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well, finals are over. summer's started and it already sucks. Mac is moving to Texas today. Jeff is moving to Albuquerque as soon as he gets a car. Daniel's getting knee surgery. Teesha's going to be gone all summer. Bonnie and Kim are fighting with eachother. its lonely. I'm just so tired of the drama! I mean, dont people have anything better to do than start drama with everyone? well hey, lets look on the bright side. I dont have to take P.E. again my sophmore year. I have to take "Jazzercise" because of a physical inability to take P.E. taking a geometry class in July. Julie is still hanging out with James even after everything that happened between them. Grandfather's getting worse. Grandpa isnt doing too well either. Steve might start working on the road again. mom is taking classes at UNM. pretty much booked for the summer. going to biker aunts house for a week. staying with cousin Katie in AZ with grandparents for a week. also meeting grandparents from Bullhead in AZ. not going to visit real dad. going to the mountains on horseback for a few days. plus the other random shit I do with my friends.

well, here's an update on what's happened in my life since I last wrote in my journal. one of my best friends got pregnant and told me I was going to be a godmother. next week she miscarried. 2 of my 4 grandfathers are dying. my best friend Jeff just graduated. a psychiatrist wants to put someone in my family who is very close to me into a mental institute. my fiance and I arent doing very well. a good friend was being beaten up by her *now ex* boyfriend. I got into his face about it and told him that if he ever touched her again, I would beat the living shit out of him. finals are tomorrow. a guy friend has been telling me to break up with my fiance so that he can date me. he made me cry a few days ago. my stepfather and I are fighting a hell of a lot more than usual. a whole lot of other shit is happening right now. life's kicking my ass. well, its a bitch because if it were a slut, it'd be easy.