Well, my Free Tarot, which, honestly, I will pay for someday, because it was so much fun.....
Said this.....
Tomorrow’s Overview:
Be careful, Chonrie. The Reversed Queen of Swords is cold hearted, bitter and resentful. It points to someone from your surroundings, that is eager to trash your image in front of mutual friends or coworkers, so be careful about what’s happening behind your back. But don’t allow this person’s attitude to influence you to a point in which you start using the same manipulative and dirty tricks.
Don’t fall into the trap of plotting against them and make your best effort to stay above the nasty intrigues. You need to expose this person for what they are doing, whilst still maintaining your own positive image. Whilst it is tempting to fight fire with fire, be the better person and rise up above that.
TRUTHFULLY, I WAS BEING A BITCH, AS SHE PRETENDED I WAS PRIOR. THE NEXT DAY WE WERE TOGETHER, I BECAME THE PERSON, SHE DECLARED I WAS..... LOL..... ALTHOUGH, IT JUST ISN;'T ME.
Probably, talking about that wacko crackhead at work..... lol.... Told boss to make sure he keeps her. Because I Can't make bills with this job....
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Anyway, thought my landlord had a great publisher, on a new job board, but, turns out it wasn't him.
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I did something, with the 3 second window, that actually, wasn't threw Stonehenge. That painting, I saw..... DEALING WITH THE HOLY GRAIL.... That actually, was pretty good, I did it on my own.... Awesome!
After, I cursed Mr. Cartoonist, which I have to say, I never tell, which means I still feel sympathy for him, even though he is, let me use the correct word, not Nerd, The real word is Creep!
I was in the old astral vision of St. Cecilia's church..... The ones that pissed me off to do it disappeared threw a crack. And the only ones left were MK, SH, and AK..... on the pew. I was on the podium, but, I came down, like I always do and told them the truth. Beware. Do not push me to the limit. Because, I went to MK and AK, I have to take their guff, but, not SH. Truthfully, he is riding on the lower end when he snapped the branch. The astral went to a oasis where, someone talked to me..... He went to break the palm, but, I said no, it looked to beautiful.... He then said..... that he is like the palm, buried in the sand....
Now, I did not bring that astral up, so I think that it had to be one of the three. JA just escorted the others out.
I did tell everyone of them, except SH how I would get them. SH, I might leave to Edwardo, he like the oooops Ninth Gate Movie, or something like that. The old lady in the Wheel chair. Truthfully, I am sooooo civilized, I am even warning. I never did that before.... lol.
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Got to look up hand injuries for my friend.....
*****And HERE IS SOMETHING, VERY IMPORTANT..... I SAW THAT JAPANESE GUY, THAT HAD BEEN ON THE NEWS, TESTING ALL THE BOMBING. THAT WAS A FIRST. MAYBE, NOT GOOD NEWS. I SAID SOMETHING TO HIM, IN THE FEW SECONDS I WAS CONNECTED. HE SEEMED FINE. THAT WAS VERY ODD. THIS WAS DONE WHILE WALKING BACK FROM THE STORE, YESTERDAY, ASTRALLY....
THAT IS WHY I HATE THE PEOPLE THAT I AM MEETING. LIKE NO ROOTS, I HAVE DONE IT A THOUSAND TIMES BEFORE. THE CONNECTION, TRANSFERS CONSCIOUSNESS IN ITSELF. WHY DO PEOPLE HAVE TO DO THAT OTHER CRAP. JUST BECAUSE THEY LIKE TO HURT EACH OTHER, I GUESS.
IT LOOKS LIKE, TO ME, THAT WE MIGHT END UP LIKE THOSE IN STAR TREK, FROZEN STRANGLING EACH OTHER.... I AM HOPING I'M WRONG, THAT MAYBE ev·o·lu·tion WILL TAKE PLACE IN A GOOD WAY. SO FAR JUST THE SAME OLD.
OH, AND I TALKED TO SATAN, EVEN THOUGH HE SHOULD HAVE BEEN AN ECHO. ALL OF A SUDDEN.... I SAW THE IMAGE IN A MOVIE, THAT WAS ABOUT A WITCH, AT THE END, GOING INTO HER FRIENDS BAKERY, AND SHE SMILING AT HIM, AND HIM ALL OF THE SUDDEN SMILING BACK AT HER. THAT WAS FROM THAT MOVIE, SOMETHING LIKE HARRY POTTER, WHERE THIS GUY WAS TRYING TO COLLECT ANIMALS IN THE MUNDANE WORLD, THAT WEREN'T MUNDANE, TO PROTECT THEM.
Oh, an I forgot, but, hearing about the Grammy's made me think of this.... An astral of Bruno Mars, kissing himself in a mirror dressed as that handsome gay cop..... well, he certainly won!!!!!!
do do do da do do do da.....I build a home and wait for someone to tare it down.... then pack it up in boxes.....
A thousand times....... (No Roots) I got memories..... just the place that changes, the rest is just the same.... A thousand times.....
I got no Roots..... Whooooo whoooo whoooo
I love singing with Alice Merton
I like digging holes, hiding things inside them....
Who knows maybe I best up there..... lol
Well what a Wonderful Day in The Neighborhood! Actually, I'm be Sarcastic..... What a day!.... So much for that....
Anyway, When I did the circle for my own Holy Grail: I saw a brief, a painting that had odd looking figures, Standing up. the faces didn't look accurate, was revealing something. Bet the cup is behind it. It was painted, in color. Doesn't look ancient, just a make shift..... I would say it was as tall as me and a bit wider, but not box shaped.....
One of the villain physics guy, is starting to piss me off astrally.... mr. Cartoon, is about to get a curse, one more time, sympathy is almost gone. Nobody has sympathy for me! So.....
