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11:38 Oct 29 2010
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Norwegian/English Dictionary - $34

Language learning CD's - $29

Grammar book - $17

two literature books in Norwegian - $64



...



Babbling at Tyler in incomprehensible pseudo Norwegian - Priceless.


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TheArtistRose
TheArtistRose
14:39 Oct 29 2010

LMFAO! That is priceless.





 

01:55 Oct 27 2010
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Bryan: "Change up in the cardio. You will lift this, as many times as possible, as quickly as possible, in these intervals (for all the different muscle groups)."



Me: "... Motherfucker."



Bryan: "I love you, too. Now lift."



Me: *grunt curse*


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WallFlower
WallFlower
02:00 Oct 27 2010

I want to join a gym or something, but I'm far too selfconscious, which sounds a bit strange. It's as if I'm ashamed of people seeing me striving to better myself physically haha. I suppose there are definitely things I could change up around the house that could potentially have a positive outcome in the weightloss department. So, I should probably work on that.





Requiem
Requiem
02:04 Oct 27 2010

I thought I would be all self conscious at the gym, but I'm not. I could honestly give a rat's ass less, or so, if someone is watching me. *shrug* They are sweating and grunting, too. =)





JustinV
JustinV
04:00 Oct 27 2010

Tell your trainer I love him, k? Thanks.





BubbleGumClaudia
BubbleGumClaudia
04:36 Oct 27 2010

*does macho Arnold voice* You will have massive arms and legs* now DO IT!





 

19:13 Oct 26 2010
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Being able to do this crap from my phone is pretty effin' cool.


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12:09 Oct 26 2010
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So. Karen at work rocks a lot.



She got me a "Basic Norwegian" language lesson. Tyler responded, "HA! I sense entertaining conversation in my immediate future."



Yep. Poor grammar, parsed verbs, mangled sentence structure and all.



AND ... I am getting a dictionary so I can completely fuck up NEW words.





Norwegian cows say Møøøøøøøø, not Moooooo.



Dee says øøøøøøøøøø that's difficult. Not ooooooooo.





Hehehe.



Imagine ... Texas accent, trying to wrap itself around those slashety ø and circly å. I can do the ø - it's part of øl, or beer. I cannot yet get the hang of å.



o.O


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Stream of unconsciousness

17:50 Oct 24 2010
Times Read: 855


I've been blathering so much existential angst lately, that those of you who actually read this tripe must be ready to cut your own throats just to shut me the fuck up.



Sorry. Sort of.



It's a roller coaster lately. I did, however, get some awesome sleep Friday night. I think Khayman shared her good sleep jujus. Normally she sends me fucked up dreams. *shrug* Good change-up, Monkey.



I rather want the unattainable right now. Even though I know it is unattainable does not mitigate the wanting. How is that for self-defeatism? Normally, if I cannot have what I want, I can change my mind until I am happy with what I have. I am seriously failing at that of late.



Oh, and passive-aggressive is seriously hacking me the fuck off. Man up and speak your mind in truth or go the fuck away, child! Jaysus Christ on a rubber crutch, hobbling along with rickets, be a fucking adult! Or is that asking too much of you? has no one ever required you behave like someone who can wipe your own ass and wash your hands afterward without prompting? Well honey, it's about damned time, isn't it?



I'm done with you. Period. You are taking up my valuable oxygen and personal space. Don't ever try to rub your crotch up against me again, or you will take back a bloody crevasse where your fruit and veg used to reside.



How dare you treat me like a toy?





...





You know ... I feel a shit ton better having gotten that off my mind, even though those words will probably never be read by the intended bitchee.



Sorry if you feel a bit singed.


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JustinV
JustinV
05:09 Oct 25 2010

It's YOUR journal. You can write whatever the fuck you want!





BubbleGumClaudia
BubbleGumClaudia
05:13 Oct 25 2010

why would I want to slit my own throat when slitting the throats of others (not yours of course) is so much more fun!!!!





I still think you're awesome Badger!!!






PhoenicianDream
PhoenicianDream
05:36 Oct 25 2010

♥ you woman!



*hug*





RedQueen
RedQueen
22:13 Oct 25 2010

I lubs you too, badgie....



And have you NOT read my journal lately? We all vent in our journals, it is what keeps us sane. And it gives that feeling of having down something constructive instead of just keeping it inside till it festers.



You are a good woman. You deserve to be happy.



And as far as the rubber is concerned?



SMACK 'IM





Nightgame
Nightgame
14:10 Oct 26 2010

I think that's why I love reading journals it lets me know mine isn't the only life that seems fucked up too often. Rage on sugar, we love your angst and are pretty high up on you too :)





Khayman
Khayman
03:32 Oct 28 2010

Sad part being... this is not a new speach for me to read. And said bitchee HAS heard it live and in person multiple times...



