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goth or vampire?

15:19 May 11 2007
Times Read: 441








What Is It?











What is it that learks in the night? The pale creatures on the night that

walk, or fly in the night in search of their pray. By day you see them

as a freak. By night you fear them. You all way's ee them in black.

You see them all way's wearing black. You think their the next ones to

go.











"Were not the next ones to go you are." As they say that to you.

you look fine. They look in your eyes and see the fear that you hide.

As you see them that night you beg them not to. You scream.

"NOOOOOOOOO PLEASE I BEG YOU NO!" To late your one

of them.









Your one of them. The people you once thought was a freak.You

are now concederd a freak. You look for your target. You find the

one who you are going to change.













LMFAO MIDDLE SCHOOL HOME WORK TURNED IT IN AND GOT A GOOD GRADE ON IT!!!

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A VAMPIRE BITE!

15:17 May 11 2007
Times Read: 442






I look up and see the moon light. I look at you.

But you look away. I bite your neck.

You go week in the knee's

But you still stand.







I start to drink your blood.



The taste of the blood overwhelms me.

My hunger for your blood becomes weaker

I stop and look at you.

Then I run.

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INCLUDING ME the final pice

15:15 May 11 2007
Times Read: 443










Including Me







Ive seen my world crumble and fall be for my eyes.

The love of my life is dead.

My true love gone.

The warmth of his hands gone. His soft black hair dims. His calming voice fades.

My life will never be the same again.

My world turns black.

Everything,

Everyone

Is gone including me.

I close my eyes and there he is.

He is still alive inside my heart.

I close my eyes and I can feel his warm hands one more time.

I close my eyes and hear his calming voice saying Dont cry. Its okay. Im hear.

Its almost so real

I feel his soft lips on mine, My eyes open.

He stands be for my eyes,

Hes alive!

I run my fingers threw his soft black hair.

Its real.

Its true.

It was all just a one scary dream.



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Ginger Snaps

15:12 May 11 2007
Times Read: 444






the blood.

the taste.

the death.

the gor.

i cant stop thinking about it all.

I think im changing.

i think im gone.

I need my sister to help me through it all.

I can feel it.

Feel it all.

I'm getting stronger.

so leave me alone.

You want to die?

You want to go?

i cant help but rip out your throught, heart and orgins.

i can taste it all.

The blood. and the gor.

the taste of blood from an inoccent little girl.

the gor of what i have done

I could have done better.

I could have killed them all.

in the end it's all right cause i killed them all.

i killed them all in the most goryest ways.



now how i killed them is up to you to deside!

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YOU THINK

15:09 May 11 2007
Times Read: 445










you cut,

you scream, y

ou do everything you shouldn't and yet you know.

You think cutting will take away the pain inside. You think screaming will help you live.

None of this is true.

You cut to see if your alive.

You scream because your mad, and you think all this will help you.

well then your pretty sad.



All the pain i fear in life is coming.

I don't think i can out run it.

It has gotten me.

I can not survive.

I grab the gun....i hold it in my hand.... You take it aways and say

"we will survive together"

As i look up at you, you are crying cause you relised i've been diying.

Then i am relizing the pian is not the pain i thoght i was.

The pain is the love you have for me.

ME the one you love, the one you cherish



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who am i?

15:06 May 11 2007
Times Read: 446










why do i feel so alone?

so scared.

like no one cares.

Am i alone?

dose any one care about me?

me a freak a goth a punk an emo kid.

dose any one see me as me?

only one has seen the real me.

i try and i try to show people the real me, but none of them stick around to see.

they all leave me.

alone and broken inside.

they don't know me the judge me by only what they see.

im scared to show myself to any one.

scared of what they will think.

so how am i suposse to show you the real me if you never stick arounf to find out?

i gusse i just show every one the fake me.

so i can be safe and never..........get hurt!

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the truth!!!

15:04 May 11 2007
Times Read: 447










what is the diffrence in reality?

it's all the same.

it's only the lies you hear.

where is the truth?

why is life so curle?

so many lies.

you can't tell the fake ones from the real ones. it's all lies.

no one can tell the truth.

what is truth?

even in the end it's all lies!

so wheres the truth in reality?

................there is no truth.

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my dad (real dad)

15:02 May 11 2007
Times Read: 448






i feel so alone, so tyrd, so broken.

is there anyone that can help me?

why didn't he want me?

what was it about me that made him not want me?

i was only a baby.

he never met me.

he never has met me.

so why is it i feel like it's all my fault?

why do i wan't to die?

i sit hear and think what was so bad about me? my eyes are read from all the crying.

crying over something i had no control over, but yet i still feel it's my fault.

i don't know you or know what you look like, if your dead or alive, and if you ever wonder about me?!

why havent you tryd to caontact me?

why am i left to find all this out?

and just think if i meet you or anything you could say im not yours. so why am i still alive?

i gusse even i don't know the answer to that.



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love poem??

14:58 May 11 2007
Times Read: 449






you've given me hope. you've given me joy, and all i want is you. i want to be with you for ever. your the only one for me and i hope im the only one for you. so i gusse i'm saying i love you. tho words can not explane it. i love you always and for ever.



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it needs a name

14:57 May 11 2007
Times Read: 450








I can only see the darkness that surrounds me.

there is no light in my life.

I don't see the point in my life.......I never have.

all I can feel is pain.

the pain that is inside of me.

all I hear are lies..

dose any one love me?

can anyone see the real me?

do I have any happiness in side of me?

well I ever be happy??



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What Is Life???

14:57 May 11 2007
Times Read: 451










what is it that I have to look forward to??

there's nothing for me to do...

I have no reason to live.

no one loves me.....I'm alone.

all alone in this cruel dark world.

this cruel dark world every one calls life.

there is no point in life.

I don't know how much more I can take of this.

I want to die I see not point in my life.

no one cares about me.

no one loves me.

why can't something just once go right in my life.

some one give me a reason to live for.....

maybe then I wont.........die



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Why Can't Love Go Right?

14:56 May 11 2007
Times Read: 452


                                                         

 

why is it that love can't make anyone happy???

It seems like every one loves the wrong person....

I love someone who loves someone else..

or I might just love someone who might not like any one....

My friend loves some one who loves someone else and that someone else love someone else...

Why is it... that love can't ever be right??

Why is it love always goes wrong??

Why can't love be beautiful for once??

Why dose it always have to be ugly...

If you love someone for who the really are then maybe you should tell that person and hopefully that person will give you a shot...

or they will break your heart into a million pieces.....

In my case I love someone who I know wont give me a shot.....

and that person wont even know this poem is for them cause they wont think it's for them or no one will even ask.....



This is for the person I like and for everyone else who feels like this!!!


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