Today, I worked with the Teddy Bear, usually, I cover for her. Today she covered for me! Sweet!
But, this isn't going to pay the Bills..... So back to job search.....
Man, so many places are closing.... Toy's are use, Hot Topics, Piccadilly, just to name a few.... What a boiling pot..... My favorite President, just ain't makin it, or.....
Maybe Satan.....
Uh oh, my boss flipped out two times...... Zsshheeeez..... what a temper..... I started to grin at him, while he went nuts, had to catch myself..... Truthfully, he is kind of cute, so you can't get upset..... Maybe he has, OOOO I forgot that word..... That was the good thing about Mr. Peanut, he just kept saying your doing good just keep up the pace.....
Found a new song, that is so ironically, perfect.....
With that tarot stuff and ......
No Roots - Alice Merton
No Roots Lyrics
[Intro]
I like digging holes and, hiding things inside them
When I grow old, I hope I won't forget to find them
Cause, I've got memories and travel like gypsies in the night
[Verse 1]
I build a home and wait for, someone to tear it down
Then pack it up in boxes, head for the next town running
Cause, I've got memories and travel like gypsies in the night
[Pre-Chorus]
And a thousand times I've seen this road
A thousand times
[Chorus]
I've got no roots
But my home, was never on the ground
I've got no roots
But my home, was never on the ground
I've got no roots
I've got no roots
I've got no roots
But my home, was never on the ground
I've got no roots
But my home, was never on the ground
I've got no roots
I've got no roots
[Verse 2]
I like standing still, but that's just a wishful plan
Ask me where I come from, I'll say a different land
But I've got memories and, travel like gypsies in the night
[Verse 3]
I count gates and numbers, then play the guessing game
It's just the place that changes, the rest is still the same
But I've got memories and, travel like gypsies in the night
[Pre-Chorus]
And a thousand times I've seen this road
A thousand times
[Chorus]
I've got no roots
But my home, was never on the ground
I've got no roots
But my home, was never on the ground
I've got no roots
I've got no roots
I've got no roots
But my home, was never on the ground
I've got no roots
But my home, was never on the ground
I've got no roots
I've got no roots
[Bridge]
I like digging holes, hiding things inside them
When I grow old, I won't forget to find them
I like digging holes, hiding things inside them
When I grow old, I won't forget to find them
[Outro]
I've got no roots!
No roots!
I've got no roots
But my home, was never on the ground
I've got no roots
But my home, was never on the ground
I've got no roots
I've got no roots
I've got no roots
But my home, was never on the ground
I've got no roots
But my home, was never on the ground
I've got no roots
I've got no roots
Oooooooh forgot, did a official circle with the Cup of the Grail, pick up different stuff will say later....
Mon Dieu, this B I t c h..... always have to start something when it gets busy..... Kisses to the black man, of course, she is a hoe.... But, me, your going to fast, only cuz she wants the guy there.... (Truthfully, I like that guy also, But, not like that.) So she told me not to use the other container, which had more product, but, use the empty one.... man she is pushing her Weight.... so, I used the one with product, was no reason to wait.... She said I was being a Bitch.... So, I said, "I can live up to your expectations." UH OH, started to throw things..... Cannot believe I am taking this for 6.25 an hour.... LOL
Meanwhile, The Save Granny Job called for another interview..... HMMMMM I know I need better, but, it is an all black kitchen, and they like to fight and hug after.....
But, I have to think of R..... and J.....
Let me cool off and keep the search alive.
Well, I cannot find the message on my phone, so maybe, I heard the old message.... Whew..... I would have had to go back for the second interview..... I don't see there number.... So it must have been the old one..... Just Rattled.
Well I found a cheap JOURNAL.... SURPRISING IT HAS A PICTURE OF BUILDINGS WITH HIGH WINDOWS, WHICH MEANS YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO GO IN..... ALSO, THERE ARE NO WINDOWS, ONLY SHEEP SURROUNDING THE FOUNDATION.
LIKE THE BOOK ON THE HOLY GRAIL: THE WALL HAS TO OPEN ON IT'S OWN....
YOU CANNOT ACTUALLY GO IN UNLESS YOUR DEAD, WHICH THE BOOK DOES NOT SAY....
BUT, IF YOU CAN GET SOMETHING TO ANSWER, THEN YOU WILL BE PRONOUCED.....
WHICH IS WHAT HAPPENED TO ME, IS WHY MK, QUIPED THAT, "YE OF LITTLE FAITH."
TRUTHFULLY, IT TOOK THE AUTHOR OF THE BOOK SEVEN YEARS TO WRITE HIS FOUR BOOKS, I THINK THAT IT HAS AN ANCIENT SPELL ON IT, THE FINAL BOOK ANYWAY. THE DRAWINGS, ARE AS IF THEY WHERE DONE BACK IN THAT TIME.
WHEN I STOOD ON THE STONE IN STONEHENGE, ASTRALLY, IT WAS THE FIRST TIME THAT I STOOD ON THE SLAB, USUALLY, I LAY ON IT, TO TRAVEL. LIKE I SAID, I SAW ROUND CIRCLES ROTATING AROUND ME. I THOUGHT MAYBE HAD SOMETHING TO DO WITH PLANETS/STARS.
THE ASTRAL, WITH JK, ACTUALLY, HAPPENED AFTER I STARTED HEATING A PAN OF WATER TO FINISH MY WASH, USUALLY I TAKE A POLAR BEAR BATH, AND NO, I DON'T WANT ANYONE TO TOUCH IT BECAUSE IT LASTS, AT THE MOST TWO WEEKS.
