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WOOHOO! I got the job :)

22:29 Sep 29 2011
Times Read: 565


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Contract signed!




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TheArtistRose
TheArtistRose
22:37 Sep 29 2011

Congrats! :D





Sulks
Sulks
22:38 Sep 29 2011

Thanks! I am delighted, buzzing in fact.





Lullaby
Lullaby
22:49 Sep 29 2011

I'm movin' in. :P





LadyDarkRayne
LadyDarkRayne
00:06 Sep 30 2011

That is fantastic !





Requiem
Requiem
01:19 Sep 30 2011

That is fan-frigin'-tabulous. ♥ I am so very pleased for you!





WinterRaven
WinterRaven
02:04 Sep 30 2011

Congratulations girlie!





BLOODLIFE
BLOODLIFE
08:34 Sep 30 2011

Very well done :-)





Sulks
Sulks
08:34 Sep 30 2011

thanks guys! I'm over the moon :D





 

11:47 Sep 25 2011
Times Read: 596








Thunder On The Mountain




Thunder on the mountain, and there's fires on the moon

A ruckus in the alley and the sun will be here soon

Today's the day, gonna grab my trombone and blow

Well, there's hot stuff here and it's everywhere I go



I was thinkin' 'bout Alicia Keys, couldn't keep from crying

When she was born in Hell's Kitchen, I was living down the line

I'm wondering where in the world Alicia Keys could be

I been looking for her even clear through Tennessee



Feel like my soul is beginning to expand

Look into my heart and you will sort of understand

You brought me here, now you're trying to run me away

The writing on the wall, come read it, come see what it say



Thunder on the mountain rolling to the ground

Gonna get up in the morning walk the hard road down

Some sweet day I'll stand beside my king

I wouldn't betray your love or any other thing



Gonna raise me an army, some tough sons of bitches

I'll recruit my army from the orphanages

I been to St. Herman's church, said my religious vows

I've sucked the milk out of a thousand cows



I got the porkchops, she got the pie

She ain't no angel and neither am I

Shame on your greed, shame on your wicked schemes

I'll say this, I don't give a damn about your dreams



Thunder on the mountain heavy as can be

Mean old twister bearing down on me

All the ladies in Washington scrambling to get out of town

Looks like something bad gonna happen, better roll your airplane down



Everybody going and I want to go too

Don't wanna take a chance with somebody new

I did all I could, I did it right there and then

I've already confessed - no need to confess again



Gonna make a lot of money, gonna go up north

I'll plant and I'll harvest what the earth brings forth

The hammer's on the table, the pitchfork's on the shelf

For the love of God, you ought to take pity on yourself






[ Thunder On The Mountain Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com/ ]

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BLOODLIFE
BLOODLIFE
14:56 Sep 25 2011

Foot tappin' blues. Great song :-)





Sulks
Sulks
18:15 Sep 25 2011

The lyrics are great LOL





Pammy
Pammy
21:05 Sep 27 2011

There be thunder under my bedsheets after dinner!





 

+++++

23:17 Sep 22 2011
Times Read: 622


There is a certain time of night when the moon shines on the bay and I see for miles.The fresh breezes from across the bay make the air crisp and I often stand on the shore at the back of my house looking out to sea, just thinking.



Wrapped up in my thoughts. Protected from the harsh realities of life, I really sense my own humanity at times like these.







...the waves crash onto the shore, and I hear nothing else. There is a stillness except for the sounds of night drawing in. Sometimes it feels like the whole world has retreated, but at these moments, the world is very much all around me.



...yet so little time to experience it all. That means that every second has to count.



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Requiem
Requiem
00:45 Sep 23 2011





BLOODLIFE
BLOODLIFE
08:40 Sep 23 2011

Spot on!