And the bitchee has never oncebothered to man up. :-(



I sorry sunshine. I lub joo though :)





 

22:05 Oct 23 2010
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Dee = fail.



I could not even go up to the theater. All those people standing outside ... fuck no.





Nope. No movie for me.


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Nightgame
Nightgame
00:25 Oct 24 2010

Just don't give up, keep trying.





 

18:08 Oct 23 2010
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Me, I, am going to go see a movie. In a movie theater.



My brother Joe said it would be worth it to face my crowd issues to go see it in the theaters. So. Off to the movies today. =)



It starts at 2:10.


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TheArtistRose
TheArtistRose
18:13 Oct 23 2010

I can't even remember the last time I walked into a movie theater. Good luck with going and I hope its a wonderful show. ^_^





MooniePie
MooniePie
18:18 Oct 23 2010

I'd pray for you, but I don't think we want me to turn into a Molotov Moonie Cocktail.



It better be a damn good movie to face people in a theater. Hell, makes me twitch just thinkin' about it.





 

00:05 Oct 23 2010
Times Read: 897


Yay! Zombie returneth. =) I have missed you Jester Daermon, lil sugar booger of doomy doom. =)


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Catharsis
Catharsis
00:06 Oct 23 2010

Another old member returning? :o





Requiem
Requiem
01:49 Oct 23 2010

The Daermon, jester extraordinaire, able to pop bubbles of poppycock with well barbed seemingly non-sensical verbiage.



How I have missed the him.





Requiem
Requiem
02:02 Oct 23 2010

He also, by the way, makes a mean motherfucker of a cuppa coffee. =) And listens like anything.





RedQueen
RedQueen
08:18 Oct 23 2010

Well, I'll be- never thought I would live to see the day- glad to have him back





 

12:12 Oct 22 2010
Times Read: 906


I want ... I want to move. X-D



I do.


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Nightgame
Nightgame
13:46 Oct 22 2010

Okay then (goes for a big hatpin to get you moving)





BubbleGumClaudia
BubbleGumClaudia
14:46 Oct 22 2010

And where do you want to move to?





Khayman
Khayman
03:36 Oct 28 2010

Richmond. lol





 

12:35 Oct 21 2010
Times Read: 931


Thirteen weeks today as a non smoker. =)


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TheArtistRose
TheArtistRose
12:38 Oct 21 2010

CONGRATS! My mom has quit for almost 3 years now. Its a pain to quit but its worth it. Glad you did it. =)





JustinV
JustinV
14:29 Oct 21 2010

And soon enough it'll be a year, then two, then you'll find it hard to believe you ever were a smoker!





Nightgame
Nightgame
15:31 Oct 21 2010

Congrats :) won't be long before just being around smoke will make you want to get away from it because it stinks to you.





Joli
Joli
18:21 Oct 21 2010

Proud of you. And when you get those cravings, might I suggest...



Photobucket





PandorasBx
PandorasBx
21:48 Oct 21 2010

Congrats!





RedQueen
RedQueen
21:50 Oct 21 2010

Congratulations




I'm so PROUD of you, sugar...



meeper
meeper
05:35 Oct 22 2010

That is awesome! Don't be tempted... even one will make you start the entire process over again.





 

23:57 Oct 20 2010
Times Read: 947


Go read MrSickle's journal. He's a hoot!





And he likes to milk cows. o_O



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CarnelianMyst
CarnelianMyst
00:20 Oct 21 2010

He's my new fave on the Rave!





TheArtistRose
TheArtistRose
01:32 Oct 21 2010

Sickle is freaking awesome!





JustinV
JustinV
04:52 Oct 21 2010

Holy shit, I was laughing my ass off right off the bat! THanks for the rec, Req.





RedQueen
RedQueen
21:47 Oct 21 2010

I started reading after Birra inducted him and made such a big entry about it...lol



I thought I was going ot find someone who was an ass, and therefore needed to be slapped down. Instead I found my new fav also...LOL





 

23:46 Oct 19 2010
Times Read: 957


Quote of the day:





"Amy did something really fun with a mouth once!"


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00:09 Oct 19 2010
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I cannot believe I am sitting here in tears for no goddamned good reason.



I can't stop the hiccuppy sobs. I can't stop the snot/tear factory from leaking stuff.



I can't stop the gerbils on the wheel from running around in my head with terrible unproductive, unflattering, negative nasty thoughts about me.



I can't make myself believe they've no basis in reality.



I don't understand.



I just ... don't understand.


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Joli
Joli
04:23 Oct 19 2010

My friend, Debbie, is my sanity mirror and I am hers. I look her in the eyes and say, "You're not crazy." She does the same for me.