NEXT THING I KNOW, I WAS WASHING IN A SQUARE CUBE, ABOUT THREE FEET HIGH, FROM THE FLOOR, IT EXTENDED IN THE ROOM, JK GAVE ME A ROBE, AND AS I STARTED TO LEAVE, ABOVE US THE CEILING STARTED TO CHANGE, IN A MATHEMATICAL SPIRITUAL WAY, IF YOU UNDERSTAND ARAB SPIRITUAL CEILINGS. THEN THE WATER FLOWED DOWN IN A MARBLE SLIT TO THE END OF THE CHAMBER, WHERE ARTHUR AWAITED NEAR THE SLAB. THERE WAS TWO CIRCLES ON EITHER SIDE LIKE IN THE STONEHENGE. HE TRIED TO GET ME TO LEAVE WITH HIM. BUT, ARTHUR IS OF MY CALLING. MON DIEU! THINK AGAIN, IT HAS TO DO WITH THE CUP.
OK, WILL GO PERSONAL.... I ASKED THE CUP/GRAIL, IF I COULD KEEP IT FOR A WHILE, IT AGREED, AND SAID IT WOULD KEEP ME COMPANY, THAT IS WHEN IT WENT TO MY FEET AND STARTED TO GLOW RED AND STEAM OUT. I THINK I STILL HAVE IT....
During the Big Freeze..... Was sending the Snow Miser Song.....
Damn, spelled his name wrong.... Was a long long time....
"Snow Miser"
I'm Mister White Christmas
I'm Mister Snow
I'm Mister Icicle
I'm Mister Ten Below
Friends call me Snow Miser
What ever I touch
Turns to snow in my clutch
I'm too much!
[Chorus:]
He's Mister White Christmas
He's Mister Snow
[Snow Miser:]
That's right!
[Chorus:]
He's Mister Icicle
He's Mister Ten Below
[Snow Miser:]
Friends call me Snow Miser,
What ever I touch
Turns to snow in my clutch
[Chorus:]
He's too much!
[Snow Miser:]
I never want to know a day
That's over forty degrees
I'd rather have it thirty,
Twenty, ten, five and let it freeeeEEEEEEeeze!
[Chorus:]
He's Mister White Christmas
He's Mister Snow
[Snow Miser:]
That's right!
[Chorus:]
He's Mister Icicle
He's Mister Ten Below
[Snow Miser:]
Friends call me Snow Miser,
What ever I touch
Turns to snow in my clutch
...too much.
[All:]
Too Much!
Didn't have any offer for a job.... can't imagine why....
Meanwhile, MK Say's "Ye of little Faith" regarding cup fuming at feet!
AK came into a basital..... LOL
SH.... gave a warning
Saw a bunch of circlular shapes while standing astrally on the stone at Stonehenge. Was something about a meteor, in the news?????
The job that I interview Monday, OH MY!!!! Was texting JC that was a black position... But, went with interview anyway.... She showed me the third floor.... People locked up on it, didn't look to pretty. All I could think of is that I would be recuing Granny, dressed as a Nurse.... LOL.... She said sometimes they don't want to take pills, so that is OK. HMMMMM Dying guy, only wanted ice cream everyday, that's OK. HMMMMM, Some get grounded food, some Jewish they have to eat special things.... not to pretty on the third.... Next..... and what was that about the 180.... going to cook forever, and ever.....
Other job??????? was a bad week..... all I got for my landlord is 70..... I'm actually being squeezed by my boss.... lol... I give up.... definitely a freezout.....
Taylor Swift - End Game ft. Ed Sheeran, Future
My Mantra, from my soon to be tarot reader: Every day and even several times a day, repeat the following magical mantra to yourself: “Every day and in every possible way, I trust my intuition and the powers of my subconscious.” ****** THIS MIGHT NOT BE TO GOOD..... LOL
OK
I forgot to ad in regards to the (Sir) (King) Arthur/Stonehenge/book saga.....
The white handkerchief being placed over the figures..... could be like exchanging the nails in ritual
Also, tried glimpse at the Grail Cup....
It said that it was not as high as I.....
That I was a Sorcerer..... It wasn't that....
(Maybe it meant Sorceress, lol, I hope.)
I asked if I could hold onto it..... so it let me and the other item....
I said that wasn't true. It was like me.
The cup then went to my feet and red/smoke came out.....
I was a lil worried that this could be a curse......
But, there was a few words about a headache..... and then it was gone.
Actually, I did have a headache since yesterday. Hmmmmm
Need to study this a little more.
Taylor Swift - Bad Blood ft. Kendrick Lamar
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TaylorSwiftVEVO
AH OH.... I FORGOT MY MANTRA....
Every day and even several times a day, repeat the following magical mantra to yourself: “Every day and in every possible way, I trust my intuition and the powers of my subconscious.” ****** THIS MIGHT NOT BE TO GOOD..... LOL
OK
Oooops, I said something to the trying to voice control babe, if she could not yell..... LOL MON Dieu
Can SOMEONE SAVE ME FROM THIS WRETCHED PLACE.
AH OH.... I FORGOT MY MANTRA....
Every day and even several times a day, repeat the following magical mantra to yourself: “Every day and in every possible way, I trust my intuition and the powers of my subconscious.” ****** THIS MIGHT NOT BE TO GOOD..... LOL
OK
You know, I thought about it..... It can't be Peanut Head, who did the astral..... He isn't that good.... just likes to drop a hint hear and there, astrally..... Like that stupid Physics teacher, who says I should tie my hair up, and wear glasses, to be smart, on top of it, he wanted to give me a math test..... is there anyone out there who is sane? Mon Dieu.... in ten more years, if I live it, I am finished for good! LOL
Meanwhile, tried digging up something on Sir Arthur.....