 

22:09 Sep 22 2011
Times Read: 635








Waiting On A Friend



Watching girls go passing by,

It ain't the latest thing,

I'm just standing in a doorway,

I'm just trying to make some sense,

Out of these girls go passing by,

The tales they tell of men,

I'm not waiting on a lady,

I'm just waiting on a friend,



A smile relieves a heart that grieves,

Remember what I said,

I'm not waiting on a lady,

I'm just waiting on a friend,

I'm just waiting on a friend,



Don't need a whore,

I don't need no booze,

Don't need a virgin priest,

But I need someone I can cry to,

I need someone to protect,

Making love and breaking hearts,

It is a game for youth,

But I'm not waiting on a lady,

I'm just waiting on a friend.




[-these lyrics are submitted by Mick Jagger: http://www.elyrics.net/read/r/rolling-stones-lyrics/waiting-on-a-friend-lyrics.html -]

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BLOODLIFE
BLOODLIFE
22:11 Sep 22 2011

You're digging up some great tracks :-)





Sulks
Sulks
22:15 Sep 22 2011

I LOVE this track.





 

Wednesday...

18:01 Sep 21 2011
Times Read: 676


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I volunteered at a Dementia unit for the elderly today. I loved it. I'm doing another full shift tomorrow and the day after if I can - it's that good!



All my life I have been fascinated by abnormal psychology and minds that are not in the least ordinary.



Early last year, I volunteered in a educational setting with children who have profound Autism and that was maybe one of the most rewarding and interesting places I will ever have the pleasure of working.



...and the previous year, I was in an adult residential unit with people who have all sorts of special needs due to mental health issues but had never considered working with the elderly before, but, now I can see how interesting it was to work with Dementia sufferers, I will definitely be going back for more :D



Anyway...getting to the point...although I do have a great job working with offenders, it's not always interesting, because although the clients do have serious issues, they're really pretty ordinary in comparison. I'm thinking of a career change. The Post Grad in Human Rights fits in perfectly with where I'd love to be careerwise.

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PandorasBx
PandorasBx
19:34 Sep 21 2011

Sounds interesting :)





BLOODLIFE
BLOODLIFE
20:18 Sep 21 2011

Dementia is something so misunderstood. We have it in our family so we can't just say 'day done time to go home'.

I do wish you luck with this exercise :-)





Requiem
Requiem
23:20 Sep 21 2011

It takes a special heart and mind to do this.





My mother had Alzheimer's for the last 10 years or so of her life. For most of that, I was her Foster Sister Betty. It was ... a rough time.





I am glad you have such a special heart and mind. :)





Antichrist
Antichrist
23:54 Sep 21 2011

Good for you =)





Sulks
Sulks
10:49 Sep 22 2011

I do know that having a family member with Dementia would be a very difficult thing to go through and not at all the same as being just a worker in a setting.



Even yesterday as a new 'recruit', I saw the frustrations displayed by the people who had the condition when they had lost ability to communicate effectively, but understood their 'situation'. To me, that would be the worst thing to deal with.



My heart goes out to people who 'lose' their loved ones to Dementia, or other conditions of the mind. I hope I have the strength to be a good worker in this setting and be able to bring a little comfort to the wonderful people there.



Thanks for your comments guys. I will do my absolute best :D





Lullaby
Lullaby
04:55 Sep 23 2011

At school they had a program running for kids who refused to do sport. They made us go to the local nursing home and spend time with some of the inmates, talk and just listen. They were lonely. We were like a little sunshine for them. It was wonderful, and after a week or so, it didn't seem like a chore.

My mum works with adults that have illnesses, be it mental or physical. She loves her job, but it's tiring and sad.

I'd love to have the opportunity to work with, or even spend a few hours a day, with Autistic children. They're so beautiful. :)





All in all ... I'm jealous. xD





 

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16:32 Sep 20 2011
Times Read: 752


Cancer, you maybe need an addendum to The VR Manual:



here





Do not give your password out.



Do not give your password out.



Do not give your password out.



not even on your deathbed












LOL! Damn sure when I am in the process of dying, the last thing on my mind will be giving out my VR password so that my friends can log into my account after I'm gone.



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Lullaby
Lullaby
17:03 Sep 20 2011

... I love you. :3



If people want us to remember a person, logging into and changing their name/account info won't help at all.

