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Tasks remaining that I simply do not have the energy or the pain tolerance for any longer today (maybe tomorrow evening?):
1) Switch out the shower curtain hookie dealie things
2) Change the toilet seat to the new one
3) re-do the sealant around the bathtubs
4) re-vacuum and dust the house as surprise caches of cat fur have been found and dusted up
I think it's time for some tylenol AND aleve, a hot bubble bath, some light reading on physics and ... an early bed time.
Please, Lords and Ladies, no nightmares. I think I might be too damned exhausted to wake myself from them.
I got a hell of a lot done this weekend. :) Here's to hoping it pays off in mental laconic peace.
And you - Yeah, you. It sucks you're in the hinterlands with no cell service and limited internet access. A bed time story would be favorite about now. Mwah! G'night. :)
I ... I did too much yesterday. My body is saying "FUCK YOU, YOU WHORE!" Rah. Rah. More to do today. Ohhhh my effin' shoulder. I really need that cabana boy about now. No, not for sechs ... for sorting and moving!
yeouch. Hope your effin' shoulder gets better soon.
05:45 Jul 30 2011 Times Read: 710
I think I am going to COMPLETELY rearrange my house this weekend. WITH ... the assistance of my brother, because I can't do heavy stuff. I can point and grunt. And provide beer and home cooked yummy.
Fucking shoulder.
Rearranging the house will hopefully give me fresh perspectives on things.
We are often blind to the people we think we can trust. Then suddenly a trust is broken and it has a tendency to open our eyes to others around us - if only a moment. It just so happens there were two in your sight.
But kudos on going ahead with charges.
AND.........this weekend.........have rum. Rat tells me it makes all things better. :)
I miss my father so badly. It's been 4+ years ... But I want to talk to him. I want to know his thoughts on this new and frightening and fabulous and breathless-making thing happening.
I need to drive up to the family cemetary soon and have a conversation with his headstone.
I'll bring a marble, Poppy. I've lost so many of mine (heh), but I'll always have a marble for you.
The Great A'Tuin, the Star Turtle, holds the world (in disc form) balanced on the backs of four huge elephants which are in turn standing on his back as he slowly swims through space ... I believe I know just where Terry Pratchett got the idea for A'Tuin, I am delighted to say.
Yesterday, for most of the day, I had one of the best conversations I have had in a long while. :)
Lack of sleeping well caught up with me int he evening and I think I fell asleep mid thought. :(
Odd thing - I woke up and went to check my hon and could not find it. I looked in the blankets, under the bed, on the dresser, the chest of drawers ... I finally called it from my house phone.
Imagine my surprise when my freezer started ringing.
o_O
It was siting in there, nestled cozily on top of the ice trays.
Yeah baby! Way more effective than the hypno frog! She swivels in sync with Cancer's revolving moon...coincidence??? Step into our gravitational fly trap. Moohahaha!
Do you ever get the feeling that your role in a conversation is to play the part of Uncle Inappropriate and cause people to make the "o_O" face? ... yeah. Me, too.
So, Bath and Body Works discontinued my favorite lotion, the Lemon Summer Vanilla. It made me smell like lemon cookies. I found a new love ... Pomegranate Citrus ... I kind of sniff like a cistrusy edible arrangement ... I must try this on a hungry man ... ::runs in place so the scent wafts ...::
I want to go DO something, but I have no idea what! I have cabin fever like nobody's business.
...
FAUGH! I also want to go play football. Fuck, if the NFL isn't going to get their shit together for this coming season, maybe I can start my OWN league.
Come one, come all, come look like a goober with a ball! Let's play, no pay, just have fun and join the fray!
Never tried those. I need to come live with you, eat some of these wonderful foods you keep telling me about.
14:36 Jul 16 2011 Times Read: 1,095
My internet cut out last night when I was having a fun convo with VW and Khayman Stupid internets. :(
Had a lovely conversation with Sahahria on the phone. Our "quick five minute conversations" are never less than an hour.
Between those three and Khaymans wish-sending me autumn dressed mountains, I had no nightmares last night barring the one just before waking this morning. :)
Reminds me of the old joke about the woman confused by the abundance of feminine products available for her in the pharmacy. She asked a sales clerk for assistance on choosing one. He said, "That all depends...what's your flow like?"
Slightly confused she responded slowly, "Linoleum..."
I really do want you to be well, and happy, and I really don't want to feel guilty for ASKING you if you are well and happy. I'm so angry still, and hurt, but ... I do want you to be well and happy. How I feel about the whole mess is MINE to deal with, and MINE to try and figure out.
I know this.
Have I even said one word TO you about how very unworthy and small your actions made me feel? No. Because ... oh, fuck it.
I don't even know what it's safe to discuss or if it's even welcome that I am trying, feebly and sporadically, to keep conversational lines open. I do enjoy friendship with you. I don't enjoy that I can't seem to put my resentment behind me or make that pain stop happening in my chest whenever I think about this whole mess and the blighted possibilities therein.
Just ... go. Be well. Be happy. Maybe I ought to make sure you be out of my sight, also. Eff grammar, in that last bit.
Well, my car did not get hit, I was not hurt, I dd not pee myself ... just ... got run off the road by an old woman in a big blue truck who had what looked like half her fist up her nose. So. Yeah. Fun. I did not end up in oncoming traffic, did not hit the light pole ... yea. All is good. It just scared the hell out of me.
Pollyanna, eh? I am grateful all it was was a scare. :)
I love cooking with cast iron. It's got a nice 10" long sturdy handle, a 14" across cooking bowl and a small grip handle opposite the long one. It allows for a good two handed swing-grip. Yes. I tested it in the store. o.o
I hate it when my hands do the witch looking arthritis thing. >.< OW Straighten out you mutants! I am eventually going to be able to frighten children with my mitts. "Touch ... my pinky ... I DARE YOU!" ::sounds of screaming and the pitter-patter of running child feet::
Joli - Maybe that's why we see so many little old ladies with brooms?
01:17 Jul 09 2011 Times Read: 1,358
I am having super crunchy peanut butter, lightly salted rice cakes and preserves made f blueberries, cranberries, cherries and grapes for dinner. ♥ YUM!
1) I was grocery shopping and the only things I had to buy were cucumbers (2) and Lipton Brisk Tea in 4 packs of 20 oz bottles. Most of the four packs were broken, so this was a small challenge.
2) I was a barbarian warrior and had to convince people I was stupid so they'd underestimate me. My huge plan for this was to pay for everything in coppers and half pennies. Coin. By. Coin. And I managed (huh?) to convince the kind he had a son by another woman. (He did, but how the hell would a barbarian warrior know- and why would she care?)
3) I woke up singing this song:
Mwah!
(Youtube failure, by the way - that was supposed to embed Get Down On It by Kool and the gang.)
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Lullaby
21:12 Jul 31 2011
"some light reading on physics" ... ♥
Is any physics light reading? :P
I'd offer a back rub, but "rub" and the idea of "oiling up" are such a turn off lol.