Here is how the story goes: I was leaving the library, and I noticed a King Arthur, what is it, Oh, the Holy Grail, book. (now it is possible, that is the Carp.) It had fabulous illustrations, so I picked it up and left. They were throwing it out..... Grabbed that and a book reading CD .... So, on the way home, I read the book towards the end. Was actually, rather sad. The part many is dead, and just before Arthur gets his death blow.... from Mordred.
The legend of the Holy Grail is one of the most enduring in Western European literature and art. The Grail was said to be the cup of the Last Supper and at the Crucifixion to have received blood flowing from Christ's side. It was brought to Britain by Joseph of Arimathea, where it lay hidden for centuries.
The search for the vessel became the principal quest of the knights of King Arthur. It was believed to be kept in a mysterious castle surrounded by a wasteland and guarded by a custodian called the Fisher King, who suffered from a wound that would not heal. His recovery and the renewal of the blighted lands depended upon the successful completion of the quest. Equally, the self-realisation of the questing knight was assured by finding the Grail. The magical properties attributed to the Holy Grail have been plausibly traced to the magic vessels of Celtic myth that satisfied the tastes and needs of all who ate and drank from them.
The Holy Grail first appears in a written text in Chrétien de Troyes's Old French verse romance, the Conte del Graal ('Story of the Grail'), or Perceval, of c.1180. During the next 50 years several works, both in verse and prose, were written although the story, and the principal character, vary from one work to another. In France this process culminated in a cycle of five prose romances telling the history of the Grail from the Crucifixion to the death of Arthur. The Old French romances were translated into other European languages. Among these other versions two stand out: Wolfram von Eschenbach's Parzifal (early 13th century) and Sir Thomas Malory's Morte Darthur (late 15th century).
With the passing of the Middle Ages, the Grail disappears until the 19th century when medieval history and legend awoke the interest of writers such as Scott and Tennyson, of the artists of the Pre-Raphaelite Brotherhood, and of composers, notably Richard Wagner. The symbol of the Grail as a mysterious object of search and as the source of the ultimate mystical, or even physical, experience has persisted into the present century in the novels of Charles Williams, C.S. Lewis and John Cowper Powys.
Than it went into, the knights that were left. Guinevere, and Arthurs trip with the three queens.
The illustrations are superb..... really, wonderful.... really, need to read the beginning, about the Grail.
Holy Grail - Wikipedia
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Holy_Grail
The Holy Grail is a vessel that serves as an important motif in Arthurian literature. Different traditions describe it as a cup, dish or stone with miraculous powers that provide happiness, eternal youth or sustenance in infinite abundance.
Holy Grail · Holy Grail (disambiguation) · Holy Blood and the Holy
So, I decided to do a ritual in bed, although, I think I should have done it physically. When, I went to see if Arthur was real, I tried to use my worm hole. I couldn't use it, this black one came up, and it had a magical spiral form on it.... but, the further in I went, it curved and curved closed.... So I couldn't go to the other side.
So, I did another one last night, but, fell asleep....
But, I did do a slight astral. He said that is all that they want to see, showing my long pantaloons. You know like wearing pants, under a dress. LOL.... so, I splashed the fish a little..... and then I swung a little on a rope from a tree, that I was standing, holding.... That is about. it....
Oh, I did see him the other time, but, it was just a dark shadow.... It is possible, that the book has a spell on it.... It really, is something....
Meanwhile, I must have hit one of those job sites, that keeps calling me to go back to school.... I hate to tell them, It didn't help me when I got that expensive certificate, doubt if it helps now....
I think I hear someone, hear and there, from the book, but, I really think it has a spell on it, that is why..... you know, sometimes the words can be set up.... so that they do an astral image.
AH OH.... I FORGOT MY MANTRA....
Every day and even several times a day, repeat the following magical mantra to yourself: “Every day and in every possible way, I trust my intuition and the powers of my subconscious.” ****** THIS MIGHT NOT BE TO GOOD..... LOL
OK
Someone did a fun dream last night.... funny
Here is a song to get started.... The Magikarp Song
Said Carp.... must be mr. peanut....
I was in the other library, and the woman gave me a cute carp.... lol
I didn't want to kill it .... So, I told her I would take it home. At my friends, first, place..... I looked for a container, at my friends, (think the faery's apt,) for the fish..... All that I could find was :.... a big top of a food processor.... lol But, had to be careful if I used it, not to kill the Carp, So, I grabbed it, but, it looked weird, like it had to handles.... lol, to much....
Went home and started to fix him up by adding water in his bag, top of food processor was no longer there....
But, before that.... I tackled with the dynamic duo, the couple, I told mr. peanut about...., a problem fight.... I had with them a lot.... So, she (the female of the couple) took her jacket off again.... as usual to fight, and I sprayed her, but, not close enough. So I got closer and sprayed again, she ran to her boyfriend, and told him to follow me.
Went to my apartment, and he was there. So I called police. They said that he wasn't there. But, they came anyway. Went in and there where other men there, instead, not hostile, well groomed.
So, I once again filled the bag with the fish in it with water, it expanded again.....
Then it slid into the sink, where he decided to stay.... till I can find him a better spot.
I didn't have enough to buy a tank that night. So he had me start to make one for myself....
Oblong, but, the end wasn't finished.... lol
someone outdid themselves.... this is cute with the Sir Knight thing....
Still did not see for real yet....
How did someone know that I mean Sir Arthur.... LOL.... Pretty good guess....
Sucker for Pain - Official Video Clip
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Bone-chilling cold continued on Sunday with temperatures in the single digits, but warmer weather is on the way.
The temperature in Central Park Sunday morning dropped to 5 with a wind chill reading of -10. The record of 4 degrees was set in 2014.
Some people in New Jersey made the most of the colder weather by playing hockey outdoors:
Well I went onto a new route.
The great man in the window observing outside, might be interested in this. So far away he rests.