In fact, I think I'd rather have my profile stay here as a testimony of my existence if I died. Not the other way around. :P





Sulks
Sulks
17:08 Sep 20 2011

Yeah, I agree 100% Lullaby. :)





ladySnowStrixx
ladySnowStrixx
17:18 Sep 20 2011

lol , now wait a minute , you know you will want the great pagan profile along with little sulks to carry on after your E- Death.which is why you will leave both passwords to everyone on VR so that we may all play at being you.





Sulks
Sulks
17:38 Sep 20 2011

LMAO! Ladysnow!



I hadn't thought of that, but now that you mention it...I will leave them both to yourself :p





Saetan
Saetan
18:36 Sep 20 2011

I love you! I love you! I love you! I love you! I love you!






Sulks
Sulks
18:41 Sep 20 2011

LOL! I love all of you!





BLOODLIFE
BLOODLIFE
19:58 Sep 20 2011

I so miss the drama of it all :-p





Sulks
Sulks
20:16 Sep 20 2011

You didn't miss much BL there will be a re-run soon enough again I'm sure :P





TheArtistRose
TheArtistRose
18:03 Sep 21 2011

lmfao! Or at least if they do give away their password then it would be to close family not some clown.





Sulks
Sulks
18:08 Sep 21 2011

LOL Rose! Have to laugh, I cannot ever imagine that handing over VR passwords will be on my list of things to do before I die (when I'm on my deathbed) and pity help the person who asks me for mine if I'm on my last breath. I will seriously come back to haunt them! hehehe :P





PandorasBx
PandorasBx
19:32 Sep 21 2011

I'm sure he had it all along.





Sulks
Sulks
10:51 Sep 22 2011

LOL Pandora I wondered the same thing...





 

o.O

01:35 Sep 18 2011
Times Read: 782


I killed a giant house spider earlier and I'm kinda freaked out...'twas about an inch and a half leg-span I kid you not.



It's all curled up on my kitchen floor because I squashed it with the mop (the only weapon to hand that had a long reach...) BUT if I can pluck up the courage tomorrow morning, I'll take a photo with something beside it for scale 'cause the damn thing was huge.



HUGE.

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PandorasBx
PandorasBx
01:46 Sep 18 2011

Jeebus. You get a lot of spideys there I bet...





Sulks
Sulks
01:51 Sep 18 2011

only horrible house spiders but they seem to be getting bigger...they're harmless but I'm scared of them LOL silly, I know but the thought of them crawling around...





Lullaby
Lullaby
02:15 Sep 18 2011

Come to Australia. ;)





WinterRaven
WinterRaven
02:49 Sep 18 2011

I know how you feel. I am terrified of spiders! I dont care how big or small they are, I dont like them even a little.





BLOODLIFE
BLOODLIFE
09:14 Sep 18 2011

Fear can be a great defence mechanism. I'm just not a great one for killing. lol





 

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17:59 Sep 16 2011
Times Read: 800


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...yeah, I know, I've been in absentia for a couple of weeks - all I've done is log in and get my 1% then log out...GAH. I'm blaming my Post Grad.



I'm trying to get myself to that place in where I put in minimum effort to get maximum effect. LOL! I'll get there, it just takes time. Until then, it's in and out quickly because if I don't make the effort to tear myself away from here, I'm going to lose study time.



Anyway...enjoying the course but NOT enjoying setting my schedules and drawing up my action-plan for the year because I HATE making plans for anything :P




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TheArtistRose
TheArtistRose
18:12 Sep 16 2011

Just as long as you have the will power to fight the VR addiction and pass everything then you'll do well. :P





BLOODLIFE
BLOODLIFE
21:00 Sep 16 2011

Scheduling is a pain but I'm sure it will be worth it.





 

Sulks interviews PAGAN: the tables are turned...

13:24 Sep 01 2011
Times Read: 865


Well...being that PAGAN couldn't interview herself, I thought I would...This is for everyone who always wanted to know what makes PAGAN 'tick'. Besides, as she says herself, this means that nobody else can do it because she's really quite shy, she hates speaking about herself because she feels uninteresting and, more importantly, I needed a journal entry for September...



