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I decided to add some of my poems from back in the day. I'm talking almost 15 years ago. This one is called twisted soul. wrote it in high school.



They point and laugh, judge and stare.

strike me down without a care.



They care not that I'm sick in the head.

Or that some days I wish I were dead.



The world seems full of ignorance.

How did we ever evolve?

most everyone lies, cheats, steals, and kills.

some problems may never be solved.



I twitch, tic, jerk, and yelp.

Yes it's true, I do need help.



But help doesn't exist for what ales me.

From this sickness I'll never be free.



I fear that one day I may lose control.

And burn all those who twisted my soul.

I am water, I am the sea.

I am the one to set you free.



My touch as gentle as raindrops on your face.

My love like lightning, keep you warm and safe.



I control the storm that you dance in the night.

You will never fight it cause it's always felt right.



So come forth my Virgin, for as you have seen.

For all eternity you shall have me.

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liljo9274
01:09 May 11 2012

Nice babe. Love it! ;)

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To say I fell in love would be the understatement of the year.

I could say a million words and they'd fall upon dead ears.

I don't like to take pride or joy in what I have at all.

It's not because I'm ungrateful, that's not it at all.

It's the cycle I've been cursed with, mainly.

Every time I find something good it's taken from me.

Happiness, true love, it knows no end.

I fear what lies around every bend.



Everything I've done in life hasn't meant a thing.

I've built some of the fastest hot rods you'll see.

And built and played guitars that will make an angel sing.



None of that came close to the part.

When a certain woman stole my heart.

Now I'd give everything up just for her.

But she doesn't want me to quit, shes the ultimate cure.



I'll say this now and hope it remains to be.

She is by far THE BEST THING THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED TO ME!!!!!!!!

I was tortured for a year to hold your hand.

Why I waited you didn't understand.

Four years of college you did and I stayed through them all.

I did my best and took the fall.

When you were scared I held you tight.

When things got bad I got ready for the fight.

I did more in 6 years than most would do their whole life.

And you said I was going nowhere, I turn my back you threw your knife.

I trusted you and took you back twice.

I warned you of your path that it wouldn't be nice.

I know now after the fire, I put everything into nothing.

I put years in believing the lie, but I do know one thing.



There is someone out there who would love to watch you burn.

And it's not just me.

Someone who mended what you almost destroyed.

The woman you will never be.

My dark riding hood!

My name once was Thomas, I had no plan.

When trouble showed up, I ran.

I tried to be something I wasn't, everyday was a lie.

I walked in a fake world watching life pass me by.

Then one day while working on old car.

I broke a bolt in half without using a pry-bar.

"Damn Mr. Torque" my partner said with a laugh.

I looked in amazement, how did I do that?

After that night I started doing what can't be done.

I started learning and winning what couldn't be won.

I learned a lot about myself in those 3 years.

I broke the barrier and conquered my fears.

I couldn't be controlled but a little bit.

That little control she had she used every bit.

March 4th came in 2012.

That day my heart was put on the shelf.

But that day something good took place.

Someone died, and I saw his face.

His name was Thomas, he was too weak.

He couldn't admit he was a freak.

Torque was born and took his place.

I have to say I like this new pace.

Nothing stopping me now, I'm in overdrive.

Select few people on board for the ride.

For my true friends and love there nothing I won't give.

I guess it's true, I had to die to live.

It cannot be erased and for some never forgotten.

Some have one that's good, and some just rotten.

bad child hood, tainted love, bridges burn.

When it's all said and done, what did you learn?

There are hidden lessons, so open your eyes.

To ignore the obscure is truly unwise.

Pay attention, and learn real fast.

Everyone eventually winds up facing the past

as I sit and play my guitar, mind clouded I'm drowning.

I think about the last 2 years, all for nothing.



It doesn't upset me that she didn't love me.

Or that she lied and said it would be forever.

What eats at me is she got away with it.

And left my heart severed.



I don't want her to love me again.

For I belong to another.

I don't want her to say sorry.

For they are empty words from her.



What I want is for her to feel as I did.

For her to burn as I did.

For taking something so powerful as love.

And playing with it like a little kid.



I want to prove her wrong.

I want my message to be loud.

To rock the crowd.

And make my true love proud.



She said I would never go anywhere.

That I was useless and a waste of time.

If that was true how did I survive.

How did I make an angel mine?



Because there is more to me than you knew.

You were scared to accept I wasn't another fake.

Someone for you to mold.

That was your mistake.



I'm more real than you and your new toy could ever be.

You'll always be trapped in mainstream, never free.



My true love fills my thoughts and pulls me up.

My sad chords become enchanting melodies.

I know I have a second chance.

I can make new memories.



I'm glad I lost that battle, cause I won the war.

I have what I need, and soon my true love, though I fell.

But i learned long ago if you really want love and happiness.

First you have to walk through the eye of hell.

I don't care anymore if I think this way.

My heart says it's right, It'd be okay.

I finally found the one who's love for me is real.

I thought I was dreaming. but it's the way she feels.

To her I'm a dream come true.

And all I've done is what I do.

I don't have to try for once, it just flows you see.

She is the angel that truly set me free.

Now what I'm about to say may be scary.

But it's something bottled up I can't keep buried.

I want to be her everything. and not just a BF.

I hope she will understand. It's not all BS.

I used to think I was jumping the gun.

But in my mind she is the only one.

I have such dreams of her and I.

I make her so happy and don't even try.

But here is the weird part brace yourself lad.

I also dreamed of being the father her kids never had.

Independent she is, strong a beautiful as hell.

Weather or not this will weird her out I can't tell.

But it's the truth so be it I hope she can also see.

I'd anything for my current, and hopefully future family.

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liljo9274
00:34 May 05 2012

I sooo love this one! :)

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Some things in life cannot be put into words. They can't be explained, but must be heard. Feelings like anger, sadness, passion, and love. Sometimes words just don't do it, they're never enough. I have a way to get these out. through a guitar, the fretboard is my alphabet. Through which I always find the right words to say. The spells I cast through a six string will never fade away.

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demi
08:05 May 01 2012

You are very true. Music and emotions and words go a long way when blended together.

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liljo9274
13:24 May 01 2012

I would love to hear you play! ;)

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