowers in bloom a cold wind it chills me in noon, the grass turns a green of forest and leaves, and the childeren all come out to play, the water it warms and the land turns to life, when the chill of the winter is gone, and so now is this time of spring turned to summer and she has long since been gone.
Experience what is forever a feeling the world shall feel.....The poem is called Trapped in Regret.
The deed is done,
No going back now,
Why do I feel as if blackness avails,
My vision obscured,
Now all can be seen,
Ive made a mistake,
An unthinkable thing,
This thing it devours,
My thoughts day and night,
I could have said no,
I could have fought,
My wanting prevailed,
And a mistake it shall be,
Im trapped in regret,
As deep as the sea.
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Now on to more possative things.
Welcome to the land of Ice and Blood.
Dead skies,
red eyes,
deep within where beauty lies,
A voice so cold that air shall freeze,
temptation where they breath,
light is where the deamons lye,
right before your very eyes,
wispers in the darkest cave,
opening the hidden safe,
mortals fear whats in the dark,
but fear us more as we do not stop,
In the light behind your back,
do retain this little fact,
blood shall feed us,
you cant see us,
but you breed us,
slipping in and out of life,
Tonights the night we take your lives,
Humans gather round the light,
Vampires rule eternal night.
No more calls, no more words,
im left and im alone,
no more travel, now more plans,
already ive grown old,
no more light, no more life,
I sit and im alive,
no more lies, no more hate,
ive given it a try,
no more love, no more sorrow,
its time to give it up,
no more future, no more me,
Im falling apart.
Waterfall
Slowly world swims from sight,
leaving only beauties night,
soft and smooth the waterfall,
mantains the peace all day long,
when winter comes and chill sets in,
temporary is the end,
stopped in time until the spring,
waterfall is peace and dreams.
Night fall
Cool and dark,
foreboding essence,
The truth of night so dark its presence,
some sleep as others wake,
to some is night and others day,
mystery and elegance,
the night embraces all,
lisen to the song of nightfall.
Shadow of lust
Rare and wild exotic am i,
The lust i feel wont die inside,
The world itself cannot fullfill,
The hunger i have to powerful to ignore,
So hunt i will and keep my eyes sharp,
my senses are stirring,
is it you thats approaching?
Are you the one,
That i lust for........
Breathing hard and filled with pleasure,
pain wrack across my flesh, the whips are cracking I lick my lips,
to feel the pleasurable pain once more,
to press her down and pull back her head, biting at her neck, pressing deeper inside,
lusting forever more.
