Life is what YOU make it. Why make it so hard for yourself?01:47 Mar 05 2012
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What bothers me isn't that I get burned. I know it's going to happen. What pisses me off is how I stuck my neck out trying to be a decent person, and you cut my head off, axe in hand trying to tell us it wasn't you. I thought we were past pathetic lies. Want everyone to be an adult, start with yourself first. I'm not a child and my mentality is what I choose, when I choose. Someone wants to try and butt heads with me like a macho alpha male, I can do that too. Or I can squash them with words. I'm not stupid, but I'm also not a cold hearted bastard. A bastard yes, but not cold hearted. I've lived life, not a great one, not a horrible one, JUST life. All of its trials and tribulations, the common factor that makes us all human. We are ALL just human, but apparently forgiveness is not something a lot of people are capable of. I'm capable, but after so many burns, i'd just as soon FORGET you.
Thou Shalt Not KILL
Thou Shalt Not STEAL
Thou Shalt Not Bare False Witness(means don't Lie)
Thou Shalt Not Covet thy neighbors wife or anything else he has earned.
Basic tenants whether you are Jewish, Christian, Muslim, or some new age bullshit. Fuck Even Satanists have similar tenants. A man takes 18 years to come to terms with who he is, he chooses not to run under cover of night knowing he will be tortured and killed. For us, he taught important lessons, to turn the other cheek, to hug thine enemy as a brother, to love even a leper.
I can't hate that much anymore. No, hate has been replaced with disgust. Disgust for humanity, and pretty much everyone here. Doesn't mean It is like that all the time, but some of the things you people write just leave me in shock. All the bitterness, jealousy.. don't tell me its not fucking jealousy cause you bitches just can't get along unless you are all your own fucked up barbie versions of one another in mentality, anger, deceit, and general disdain for one another over arguments and disagreements had well over a years time in passing.
Lets see, I can put it in the open right now who I don't really like, and definitely don't Trust.
Mechanical Animal
MDLIVE13,
DeringerDan
LadyKyrstalynDarkstar
therealthing
TaintedPoison
MooniePie
Bones
Nekirena
That being said, doesn't mean we don't share conversations with some of the same people, except I'm not going to get pissy with the people I talk to, that also talk to them.
BUT if you say something that rubs me the wrong way, I probably will speak up about it. That is who I am, I don't claim to be perfect, and I am far from without sin. But at least I can recognize sin for what it is in its entirety. Yeah, I can make mistakes, and I have. Assumptions with only half the story, but sometimes that is part of being a good friend, is even if you end up with egg on your face in the end, you know you did right by your friend. If I knew the whole story sometimes, chances are my words would be very different. I'm not a psychic though, and won't always know both sides of the story. What I know is what I have to go by, and the same goes for you. What I do know, is that there are far too many overreactions for simple actions.
Albert Einstein was a brilliant man, however for every action there is an equal and opposite reaction does not apply when human minds, hearts, and ego's are involved. The exacting of justice is relative to the pain, and anger of the exacter. Frankly, i'd love to see the day when all of you will just let it go.
I don't always follow this plan, then again i'm fairly easy going in most of my endeavors here. It is when I see full cowardice and overbearing punishment that I get outraged. Perhaps this is due to a personal struggle, when I held my tongue too often, or was beaten too much for trifles of wrong. Perhaps I know that while many are down _ I am well aware we can all be up ^
Fact of the matter is folks, this is my opinion, and sometimes I take my opinion as fact. Because that is how I perceive it, and perception is reality. My reality is fact, and the reality is grow the fuck up.
Let go of all this stubborn, petty hatred, feuds, and pain. If pain and anger are all you have to hold on to then there is not much of a life. Life is meant to be lived in the pursuit of much better. Life pursued in the effort of bringing others down is usually only a happy one for sociopaths. Is that what you are? Incapable of empathy, so intent on destroying others perceptions of the world around them so that you can get your rocks off? It doesn't matter what you could say in response. My time of being open to hear arguments is long over. You've obviously all made your decisions, and judgements. I don't want to hear cries for help, and poor me I'm being attacked. Not when you also do the attacking. Whether for right or for wrong you attack, and truly that is always the wrong.
I attack, but I ask for no help, and expect none. So I cannot cry if things do not go the way I wanted. I WILL NOT, because that is my choice and I have to live with it. Some of you though, run from your choices, and expect a mob of people to help you hide from it. That is what children do, that is not being an adult. Explain that.
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