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For what tis love but the beat of two in the dark

Of that silent regard shared among shared in the passing moment

When the world has stood still for but a moment in it's eternal glance

AS if watching the night flower take full bloom in that instant before it wilts

Or the slow motion of the falling of a rain drop on an october evening

Is it not save the deepening of spirit when all else is forsaken

and that light that guides your way back to that place of peace

Tis it not that moment before the fire ignites the sky

Burning away the darkness in a sweep of it's hand as a held breath

Is it not the dance of the blade song in the stillness of night

and the flicker of the flame upon the shadows of a silent wall

Is it not the broken stillness in the single sound that boils the blood

When you cannot pull your eyes from their entrancement and all fades

When the world blurs around you and for that moment you are still

as if everything has been made crystal clear in that instant

and you understand the essence of life and beauty

When you realize you have not yet lived except for this moment

and weep for it in it's wake as it has caressed something deep inside

A piece you had thought long dead in the faded silent screams

When the horrors have been washed away by the tears of rain drops

and the sorrows have been laid to rest in the heart beats of the moment

For tis love, but the beating of wings on a breeze

and for an instant one instant you are alive again in a world of colour.

The colours fade, the winds die down, the flames burns out

The shadows still once more to darkness and the skies fade to black

The flower wilts and the lights fade, The dance ends in that slow blink

The silence is replaces by static and the entrancement dulls,

The blurs slow and the clearness mysts over, the horrors return

The cream fades, the wings still and the world fades to grey.

But for that moment, that single moment you remember

For an eternity it will be etched into your twilight soul.

For that moment to die a thousands deaths in the thorns

One instant where ever was right and clear and the path new

And for that instant to carry you on in a new hope ignited

Would I bare the world of hell but for a sip of this love once more.



Standing on the edge of tommarrow and yesterdays the mirror.

When tommarrow is today will we remember yesteday?

Are we crimson, are we jade, born of light to darkness fade

Paint the stars in velvet black, draw them in a faultered shade.

The skies are grey as the world fades to black

crimson stained lands the light they lack

Wrapped in the silence, the things they've made,

For killing, and bloodspillingand thier tyrants lead the way

When our yesterdays are full of sorrow and horror is it's mate

When forgotten are our days of peace will it be to late?

Lay them down in fields of tattered jade, and lay them there till the peace is made.Never shall they see that crimson fire.

Are we living, are we dead , is the furture in our head?

Lift the voices, hear the song. Born in silence are we wrong?

Stand on toes and reach the sky,to own the world they will die.

Thier children fade,the will they lack,born to follow the sheep are back.

To the slaughter they will go, step by step, know resistance, no!

And thier silence echo's deep, into my rebeling heart to creep.

Born of darkness,lived in jade,born to fight I'll not abade,

WInds will stir and I'll look back on all of yesterday and

Lay them down in fields of tattered jade, and lay them there till the peace is made.Never shall they see that crimson fire.

Clinging to tommarrow I'll make the most of today,

Do the best I can to live my life my own way.

I dont need the light, the crutch I've set aside

too many crimson tainted hands, to many pretences to abide

Are we silent , are we mute, will they ever know the truth.



Raven

A restless heart the hours creep,

daylight drifting closer like ocean waves seep.

Close my eyes for more I long,

crimson fires now whispering thier morning song.

Curled in silence the thoughts they run,

frantic paces I wish mearly to peak before the sun.

A restless heart seeking more,

Something missing in this very still core.

Closed eyes reading old pages,

scripting silently once more the pen rages.

Time to write as daylight calls,

One more sleepless day with in four walls.

Voices call I write thier words,

Slowing fading into the sounds of birds.

One more open channel to play,

another who's words silent must not stay.

Slowly the screams fade behind the lights,

one more day of false smiles and endless fights.

Another day the circles darken,

One more way to which I have to harken.

Pushed and pulled with tides to dance,

lifted and schooled with flames entrace.

Never will they know what this child holds,

Nor of what it is she molds.

Daylight comes with weary eyes,

One more night of silenced cries.

Keeper of a gate in turn,

those close tell her she'll burn.

Can't walk away from what she's learned,

can't set aside the stone she upturned.

A duty now she must uphold,

But has her heart really gone cold?





Silent reguard

walked in shadows, shades reborn.

Losts in tempest chaotic storm

Born of choas child of night

Reserected ebon angel one of sight

Silence is the becon born

Showering the dark with shadows adorn

Learn to live the adaptation again

Wondering thu the ages who we would have been

If we were what will we be,

Not of heaven or hell will we see.

A walker of the lands all inbetween

See all for what it is the silver sheen

walked in shadows, knowing scorn,

Taught that our way is wrong into which we are born

Jaded in the loss of light

Always a new endless fight

Wrapped in the silk the tempest run

Bathed in crimson the day is done

Hold fast sweet child to thy resolve

YOur inner strength don't let disolve

Not of the world of men born are we

Of something more they'll never see

The illusions of life our honors bare

Crucifying daily this world with out a care

What we've doen and who we are

Holds no baring when it renders a scar.

Loved by few and few have left,

New will come and the load will heft.



Silver stone

Razor tears for marble faces, never seen the lines it traces,

From the outside she's as cold as ice,she's their stone giver of

advice One more loss and one more heartbreak, one more dead what can

she take To numb a thousand unfallen tears.

One more smile and another mask,Another fake laugh and they wont ask

One more to save and the demons play, another healed who really can't

stay One more chuckle and one more coy look, One more debate and one

more book, One more day that she'll never look back. One morelove that

left and onemore load to heft. One more day to face, One more wound to

heal that leaves no trace. One more path she has to walk, another

political talk. One more race and one more fight, One more saved

don't need the light.