Who is PAGAN?



"That has to be the most difficult question I am ever going to answer... I am a 'what you see is what you get' kinda person and at the same time, I know I'm terribly complex, and, the person I am on VR isn't necessarily the person I am off VR. If you asked me this same question tomorrow, I know I would answer differently.



I feel a very distinct left-brain, right-brain divide: I am both logical and illogical; I can get quite anxious about what I say or do, yet have complete confidence in myself to be who I am; I am very shy, yet have no hesitation in approaching people to introduce myself, chat or ask questions...all my report cards from school said I was a contradiction, I guess that must be true given what I have just said!



I have a passion for words. There is nothing better than speaking to people that use words to good effect, or reading something that makes me think. I learnt to read when I was three years old and I haven't stopped reading since. I read anything and everything, some things have left a lasting impression and other things I have relegated to the pile that says "CRAP". Hell, I read the labels of the cereal box at breakfast even! There is nothing more powerful than words, wars are started and stopped with them, a person's life can be changed with the right or wrong words, and so, the simplest of words can change the world around you forever.



Other than that, I love people, big dogs, learning, and life (including the bad, sad or mad bits). I am usually happy unless there is an injustice and then I am capable of murder. I admire the genius of other people in whatever field they excel at. I hate bad manners, complainers and needy people. I dislike folk who talk in prose or use big words to impress. I HATE having my photo taken. I absolutely cannot understand folk who see conspiracy everywhere, or believe that aliens exist and we that would ever recognise them in a human-like form. I am fascinated in the power of the mind and with people who have 'abnormal' or deviant minds.



I surf but badly and I don't care that I'm useless at it. I live on an island so the sea is an important part of my life. I couldn't ever imagine not living beside a big body of water. I love doing home improvements and I'm actually quite good at them. I am strong as an ox and can lift my own body-weight easily. I don't sleep much but that just means I have more time to be awake and appreciate stuff. I am quite lazy but usually always active in one way or another. My mind never stops.



I talk too much LMAO!".




...haha! That's PAGAN...and here's a question that PAGAN herself always wants to know about other people...



What brought you to VR and what were your first impressions of it - have they changed any?



" What brought me to VR was Google LOL. I was bored and started looking up 'vampires'.



My first impressions? WOW. For the first week I was kinda terrified - terrified of coding, the 'strangeness' of some of the people, and also kinda terrified to think that I might be taken into a coven of people I had no liking of. That soon changed though! Now, I think that I am improving with the coding (heh. I know. In comparison to some people here, I will remain in the dark as to coding, but, for me, I have improved 100%). The 'strangeness' of some of the people here is interesting and not all all terrifying. As to the coven I am now in? I couldn't be in a better one! There is no pressure whatsoever to do anything other than enjoy the site in whichever way I choose - how COOL is that?



So, my impressions have changed from when I first joined. Are they good impressions? Hell yeah. This place feels like somewhere I am meant to be. I love VR".




...and what is it about VR that keeps you logging in day after day?



"...everything...I love the journals - the glimpses into the minds of people I'd never have gotten the opportunity to meet if I hadn't come to VR. I love the people themselves (most of them). I love how the site is set up so that on any day, I can do a variety of different things, whether it's raising my status, reading, learning, messing with how my profile looks, chatting with folk (friends and strangers alike).



HEH. Even the 'drama' has it's place because it's amusing what other folk can get so worked up about. LOL"




...I wondered if there was anything that made PAGAN annoyed because she usually seemed pretty happy...Is there anything you dislike about VR?



"...ummm...kinda...the people who fail to see that they themselves are fueling drama by reacting to it, or even mentioning it. But, people find it impossible almost to change their character so, we have to accept that some folk will always do that whether we like it or not and whether we point that out or not".




Very true, I thought. The burning question that everyone wanted to know was this: What is it that inspired you to do interviews with VR characters?



"Aha! Well...although my first interview wasn't with Cancer, I begun them with the intention of interviewing him one day. Why? How can someone who created this site not be an awesome person to interview?