Thought, I might see if one of his characters is true or fiction....
First recovery set up, only mental, looking for a lead to him....
Call him Sir, not King....
Not able to use my little worm hole.....
Black tube that leads to nowhere.... Magic spiraled around it.... curved to a stop.... no admittance out of to the character.....
Black shadow, with form of the past appeared.....
Not sure if it is a correct variable....
Still could not get a direct claim on him, But, will try again!
AH OH.... I FORGOT MY MANTRA....
Every day and even several times a day, repeat the following magical mantra to yourself: “Every day and in every possible way, I trust my intuition and the powers of my subconscious.” ****** THIS MIGHT NOT BE TO GOOD..... LOL
OK
"All my friends are Heathens, take it slow....."
For all the aggravation, that I am being given, I actually feel good. Maybe, because my bug bite scab, doesn't have anything under it anymore..... Whew!
The free Tarot Card Reading, that I put in my last journal entry, was actually, kind of fun!!! True, but, not exactly a rush on it....
Ran to get an energy drink, ahhhhh, pretty good.
Weather is a lot better.... That helps....
Well, my landlord, will be happy to see the first installment.... holding a lil back for another bill....
Maybe, the Dragon Blood relaxed me,.....
Sucker for Pain
Imagine Dragons, Lil Wayne, ...
I torture you
Take my hand through the flames
I torture you
I'm a slave to your games
I'm just a sucker for pain
I wanna chain you up
I wanna tie you down
I'm just a sucker for pain (Dolla Sign!)
I have my real diary with me, let me check the dates....
OK, I have the date that I went through Stonehenge circle to see if I could find Satan, to get even with the physicists. Found it: so the date I pulled Satan, or so called Satan with his red field, is ON 10/22/2017. -- and the echo seems to still exists.
After, I did another spell....
11/18/2017
Again, it says I used Stonehenge, and it says that there was a breakage on N and S.
What I forgot: let's see .... In a dream after, I saw a group of men. One asked me to see my license, like he was a cop; I told them to leave.
So, let me think, could this be the Stonehenge people: no, really didn't look like them. They look actually, disorderly.
These looked orderly: Could have been the other college that introduced themselves. Cuz the ID thing is always part of it. God's, I so hate them.
OK, read the rest: .... I saw the a room that was recreated.... Saw stones going up the walls.... ceiling was high,..... this looked again familiar, to others....
Told I would fix this....
If I look at the beginning of the diary, it could be the Stonehenge. Might be like ours.... a year and a day. Let me check this diary....
In this diary: .... it was in May that I did the bus for the ghost.... So, it can't be the Stonehenge people. They were way before that....
So those people have to be the others.
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In my new reading. Saw that light can split into two.... If the magnetic field is severe.... So, if the suns light is direct, it can be direct on two places.... and the stones do create a magnetic field.... Someone was showing me that I could use a shney fabric in each circle, and under that was a metal ring.... I DON'T KNOW..... if I LOOK AT THE LAYOUT OF STONEHENGE, MAYBE..... THAT IS .... ON THAT N, S CIRCLES....
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Oh, and here is my Free Tarot Reading.... Sweet!
Your Free Tarot Reading Is Ready…
Namaste,
It’s Sophia, your Tarot Reader here. Thank you for choosing me to prepare your personalized Tarot Reading. It is my pleasure to read for you..
You’ve indeed made the right decision...
An informed person is forearmed, that’s why I’m so glad that you have requested your urgent reading. Sit down and calmly read over all of the predictions that I’m sending you, because they are going to reveal important points that you can’t afford to ignore.
Your reading will particularly evoke changes and upheavals that will need to be explained in a more IN-DEPTH drawing. Before I send you that, let us review the 3 cards that you just selected:
Your First Tarot Card:
"THE MOON"
Sachet, the first card that you drew is a very interesting one. It is the eighteenth Major Arcana, which is known as “THE MOON.” This card symbolizes your subconscious.
According to Ancient Tarot lore, when the Moon appears in a reading it signifies that you are not sure of your destination, or even of the path you are travelling on but yet you continue to travel along it nonetheless. I am sure deep down you are already aware of this, which is why you sought me out, so there are certain things that I should definitely warn you about.
“THE MOON”, despite its positive and success inspiring energies, is also warning you that you have a lot of repressed inner feelings - causing you anxiety and uncertainty. It’s very important that you realize this so you may achieve the right balance.
In the history of the Tarot, the Moon is the card of intuition, dreams and the subconscious. Reflecting the sunlight, the Moon cast a dim, uncertain moonlight onto the creatures that roam the lands, and the path that leads to the mountains.
To navigate safely along this dimly lit path towards higher consciousness, it is vital that we examine our past to discover valuable lessons from our experiences: a personal spiritual mutation that comes through our search for light.
More Importantly, When I Read Deeply Into
“THE MOON” You Drew...
I also discovered that you are soon going to enter into a phase of “restructuring”, but that you need to be careful not to become impatient…
This phase of restructuring is necessary to your personal development and the fulfillment of your personality. Even if it seems long to you, this period is an essential step if you want to make real progress towards success and happiness.
“THE MOON” invites you to take time to reflect and look deep within yourself. Sachet, as I mentioned before, the Moon tells me that you may have desires, beliefs or feelings that you have repressed over time, and as a result you are now experiencing negative blocks within your personality. Or perhaps it is external factors like society, expectations, and responsibilities that has made you suppress these desires. If you are feeling lost or without direction, this is the primary cause of it.
To remedy this, you need to take stock of everything that is going on in your life. Establish an interior personal space, and dive deep into your soul to dredge up your repressed desires, feelings, and talents. These newly discovered resources may confuse you but once they are brought to your awareness, use them to strengthen the new personality you are going to be forging for yourself during this time.
