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Considering my own life, it has always been anything but normal. I was born with epilepsy. My seizure activity was often longer (10-15 seconds) as a child but as I became an adult, the pauses in my awareness seemed to disappear. It didn't, my inner frequency just changed.

In the last year, my seizure activity (although they only last milliseconds now) had increased to the point of having the Migraines from Hell and electrical surges zapp through my brain. (Trust me when I say this is not an "ideal" situation). Since finding a medication to help with the overload of electrical impulses in my brain, I can say with much relief that I am symptom free, although not seizure free.

I have a unique perspective, being epileptic. I was labeled with having temporal lobe (psychomotor) and absence seizures. Due to my constantly seizured brain, I've always heard the voices of other spirits, guides, guardians, etc. I've always had a developed 3rd eye, having psychic abilities, visions, precognition, empathy, intercession, and defense against negative energy/spiritual attacks. I've really got more life and other-life experiences than "Carter's got pills."

I was raised Christian yet at the same time, my mother taught me to think for myself. Somehow, the two don't mix when you find yourself in a Patriarchal setting as a female child with epilepsy and psychic abilities. Let's just say that I didn't quite understand why people wanted to "heal" my epilepsy when it was the very reason I've always heard the Voice of the Creator, as well as others. Of course, being Epileptic meant you were possessed by a Devil..that is if you listened to those touting their "old religion" and the KJV.

I still read the works of the bible (however, I prefer reading better translations of the Hebrew and Greek), but also other collected archeological books referred to as "lost" or "non-canonical." I research everything, religion, culture, history, science, archeology, ancient civilizations, the mysteries, magick and I love the chomp the bit on philosophy.


I've had many dealings of the paranormal kind and I believe in spirits, ghosts/hauntings, possessions, obsessions and the unknown worlds/dimensions of creatures yet to be officially discovered. Much of my innermost workings, the way my mind ticks along to its own rythym, is along the path of traditional Shamanism. Wicca is the only religion I've come across that embraces all of me and what I am.

I traveled a lot growing up and so although I attended Christian churches, it was never the same one twice, much less the same denominatin. This in itself gave me a wholly different perspective on my personal development and beliefs as I honed much of them on my own based upon my own reading and experiences. Having a gypsy lifestyle and still experiencing Spiritual awakening didn't quite give me a welcome matt in the local-yocal Christian community.

After much soul-searching and research, I came to my senses and converted. I still don't know anything and everything, but life is on a learning curve. The first step of Wisdom is understanding that you don't really know a damned thing. I knew that much when I was a kid.

I've often been described as an "old soul" and it's true. My guardians are old souls too, a few are even downright ancient to our time lines. I've learned over the years to trust those inner voices when the circumstances demanded it. Stepping out on pure Faith is nothing new for me. I've meditated and prayed my whole life, it has served me well through thick and thin.

As it is, I've practiced faith/magick even before I realized I was a naturally powerful witch and healer. Miracles and wonders of grace are my humbling companions. Spirits and guardians who walk with me are my most comforting friends. The Creator of all things past, things that are, and those things yet to be, is my loving family, Father, Mother, Brother, and Sister. A family that knows no limits upon being there for me in my every time of need.

Words are a force to be reckoned with, therefore:

Be Blessed Always and Walk in Beauty. May Peace Abound at your Doorstep.