Allow me...You are not crazy. I'd hug ya if I could.





Nightgame
Nightgame
01:34 Oct 21 2010

I promise those gerbils are lying jerks so use them for target practice. You are an awesome person!





 

12:04 Oct 18 2010
Times Read: 977


Am a little less drama-mama in my head this morning.



Talking to a Tyler seems to bring me out of the tailspin.



Thanks, Tyler. =)


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17:50 Oct 17 2010
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I am truly in an exceedingly foul mood today. I want to rend things. Or have extremely violent sex (the kind you need a thorough shower and maybe some medical tape afterwards).



I don't know why I am in such a state. Maybe it's because I kept dreaming of my dead parents. About not measuring up. About not even being recognized. About ... shit tons of stuff I thought I had dealt with over 20 years ago.



I hate the feeling of not measuring up. Of not being good enough/pretty enough/thin enough/smart enough/normal enough/sane enough.



That was exacerbated recently by something I won't go into, but tears were involved. I fucking hate crying. I didn't think I'd given anyone enough power to have the ability to make me cry. Maybe it's that, rearing its head.



Meh. Figure it out, woman!


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LadyDarkRayne
LadyDarkRayne
20:27 Oct 17 2010

Must be something in the air I have been in an aweful mood the last day or so....You know its bad when you want to wrap your hands around peoples necks and just choke the hell out of them...

That's all.





BubbleGumClaudia
BubbleGumClaudia
04:39 Oct 18 2010

I would go with the extremely violent sex!!



You are the bomb diggety Req!! Don't let anyone tell you different and if they do......They are ASS HATS!





 

01:57 Oct 17 2010
Times Read: 1,023


What do you do when you're pretty sure you've offended someone, but you're both unsure how or that you actually care?


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TheArtistRose
TheArtistRose
02:05 Oct 17 2010

Write a journal entry? O.o Hope its nothing bad.





Oceanne
Oceanne
02:28 Oct 17 2010

I fret about it.





BubbleGumClaudia
BubbleGumClaudia
03:05 Oct 17 2010

Shrug it off with a good stiff COFFEE!





DrCullen
DrCullen
06:43 Oct 17 2010

"We'll burn that bridge when we get to it."~ ;)





 

03:13 Oct 16 2010
Times Read: 1,054


HAH!





Real Vampires love Vampire Rave


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MooniePie
MooniePie
03:15 Oct 16 2010

hahahahah -snort-





TheArtistRose
TheArtistRose
03:17 Oct 16 2010

LMFAO!





Mystic
Mystic
03:17 Oct 16 2010

hehe the three stoogies





RedQueen
RedQueen
04:29 Oct 16 2010

I'm trying to stay a sire by working my whores hard...lol





Khayman
Khayman
14:40 Oct 16 2010

Yes, you are. And I'd appreciate a little time off. My feet are KILLIN' me...





Joli
Joli
21:36 Oct 16 2010

Khayman, I don't think you're doing it right ;P





Requiem
Requiem
22:25 Oct 16 2010

♥ I love you all. Hehehehe





RedQueen
RedQueen
02:00 Oct 17 2010

I wubs you guys.....*snark*



And Khayman, stop trying to be the dominant-lol





 

01:37 Oct 16 2010
Times Read: 1,070


I really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really want new ink.









'kay.


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TheArtistRose
TheArtistRose
01:50 Oct 16 2010

What kinda ink?





Vampirewitch39
Vampirewitch39
02:02 Oct 16 2010

*wraps up a package of Bic pens to mail you*



What? They don't have a Office Depot there?





:D



*runs*





TheArtistRose
TheArtistRose
02:07 Oct 16 2010

hahaha Nice one, and I was gonna offer my comic ink. >;p





So what kind of tattoo do you want?





Requiem
Requiem
02:08 Oct 16 2010

PLBT Rat. Hehehehe.



I want to continue my backpiece down the outside of my thighs.





 

11:53 Oct 15 2010
Times Read: 1,096


My coffee pot exploded all over my kitchen. If I want coffee I will have to lick the walls.



Don't laugh. I am considering it as I clean.


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ebenezer
ebenezer
11:56 Oct 15 2010

:O No coffee! How will you survive!





Requiem
Requiem
12:07 Oct 15 2010

On the nectar of the the screams of my enemies.





ebenezer
ebenezer
12:11 Oct 15 2010

Touche', but I'd still like some coffee to go with it.





BubbleGumClaudia
BubbleGumClaudia
13:17 Oct 15 2010

The coffee gods are screaming in terror!!





TheArtistRose
TheArtistRose
13:31 Oct 15 2010

I would lick the walls. They need to be licked. o.o lol





JustinV
JustinV
17:50 Oct 15 2010

Now here's what's really messed up - at least from my point of view. I can actually visualize you doing this!



