Coming home after a long day
I see you settled, unknowing
of my shadow creeping
you're bent over a chair reading
all i want is to consume you!
You haven't the sense
i've slipped behind you
Delicious ways
My rock hard cock poking you
Or my fingers dipped into your pearl
I don't let you decide
grabbing you by your sides
and letting you be devoured by my passion
You try to say something, but you just let out a moan
Whispering to fuck you hard
Then like a jackhammer
I am punishing that pearl after a long day
as your dance your velvet onto my needy cock
Hand imprints of my mark on your sides
you scream to slap, slap, slap... that ass!
Oh, and i do, every single time
But I wont ever let you go, oh no!
Not until we both cum
Your fingers entice as you drip for more,
As my engorged cock feeds to go off!
Holding you close to me
You grab from behind
begging and pleading
Let's erupt at the same time
I howl at the moon
Screaming your cherished name
Flooding from both of us could carry a village away
No matter the mood
No matter the time
I’m nauseated by my own philosophy
And I won’t claim the pages as my own anymore
All they’ve done is rip me off with their clever lies
But it’s my turn to do the ripping now
So I’m sitting on this dirty window sill
Tearing out all my chapters page by page
Watching the wind carry them away one by one
But it isn’t as simple as I make it sound
Like a spider bite on the inside
Every rip stings my heart a little bit
Ten years have just gone out the window
By sitting in it for just three months
It’s been ninety-nine days today
And now I’m in need of a massive re-write
Because all that’s left are two covers and a spine
But I won’t be the writer this time around
I went to the grocery store today and
when I was walking in, I noticed this
homeless guy standing outside smiling at me.
As I walked closer, his smile got even bigger
and I began to wonder, "What the fvck is going
on here?"
And then, just as I got a few feet away
from him...
he rushes up to me and hits my hand.
WTF?
He says,"Hands do not make the crime a crime, it is the mind that gestates the activity."
And that was that.
Ever since, I have been correcting my thoughts about crimes against my own character.
The detail of the pattern is movement,
As in the figure of the ten stairs.
Desire itself is movement
Not in itself desirable;
Love is itself unmoving,
Only the cause and end of movement,
Timeless, and undesiring
Except in the aspect of time
Caught in the form of limitation
Between un-being and being.
Sudden in a shaft of sunlight
Even while the dust moves
There rises the hidden laughter
Of children in the foliage
Quick now, here, now, always-
Ridiculous the waste sad time
Stretching before and after.
And when the day is done
And my head finds my pillow
And my fist holds a feather
And my breath draws it closer
And my eyes close ever faster
The tides of my breath slowly pull
Me into the sleep of island dreams
Where it’s always day
And the sun never burns
Where it’s never night
And you can always see
I heard there oft the flying sound
Of feet as light as linden-leaves,
Or music welling underground,
In hidden hollows quavering.
Now withered lay the hemlock-sheaves,
And one by one with sighing sound
Whispering fell the beachen leaves
In wintry woodland wavering.
Long was the way that fate them bore,
O’er stony mountains cold and grey,
Through halls of iron and darkling door,
And woods of nightshade morrowless.
The Sundering Seas between them lay,
And yet at last they met once more,
And long ago they passed away
In the forest singing sorrowless.”
humping the flame of desire
restricted upon the palate of her fire
unashamed expression running deeply still
acquired her sense to finally kill
A man of many words I may be maybe
But mainly they do no justice to just what
I feel inside failing language entirely
Every word I have ever uttered in my life are as if
The flash of photographs powered by fresh batteries
But the lens cap of my handicapped limitations
Prevent the picture impacts I want to take constantly
From developing into anything amounting to any more
Than this stuttering coming out unfulfilling and too easily
Its as if the simple fluttering of moths and butterflies
The food of the starving behemoth restless inside of me
Translating my mind on paper is impossible
Likewise are the dead dreams buried deep in it
Incognito for life and maybe for life just like
Thoughts masquerading as mosquitoes in my mind
That keep coming back collecting in clandestine
Pieces of concentration in my consciousness
And the itching distracting me
“Push me over with a feather… I’m here but my mind is elsewhere. I need to know you’re there for me.. She, the immortal of reverie, that infernal enigma, that She of all hers, has picked me up off the ground where I was pushed over… lost now found. Found in dream only–in lull, obviously, escaping lost reality–the null, devoid of she’s except those coy, cold, imitating intimacy. It’s a wonderful day to dream, the sky the stage, the clouds actors and actresses. But you, plus me, is an impossible equation. I’m bored of boring and tired of the sameness. I’m too adept at antics for my own good because it seems impossible escaping redundant ridiculous choices… So, I’m developing things to add to my diluted personality. Sooner or later, moments or months or years from now, I’ll be new and unrecognizable!
Caught up in catastrophic thoughts of losses and hefty crosses I carried for years for no reason: I’m not stronger from the testing, now I’m weaker and distrusting…. as another storm tosses me in empty entropy, I’m wrapped in nets of regrets, entrapped in knots of naught… taught lessons by atrophy, taut muscles lessen…
After taking the Cure, Voncent felt like a new man. He was beside himself with the pleasure of having his old powers back, and also at the prospect of finally being able to die after 2,000 years.
A black-clad Immortal known as the Lord of Dreams, stands barefoot in a rainstorm he has created, his coat swirling around him, as he mourns the failure of yet another love affair.
Well, ain't that special.
Lessee if I know what to do with it.
Normally, it'd be set ablaze.
Then ashes.
And a big blowing wind!
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