The card also indicates that you are a person of integrity, but that you are scared to trust in others and completely express what you are feeling, continuing to repress yourself to this very day. So, during the next several weeks and months, cultivate this form of “retreat” and only accept sincere people that you can open your heart to into your circle.
You must also first make sure that they understand the process you are going through. Because you are now in search only of what is “real” and what is “true.”
When I Concentrated Even
Harder...
… this card’s vibrations indicated to me that you feel a deep need to “withdraw” and figure out where you stand. This need is natural and necessary in order for you to find the harmony you seek.
This is very important for you as it will eventually allow you to explore the fantastic possibilities offered by your subconscious powers.
That’s why I need to establish your In-Depth Grand Reading in order to precisely identify the favorable and beneficial energies that could have an influence on your future.
It would also be advisable for me to establish your numerology chart and your birth chart so I can determine your numbers for luck and success.
I’ll tell you more about that a little later on, but for now I’m going to continue to reveal the things that this first free reading, which I’m giving you as a gift, has revealed.
I concentrated particularly on one important area of your life. An area that’s especially sensitive and definitely deserves your full attention and concern. I’m talking about your personal development and fulfillment.
Yes, Sachet because you know that, like I told you, you’re a person who has been blessed with many qualities. And deep inside you, true treasures lie hidden.
What I mean is that you already possess great potential for luck, accomplishment and success. And the question here is figuring out how you can develop that potential to its maximum so as to best take advantage of it in your life.
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Your Second Tarot Card:
“THE HIEROPHANT (REVERSED)”
This is a very important area in your life, and the second card you just drew confirms it. It is the 5th Major Arcana - “THE HIEROPHANT” – in reverse position.
The Hierophant is normally a very conventional card, that represents following the rules, doing what is considered “normal”, or what is expected of you. But interestingly, you drew it in the reversed position, Sachet!
If you haven’t already felt it, the reversed Hierophant is suggesting that very soon, you will feel a desire for change, to go against the grain. To do something different, but more importantly, to do something that is right by you!
As your second draw, it is as though the reversed Hierophant is supporting the decision bestowed upon you by the Moon - to reflect deeply, and finally do what you know to be true.
The feelings that are coming over me evoke the kind of person who is protective, good natured, and caring. You are by definition, a good person Sachet, someone who will do the “right” thing. Whilst this is definitely a virtue, be careful that along the way you do not forget about yourself and end up just conforming to others.
And in fact, it’s precisely this conforming nature that you are going to have to “change” in the coming weeks and months if you want to benefit from the great strokes of luck that this card suggests.
Sachet, allow me to explain. As I dive deeper into the visions and impressions that this major arcana evokes for me, I come to the conclusion that you still have not figured out how to listen to the signs given to you by providence and luck.
And the one reason for that is doubt. Your rational mind often takes over and prevents you from taking advantage of unbelievable lucky opportunities.
Over the course of the coming weeks, you are going to need to be careful not to let this conforming nature of yours take over and eliminate your intuition. In other words: “stop doubting.” Just because it is what everyone else is doing, it does not mean that it is what you should be doing.
Here’s What I Strongly Advise
You To Do Right Now...
... to neutralize the negative mental attitude that consists of always doubting everything.
Every day and even several times a day, repeat the following magical mantra to yourself: “Every day and in every possible way, I trust my intuition and the powers of my subconscious.”
Chonrie, you seem to have all of the necessary qualities and “extra-sensory” abilities to attract luck into your life. That’s why now you need to start believing in yourself.
Speaking more generally, the 5th Arcana indicates that the Universal energy is about to intervene in your life. It may be just enough to give you a glimpse of a miracle or it may be even more, in the form of help or support from someone important, some kind of “benefactor” or “spiritual guide.”
According to the feelings that are coming to me, finding the key to your luck and well being is going to require you to go through some kind of “initiation” into the powers of the spirit.
Listen To Me Carefully...
“THE HIEROPHANT (REVERSED)” is a very positive card, as it signals change if you’re at a point where you feel unsatisfied with your current life. As I mentioned before, the reversed Hierophant is about asking yourself whether what you are doing right now is really the right thing by you.
You are going to enter a new phase of spiritual openness Sachet, that will allow you to open even more opportunities. Everyone has a right to some luck, and especially someone as sincere and well meaning as you.
What appears to be coincidental good luck may actually be the result of a series of good choices you have made. It is your turn to have things work out in your favour, to be blessed and to feel nurtured. Know that you are worthy of receiving this loving embrace. And when it comes, do not reject it, believe in it.
This card is encouraging you, protecting you, so take action and do the right thing by you!
Continuing my mission to help you learn more about what lies in store for you in the months to come, I also decided to examine the areas of your life pertaining to luck and money.
And right now, the bond that has risen up between us proves to me that you’re someone who’s different, and especially someone whose honor can be trusted.
That’s why, just for you and because I feel so sympathetic towards you, I’m offering you this advice as a gift, because you’re my friend.
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Your Last Tarot Card:
“THE WORLD”
The final card you selected is the 21st major arcana – “THE WORLD” – in upright position. And it brings me a great deal of inspiration and insight about you.
The World card signifies completion or something very close to finishing and reaching its end. It could also represent an achievement, or the attainment of your goal or purpose. That is why this is such a significant card for you, Sachet.
It suggests to me that you are soon going to come face to face with decisions and choices to make about your emotional life and your relationships in the near future.
These choices are going to have consequences that will be very beneficial in the long term; but this doesn’t mean that they’re going to be “painless” and without sacrifice.
Sachet, it’s always tough to make difficult choices. And so far the path you have chosen to direct your emotional life seems to have led into a dead end.