Hmm, now that I think about it...I can see MYSELF doing it as well. Guess that tells me something.





Joli
Joli
20:12 Oct 15 2010

This is one of those times that separate you from the crowd...celebrate life: Hit PLAY on the stereo, grab an open bag of sugar in one hand and an open gallon of milk in the other. Dance, baby, Dance!





RedQueen
RedQueen
23:03 Oct 15 2010

I am so glad I never picked up that particular addiction....



Have you ever considered keeping a jar of instant in the cabinet, just in case?



Licking it off the walls just reminds me of all the times someone offered me $20 to pour what was left in the bar mat at the end of the night, just so they could have "just one more."





 

12:15 Oct 14 2010
Times Read: 1,111


I don't want to go back to work today.



I bet the task fairy was incontinent ALL OVER my desk.



='(



Damn.


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ebenezer
ebenezer
12:22 Oct 14 2010

HAHA, sucks to be you.





RedQueen
RedQueen
22:43 Oct 14 2010

Just remember the rocking good time you had, sugar. It'll give ya da giggles all over again...lol





 

06:55 Oct 13 2010
Times Read: 1,120


So. Learning curve for the new phone = suck.


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10:34 Oct 06 2010
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And right on time is the period of doom. Fuck you and your timing, uterus. I *will* find a pumpkin scoop.


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ebenezer
ebenezer
10:35 Oct 06 2010

HAHAHAHAHAHA.





TheArtistRose
TheArtistRose
10:35 Oct 06 2010

HAHAHAHAH! Ah, nice.





Catharsis
Catharsis
10:38 Oct 06 2010

I'm sure there's a copious amount of them laying around this time of year :P





BubbleGumClaudia
BubbleGumClaudia
14:00 Oct 07 2010

LMAO!!





DrCullen
DrCullen
06:42 Oct 08 2010

o_O

DrRequiem.





 

10:17 Oct 06 2010
Times Read: 1,164


I leave for the airport in 40 minutes. ♥ I miss Khay.


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TheArtistRose
TheArtistRose
10:24 Oct 06 2010

Have fun.





RedQueen
RedQueen
00:05 Oct 10 2010

You guys have a BONZER time, sugar- and have one for me whilst you is dere...





Khayman
Khayman
20:07 Oct 10 2010

>:-)





 

02:50 Oct 06 2010
Times Read: 1,169


Tomorrow OFF to see the Khay!


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I know, three days early ... BUT ...

00:14 Oct 05 2010
Times Read: 1,181


Today was mucho birthday happiness. I know, birthday isn't until Thursday, by my work people rock. =) I got presents, lunch, a card that sings "I'm gonna run with scissors!" (Awesome find, DeLeon!), and roses.=) Oh. I was made to dance with salt and pepper shakes while people sang me happy birthday. In. Public. >.o DAMN the photographic evidence!


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20:55 Oct 03 2010
Times Read: 1,203


So. I was feeling rather puny earlier, kind of fluish. I tried napping and it worked for about 5 minutes. I decided fuck it, and went to the gym. Two hours of work out later and I feel a lot better.



Weird.



May be endorphines, may be just that my body just wanted a good work out.


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Anniversary

17:55 Oct 03 2010
Times Read: 1,218


Tomorrow is the six year anniversary of my presence mucking up the place. =)


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WildChild
WildChild
18:47 Oct 03 2010

What a trooper.





PhoenicianDream
PhoenicianDream
18:52 Oct 03 2010

Six years? Wow. Congrats! ;)





PAGAN
PAGAN
18:55 Oct 03 2010

wow, I already feel like I've been here forever, I really cant imagine life before VR...I guess I must have had a life then haha.



CONGRATS! I hope you've enjoyed it all :)





RedQueen
RedQueen
06:40 Oct 04 2010

Soem of the best reltionships I have made in the past 5 years, I made right here.



Including the one I have with you.





sahahria
sahahria
14:29 Oct 04 2010

Heh muckity muckity muck muck muck !!!!





ladySnowStrixx
ladySnowStrixx
00:50 Oct 05 2010

Photobucket



 

18:15 Oct 02 2010
Times Read: 1,235


I cannot stop thinking.


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PandorasBx
PandorasBx
18:23 Oct 02 2010

What are you thinking going on thinking, I think you need to stop that thinking, ya think? :P





RedQueen
RedQueen
22:18 Oct 02 2010

It's a bitch trying to shift that thang into neutral ain't it...





JustinV
JustinV
22:20 Oct 02 2010





Joli
Joli
21:47 Oct 03 2010

Because I love you, I would insert a mind-controlling parasite into your ear so you could get a little down time. :)








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