First of all, it took me a little while to figure out if he was approachable, but I quickly saw that he was LOL just read through his journals 'message gems' to see his sense of humour and from reading them, I knew he'd be cool.



Then, because they are interesting characters, I figured that the admins would be pretty cool to learn about too. And they are. I keep saying that Cancer chose well, and he did. Who else would do what they do and keep this place running like it should?



But there are so many more people on this site that are interesting characters and I'm not done yet. I just thought that I'd start off at the 'top' and keep going until I've found everyone. I fully intend to live forever by the way so there are plenty more to come"




...now that was interesting because lots of people secretly thought that PAGAN only interviewed the admins because she was 'sucking up' LOL as if, anyone who knows PAGAN should know that she likes all sorts of people and although she had started of with interviewing the folk who run the site, she had many more interesting people to come. I wondered if she had a favourite interview so far...Which interview is your favourite and why?



" Not fair to ask me that question! All of them but for different reasons. Each time I do one, that's my favourite until the next time.



...Cancer, Daire, Imagesinwords, Morrigon, Saetan, Wildchild, LadyKrystalynDarkstar, Birra, geez...ALL of them I guess!



I love it when folk say something that we don't normally get to find out about them. That's what makes an interview a good one because I've shown a side to someone that not everyone knows.



I cannot pick just one out at all. Perhaps when I've done every single one that I intend to do, I will be better able to say which one is my favourite. That's gonna be a very long time from now though! Ask me again in a hundred years :P".




...and the question on everyone's lips...Who are you going to interview next?



"Don't ask me that! I'm not saying. I want it to be a surprise both to the people I interview and to everyone else.



I have a definate two more in mind because they are people that I admire. They're friends, they're highly interesting, funny, clever and they are the kind of people I have as friends off VR. I'm not going to give any more clues than that. I don't know when I will do the interviews with them either because it sometimes takes ages to find the right questions, and put them in such a way that the person wants to answer LOL



...and, after doing this interview myself, I have much more of an idea just how hard it is to put myself across in the way that I want to be seen! I think I feel sorry for maybe making people worry that they have given too much information, or not given enough when I ask them haha :P".




HAH! A good observation there...perhaps she wouldn't be quite so nosey in her next interview, but then, I know she will, it wouldn't be a good interview without probing questions. It annoyed me a little that PAGAN wasn't going to tell me who was next on her 'hit list', but I do love surprises so I'm looking forward to who she speaks to next. I hope you are too.



Thanks PAGAN!


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LadyDarkRayne
LadyDarkRayne
14:15 Sep 01 2011

Loved it !





Vampirewitch39
Vampirewitch39
14:18 Sep 01 2011

Good job!! Can't wait to see who is next, some personal info she digs out of them. :)



Ocean... I so envy Pagan.





Lullaby
Lullaby
14:51 Sep 01 2011

You did what thought impossible! :P ♥





PandorasBx
PandorasBx
18:07 Sep 01 2011

About time :P





TheGreenLady
TheGreenLady
18:22 Sep 01 2011

This is awesome. I really like the fact that Pagan has her own interview. I think that you and Pagan are awesome and I am glad you did this.





Sulks
Sulks
18:23 Sep 01 2011

LOL I got the idea from a few people but what convinced me to do it was somebody's journal last night :P





BLOODLIFE
BLOODLIFE
19:26 Sep 01 2011

Superb, but I still can't help thinking there is so much missing ;-)





Sulks
Sulks
19:31 Sep 01 2011

LOL Bloodlife, there's definitely a screw loose, and a few shillings short of a pound there.





Joli
Joli
18:59 Sep 02 2011

Pagan is great. It's good to have a bit more of a glimpse into who she is. Thanks, Sulks...great interview!





xxEmaeraldxx
xxEmaeraldxx
22:52 Sep 02 2011

Pagan is a wonderful person, passionate with her writings about the site. You have added a whole new dimension and facet to Vampire Rave which I thoroughly enjoy. Thankyou :)








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