“THE WORLD” Suggests to me...
... that in the next few days you are going to have to make an essential decision relating to your emotions and feelings, very likely the repressed feelings the Moon card previously suggested.
Right now, you don’t feel completely comfortable expressing your feelings. You’re waiting for the situation to blow over without doing anything, or perhaps you fear losing the familiarity of the status quo, but that kind of attitude doesn’t suit you well.
Take comfort Sachet, for the World card also heralds new beginnings of abundance and happiness that will naturally emerge out of the completion cycle.
This card tells me that you are very close! You need to consider the next few weeks and months as a period of reflection, to look deeply within yourself and uncover your hidden abilities. Find them and draw intuitive confidence from their discovery.
Sachet, “THE WORLD”, the 21st arcana clearly indicates that a change is coming, and the positive energies of this card paints this future for you: “Everything has come together, and you are in the right place, doing the right thing, achieving what you have envisioned, and feeling fulfilled and complete.”
Very soon, you’re going to be able to see all of this more clearly and find a renewed emotional balance – a much more solid one than the one you have right now.
Whatever action it is you need to take, my feelings and thoughts will be sending you good vibrations.
You’re At The Precipice Of A Life With More Oomph!
One thing is certain Sachet, based on your mini-reading, change is on your horizon. A buzz of energy is simmering and intensifying beneath the surface of your reality, waiting for an opportunity to pop. (Feels like long awaited breakthroughs.)
Based on your cards, you are primed for change in many areas of your life. A real period of restructuring.
I’m very excited for you as this condition indicates you are aligned with the Universe, which is also on the precipice of massive change.
Currently, the world around you is behaving like a bulldozer, knocking down walls of beliefs, social structures, destructive behaviors, and anything else that stops you from evolving…and living a happy and abundant life.
As such, many changes are about to unfold and you are at the crossroads of restructuring your life into one you’d prefer…a life with more oomph.
The question is:
Will you handle the upcoming changes in a positive or negative way?
According to your reading, the answer is:
It’s all up to you. It all depends on how you choose to use these changes to manifest what you want.
Discover & Use Your Inner Powers To Manifest
Sachet, based on your cards, the big changes you’re to face do not worry me.
I’m more concerned with how you will use the power within you to deal with the changes — knowing what to do and when to do it.
Thus, I think it’s important I draw-up your In-Depth Grand Reading, so you know what to expect and can prepare. More precisely, you’ll be able to pinpoint which of your personal strengths to draw from so you can successfully handle the changes to come and transform your life…instead of getting stuck or overwhelmed.
Based on your reading, I feel a great deal of potential inside you and lots of power brimming deep within, just waiting to burst forth. I would be extremely sorry to see you miss this opportunity of fulfilling your dreams (even those you don’t dare think out loud) because you didn’t know what to do or mistakenly made the wrong moves. Or even worse did not even try…
Why You’re Feeling Pressure, Anxiety and Stuckness
What’s more, the time is now. Your inner You is calling you to forth, because you are ready.
You’re ripe with potential and chomping at the bit for change - it’s in the cards. As I did your reading, I felt your strong desire for change and manifestation, built-up over a long, long time. There’s a lot of pressure there and I sense you’ve been feeling that build for a while.
To ignore such a strong inner calling to manifest a life path true to your life purpose, will show-up (and probably already does) as chronic discomfort, hyper-anxiety or a never-ending feeling of stuck-ness.
But you don’t have to feel this way any longer. You can manifest many of your desires right now and start transforming your life today. And when you do, you’ll soon begin to feel the anxiety and discomfort ebb away.
The only thing you have to do is to accept my help today by requesting your In-Depth Grand Reading.
Discover How To Tap Into Universal Energies And Manifest
One more thing that makes now the perfect time for an In-Depth tarot reading…
I’ve discussed tapping into your inner power to transform your life, but there’s another key element that also helps you manifest your desires with greater ease and in less time: your environment.
Remember, I said earlier you are aligned with the Universe, which is also undergoing massive change. Well, the world is always in a state of flux, but the particular era we’re in right now is especially active.
And with this activity comes energy currents or momentum that can help you manifest with greater ease if you learn to work with it. When the timing is right for you, the momentum acts like wind in your sails and helps you get where you want to go with minimal effort.
Fortunately, being that you’re also in a period of great change and restructuring, there currently are many opportunities for you to time your transformation in harmony with the actions of the Universe and get a bit of a free ride.
The trick is to take action with proper timing.
My In-Depth Grand Reading will help you become aware of the energies around you and within you so you can take action at the right time. And you’ll soon come to see for yourself that when you work in harmony with your environment, you create more easily and more quickly.
So you see Sachet, there’s nothing like the present.
It’s time to take action now before the cosmic windsshift and you lose your alignment with the Universe. When this happens, manifesting will be much more difficult and take longer.
Your mini-reading indicates many elements are perfectly in place right now to assist you in transforming your life and manifesting your desires into your reality. There’s no reason to wait and there’s every reason to act now.
Your In-Depth Reading is a Unique Report That Guides You Step-By-Step On How To Seize This Amazing Opportunity to Rebuild Your Life
There are many other Tarot Readings that exist right now, but as you may know Chonrie, all these other readings will only give you insight into your personality and self.
That’s all well and good, but they never tell you what to do, pointing-out what actions to take when faced with life’s challenges or how to go about building your life the way you truly want it.
On the other hand, the In-Depth Grand Reading gives you step-by-step advice.
Rest assured Sachet, when you claim your In-Depth Grand Reading from me, I will ensure that not only does it have all the advantages of these other readings, it will also contain a customized, actionable step-by-step guide so you can easily use your inner power and the Universal energies around you to manifest your desires with ease.
Well, I called for my payment for days rendered, nobody answered, yet.
