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Forgetting Him

Krista Franz



Forget his name

Forget his face

Forget his kiss

Forget his warm embrace

Forget the love

You once knew

Remember

He has someone new

Forget him

When they play your song

Remember the times

When you cried all night long

Forget how close

You two were

Remember

That he has chosen her

Forget you memorized

The way that he walked

Forget the way

He used to talk

Forget the things

He used to say

Remember

He has gone away

Forget his laugh

Frgat his grin

Forget the dimples

In his chin

Forget the way

He held you tight

Remember

He's with her tonight

Foreget the time

That went so fast

Forget the love that moved

It's in the past

Forget he said

He'd leave you never

Remember

That he's gone forever

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LeonardoGrey
12:19 Nov 27 2009

Aww. Poor kitten! *snuggles in close to her* Well, let's hope we don't end THAT way. XD *feels happier, being w/ her, his family* Don't worry m'love. Soon I'll be home.

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Drops of Rain

Krista Franz



Words pour from my soul like rain-

Sometimes in a thunderstorm:

Fast and heavy;

Sometimes like a Spring shower:

Patient and gentle.

They cleanse my psyche,

They soothe my frayed nerves.

Sanity is fragile-

I cling to it tenaciously

As it is life itself.

For what is life,

Without the solace of one's own mind?

I live my life,

I take the days, the weeks as they come,

Flooding me with waves of emotion,

And I let the rain fall down.

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LeonardoGrey
12:25 Nov 27 2009

*softly & teasing says, his tone sing-song like, as he held her tight & loving in his arms, against his hips* Let the rains fall down & tides come up. Let the rains fall down & the tides come up. Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow!



*scoops her up, then nuzzles her, softly purring as he kisses the left side of her neck & shoulder, while softly caressing her lower back, along her spine*

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My Niave Heartache

Krista Franz



Something inside of me is in pain

Something directly above my left breast

But I don't know what it is

Never before have I felt this hurt

Can anyone tell me why it hurts?

Can anyone tell me what it is that hurts?

Never have I known this agony

The pain began when he walked away

Is this pain here because he left?

Is there any way to make it go away?

Make it go away from me!

The same way the he went away from me

Did he mean to do this to me?

Did he want me to suffer like this?

My tears contain so much pain

Yet the hurt inside remains

It throbs viciously when he crosses my mind

It eases when I push him away from my thoughts

What does it all mean?

Can anybody erase the hurt?

Does anyone know what is hurting?

Does this pain mean I am dying?

My heart?

My heart hurts?

But why would my heart hurt?

Am I to perish due to this ailment?

Am I ever going to be well again?

This makes no sense to me...

What reason does my heart have to ache?

Because I loved him?

Because I gave my heart to him?

My heart is what's hurting me

I still have my heart!

He couldn't have hurt my heart if I have it

He wouldn't have done that anyhow

My heart beats firmly in my chest

The man could not have hurt it

I refuse to believe this nonesense

I refuse to believe that he would hurt me

What?

He took it and he broke it?

Then he gave it back to me in pieces?

How is that possibe?

How could this have taken place

Without me knowing?

It is impossible, you doddering old fool!

I cannot even begin to fathom this!

Yet, my heart of hearts says that it is true

Yet, I know what you say is the truth...

Unnoticed Certainties

Krista Franz





The sun will rise again

In just a few minutes

It's been doing that regularly

For as long as I can recall

Maybe I should pin my hopes

On important but often unnoticed certainties

Such as the rising of the sun

Instead on such trivial matters

As whether or not you love me

I must conquer my lonliness alone

I must be happy with myself

Or I have nothing to offer

Two halves have little choice

But to join and, yes

They will my a whole

But two wholes

When they coincide

That is beauty

That is love

Once there was a man who had an orange shirt.

Once there was a girl who went out dancing in a skirt.

Once there was a park they found they fed the frantic ducks.

Once there was a couple, happy, who couldn't believe their luck.



Once they went out dancing, and a candled dinner date.

Once early in the morning she surrendered to her fate.

Once he said "I love you" and she had to love him too.

Once they had a future, happy when one and one made two.



Now they are both lonely, now they live alone.

Now he has a cold and empty (tidy) hollow home.

Now she has a fountain, tears where once there was a heart.

Now he has decided that they really have to part.



Now that he has nothing, he feels he is complete.

Now that she can't dance again, her heart weighs down her feet.

Now he thinks about her, all the memories locked away.

Now he tries so hard to forget the happy laughing days.



Is she thinking of him still? Does she cry still, now and then?

Is she ever going to win back the man she loves again?

Is he glad it's over? Can he get on with his life?

Is he really so very certain she would have made a useless wife?



Given all the laughter, fun and sunny times they had.

Given all the heartache, lies and times he made her mad.

Given all the tears now, the loneliness and pain.

Given all the risks, would she do it all again?



Can he really say that he won't want her back one day?

Can he really like his life now better in this way?

Can he forget her face, the mess, the giggles and the love?

Can he find someone else to love him more than she could love?



If she really loved him, he said she'd let him go.

If he understood her feelings then he would know that it's not so.

If he were less stubborn, if she could care much less.

If they had never spoken there wouldn't be this sorry mess.



But time has taken prisoners, their lives are now entwined.

But even if they never meet again, the past is not left behind.

But can she start all over? Just forget him and move on?

But even if she can, will he be glad with what he's won?



Is that really what he wants, to never see her smiling face again?

Will it make him happy, will he live on without pain?

Will he be thinking of her, is he too proud to cry?

Will it wrench his heart in two if he sees her kiss another guy?



And can she forgive his faults, and accept him as he is.

She wants to have him back and say there's nothing to forgive.

He's told her that she's crazy, that he may never want her back.

She's told him that she loves him and though its a risk, she'll live with that.



She wants him to live with patience, to give him time to heal.

The past is not yet over and it's left a scar so real.

We don't choose who we can love, and love doesn't really die.

You can find it in your heart again, I love you, so please try.