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Today was a hard day. I woke up to an empty house and only my only friend jake (my dog). We walked for miles and then we came home. I went to classes then came home. It's funny how people cherish home but are not jailed by it, like i am. I have no real friends and I have no one to call my own. Its really sad really. I'm just to shy and to ugly to make any friends. I feel so small and insignificant...probly why I chose to reveal myself to the world of VR...Mistake? We shall see won't we. *sighs* This night is going to take forever.

Boys are a mystery to me. I can never figure them out. What do they want? How do they think? My friends say they want someone who is a lady in the streets but a freak in the sheets and some say they like confident girls...



On that note I guess i will never have a boyfriend, well a serious relationship anyway. I'm not all that attractive and I don't really know how to rate myself in bed, plus I'm extremley shy. So I'm guessing that I'm not the ideal woman they would want.





Hmmmmm maybe Some day .......na probbly not