Truthfully, it was a light brush off from the Son. Never said how much he was going to pay. Was no schedule for this week, didn't say anything about schedule, didn't say to come back, didn't say not to come back. Might say, a light brush off. But,.... they have regulars that have seen me and there is someone around the corner that I can talk to.... Hopefully, I won't have to force payment. Although, the son seems alright, but, you never know, maybe he has an issues.... He tells me stuff, like a meat cut, like he had never done it before, or maybe his mind is not wanting to cooperate. He doesn't seem to remember stuff. But, Hey, maybe, he just is burning OUT, Can Happen. Will call back after food flow slows. I have my boyfriend on hold for a frontal approach.
Interview, yesterday was w a much younger man, but, seems nice..... let's see, could be checking out for Mardi Gras.
Found a nice library for the city, pretty close to home, so I dropped of old science book. Next ones is matter and zapped. Saw that old Alien book surface, this library isn't bad. Nobody here.
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Taking a short break,
The breakage, astrally, using the suns..... if I look at the Stonehenge directory, there is a North and South Sun.....
Not yet sure exactly, if that is for ritual, or if I can use it.....
I think I was in the center of the circle, when North and South exploded glass, leaving the sun in place..... For sure that is the release of the ritual. I did the breakage of the other two, just incase. But, lets not forget, going through the Stonehenge channel to see Satan. That actually, could be the blame, because the echo could be still coherent. Someday, I have to time the echo, to see how long of a stretch it actually casts.... The great thing is that there is two points on the Stonehenge Diagrams that signify. OK How can you put the Sun, in actuality on both ends physically, and I also, see a trigger on the sides of each circle. How can I get the triggers to operate. Hmmmm Step by step, slowly, I get closer and closer and closer!!!!!
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Meanwhile..... did this tarot reading on this channel for money....
LOL
here are the cards I have
You’ve selected the The Moon, The Hierophant and The World, which is a very rare combination of cards. In all my years, I have only seen this a few times, which both scares and excites me.
You see , this is because when drawn together these cards are telling me that a period of great RESTRUCTURING is coming!
LOL...... Still broke!!!!!! The Moon and the World was standing upright the other was in reverse.
Let's see, if I was reading this.....
Truthfully, I would need more cards...... But, let me try.....
The moon is upright, so the energies are up in the air in the right way..... But, the hierophant, card is there, in reverse. that isn't good that means that there is someone or something blocking me, if I was doing the card reading, I would have to link to see whom or what.....
Next is the world card, a card of extreme power..... But, it is a ruling card......
Came back from the interview.... Went well, will now in two days!
Think I'll walk home.....
Actually, in the next music video, the last scene looks like a prior boss..... lol
Sucker for Pain - Lil Wayne, Wiz Khalifa & Imagine Dragons w/ Logic & Ty Dolla $ign ft X Ambassadors
The Cult of Nikola Tesla (Skeptoid #345) - The name of Nikola Tesla is associated with crazy conspiracy claims that have nothing to do with his real work.
Sweet!
Imagine Dragons - Believer
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ImagineDragonsVEVO
ImagineDragonsVEVO
OMG..... Santa, I hate to say it, I am going to put a fire in the fireplace, next year....
The new Job.... Nice owners.... But, ...... Well..... Can't say on the air..... May be Harley Related.... Had problems with that on other job...... Said would work hours w me though.... Bet, not though
Let's just say, that a lot of people are resembling in NO....
The other issue, is racial..... Put the paper for the regular fries, don't put the paper for the regular fries, put the paper for the regular fries, don't put the paper for the regular fries.... and so on.....
Write the sequence w marker on paper, now, no use the pen, I don't like the marker on that paper, but that paper doesn't take ink, but, I am suppose to do it anyway...... MON DIEU Is anything sane in this city.
How about this one.....
Let the meat run out..... should have cut the meat
Cut the meat as such.... you didn't cut the meat right.....
How much am I going to make? Don't know...... (Truthfully, someone said astrally, chisters...... NOT SURE IF I AM SPELLING THAT RIGHT, OR CHISTERS. (THINK I SPELLED IT RIGHT THIS TIME.) Same person, said something like Catastrophy, in regards to a burnt issue that somehow I got yelled for, (truthfully, I didn't want to say as bad, and when he asked me to taste the other I did do a lil mess up.... but, burning of 3 pans was not my fault.....astrally...... So, I'll just have to say, what is astral, stays astral...... LOL And speaking of..... people who touch cell phones should be cleaning their hands after..... LOL Learnt that one on Vetrans.....
Truthfully, a someone, lil racial, and a lil drunk.... Yup, Santa flunked, out.....
So, then, P.O. called yesterday for Cashier, full time.... I am soooo stupid, should have excused self. Employer didn't wait, was to slow on the draw..... But, also, the last cashier job, was not really that good.
So, I today, I got another call during work.... This one set up an interview for tomorrow.... Whew..... Might be part time..... lets see.
Man..... I should start drinking or drugs...... people are starting to make me a lil crazy.....
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Meanwhile, it is sooooo @%^&((%#@@@$*)_)_+_&^%$$ COLD.....
SO.....
I WAS THINKING.... THAT RITUAL I DID WITH THE SUN..... OH THAT IS RIGHT, SHOULD BE A SPELL
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Meanwhile,
S has not started directing, I guess I would have to do the computer server thing again and connect everyone..... But, NAH, too cold......
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That book I was reading, started soooooo good, But, he started to loose me at the Greek stuff, Then he went full force into HISTORY.... AND, everyone knows, history, depends on who is writing it!..... To bad...... Maybe it changes back, but, lets see, went to dark ages, renaissance...... got to about 300...... lost interest..... but, I still have 2 days.....
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