She's raised her pack her children grown, The only way she's ever

known. Lifts her chin her gaze is strong, they can't see her worlds

gone wrong.One more loss and one more heartbreak, one more dead what

can she take. To numb a thousand unfallen tears.

One more flicker of flame and one more manipulative game, One more

line to talk and one more talk to walk. Another smile and one more

rule to abide, One more compition and they'll never see it's killing

her inside.



Take me home

rap me in your arms, (save me the hells

keep me safe from harm, (from where my anger quells)

lift me in your light(tired of fighting)

from this endless fight,(hatreds ignighting)

take me from this place,(burnign the skys away)

where I have no space(please tell me you'll stay)

All alone in a crowded room(fallen to my knees)

can you steal away my gloom (screaming oh gods please)

save me from the cage (Return him unto me)

before I'm rendered to this rage (help me turn the page)

Take me home where the shadows are our light,

were the stars our path in this endless night

To our castle to our place, take me home. Just take me home.



~little close to home~



for the bridges we have burned and the lessons we have learned ,for the things we have suffered adn the wounds we have covered, For the angers and the tears we have hid a hundred years I give thee understanding.



For the loss and broken dreams, for the blood and silent screems, For the torture and the pain so well hidden by the rain,for the screaming endless fights and the dark and dreary nights, I give thee friendship i give thee hope , a palce to stay and another way to cope.



For the endless ways of death and the times to hold your breathe, for all the things you dread and all the things they've said,the the hate you've learned to hide and the tears you've never cried, I give thee light I give thee fiath i give thee somethign to call safe.



for all the times you've been betrayed and the friends who've never stayed, for hollow that you feel beneath your shields of steele, For all the things they've done and the times you've had to run, I give thee peace , i give thee love, i give thee back thy dove,



For all the times you have knelt and the cards you have been delt, for the secrets that you keep and the roots youhave to reap, for the dangers of your past and the nothign that wont last,for the numbness that you know and the distantness you show, Igive thee strength I give thee might so that thee may fight.



For every blow you take and every heartbreak for each love that left and each load you heft, for everythign you've had to stake and everythign you've had to shake, for when the day is done and nothing has been won ,I give thee everythgin I have to give, for together in this we live,



for the times we have to stare becuase of the thigns we share,for the world with in our reach robs us of our speach, now the day is done, what have we begun./color]

[color=red]A new night dawns and I feel it's touch

Sweet whispering caresses cascade

Silken tongues of winds soft and alluring

Trace over such a pallid form it's stirring.

Softly waking like a rose it's blooming

bathed in firey waves its path grooming.

Climbing up unto the endless sky

Taking flight the wing unfold and pry.

Shed the velvet ropes ,silken chains

Softly sigh like shedding reigns.

Lifted up and thrown to great heights

The turrets beneath the wing fights.

The night purrs and the lands shift

waters ebb and flow and drift.

Alive to feel it's calling song

The sun rises, the current stills,

drifts to the ground as it will.

The petals close the heart races

And in such sleeps as it paces.

~Amore~



When broken vessels are mortal dreams

The ships have all run dry

On broken backs and broken wings

In a place they cannot fly.

Silent screams

The song that sings

Poetic words and razor kisses

Frozen lands that pry

Crimson droplets fall

Touching sands With a firey cry.

Bleeding tears and broken words

One by one the petals fall

Lost dreamers in a squall

tempest tides and ethreal breaks

The shells give way

On ebon wings take flight

No binds to bound to way

No bounds to bid the way

Bids to find a way.

From mortal coils dry

The serpent spring forth

TRansmutation.

~Mortality~



Blood and ashes, flesh and bone

Born with sins to attone

Darkness bred and shadow born

Raised to be the jade sword sworn

Light a fire, caste a match

Burn the flame the heat dispatch

Rising drifting the truths inane

Wonder why the others went Insane

thru my veins the hunt it runs

pouring a life the world shuns

Offer my hand, the grip is bare

From my veins the cup flowth over

Cascading from crimson lips clover

Born again eyes of old, young light

Scream a mortified cry unto the night

Blood and bone, flesh and steel

We are the turning of the wheel.

Blood and ashes like roses and wine

First it's hell then it's devine

Adveho ex heaen, abyssus Reus.



In Ave Amore Ashke

For What Greater Love Than This Where In The Darkness Dance The Shadows Intertwined,

Starlit Ebon Ribbon Etched In Shadowed Souls Embrace Defined,

Such Sweet Moments As These In Eternities Keeping Cannot Erase.

Ebon dove The Raven's Calling, Crows On a Wire The Sunlit fading Stalling. Messenger The Words Cascading,Crystal Clear the Path Made New,Upon The Pallid Canvas Drew.

Caste Forth The Tide The Evenings Dawn, Velvet Flowered Violet Song.

Written Word In Crimson Fire, From The Viens Of Desire,

In Places Where Angels Fear To Tread And Demon Death The Path Once Stead.

Whisper Now In tongues Of Old, Renewed Light The Heart So Bold,

Beacon Call The Soul To Keep, Upon The Threshing Floor Love's Reap



In Esect Vite

silent words never spoken

seething feelings never said

razors edge of illumination

From the world of the dead

silent whispers things foreseen

written in crimson on the scheme

Had the years behind me

A life lived in passage

return behind the enemy lines

to razor words and cages fine

build the wall let it die

tides are rising on the inside.

forbid to hunt, forbid to slay

forbid to leave, forbid to stay.

careful now the eye grow dark

crimson tethers bound the mark.

Walk the living, know the dead

silent whispers in my head

The night had died the sun is slayen

Never gone I never came.