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12:23 Aug 31 2010
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Today will be a better day. Today will be a better day. Today will be a better day. Today will be a better day. Today will be a better day. Today will be a better day.
Yes, Today will be a better day.
23:40 Aug 30 2010
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Today really sucked.
It can go fuck itself sideways. Seriously.
12:28 Aug 30 2010
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Eggs are nature's perfect food ... And I ruined my perfect food with too much salt. =(
I feel fat fat fat today. Bleh. I think I am going to hit the gym extra hard tonight to make that feeling go away.
I completely understand how DarknessBounds is addicted to working out, besides the endorphine rush.
All in all...19:39 Aug 29 2010
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I am in a completely different place than I was five years ago. Physically, mentally, emotionally.
I am liking it.
I like me, my life (mostly), and the choices I have made.
16:33 Aug 29 2010
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So. Off to the gym. Stair-bastard, ellipti-hell and treadmill, then the weight circuit again.
I don't know if I'll add in the squats that killed me so yesterday or not.
WC's CHILI VERDE02:44 Aug 29 2010
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I made the chili verde located in WildChild's journal.
It is my dinner. Yes, I included the onion, and yes, I included abut 1/2 pound shredded cooked pork.
IT. IS. FUCKING. FANTASTIC.
*tips hat*
Good job, Dan. Good job. =) And thank you.
Working out = Frisky Badger Afterwards22:42 Aug 28 2010
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You know .. sharing a hot bubble bath with someone would just about it the spot.
...
Yep. That spot.
Just sayin'
::laughter::
18:46 Aug 28 2010
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The trip to the evil grocery store went well. Go me! GO Jamie for accompanying me. Brothers rock.
We got into a poke/slap fight on the way home (stop lights only), and at a stop light I accidentally knocked the car into neutral.
Oops. 0:-)
02:52 Aug 28 2010
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THESE are the shoes I am seriously going to rock.
Yep.
00:48 Aug 27 2010
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I caved.
I joined facebook.
No, I will probably not add you as my friend.
21:11 Aug 25 2010
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SO. THIRD time I have had to replace my entire wardrobe from the skin out. Since Christmas.
This time, $99 did the whole bloody thing.
Officially: Size 12.
AND ... I bought STRIPES!!!
I love stripes. ♥
They had no plaid.
SO. I will be donating a shit-ton of clothing. Again. I am washing the new-ish stuff right now. I love re-sale.
12:34 Aug 25 2010
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Ok, so yesterday's workout:
Involved: Stair climber, elliptical AND treadmill for cardio. Full circuit weights (kettleball can lick me where I poop. Fucking things) - and tossing a 12 pound medicine ball back and forth during sit ups. THAT ... was actually kind of fun. I'd done fifty before I realized ... ow.
Heh. Bryan showed my lots of variations/adaptations I can do on my own with medicine balls and other stuff to pep up the sit-ups to keep it from being boring torture.
CTyler12:37 Aug 24 2010
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Yay. =)
The Northman returneth.
01:47 Aug 24 2010
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My hip popped three times on the treadmill.
It effin' hurts. I slept on it funky last night (for some reason), and it was hurting all day. It felt like my shoulders did when they were dislocated, almost, but not quite that sharp and nauseating.
I. Want. TylenolAleveMotrin.
Ow. *cries a little*
12:48 Aug 23 2010
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Am I sexy, oui ou non? Follow me and you will know.
Wicked, We're wicked.Follow me and you will know!
Am I sexy, oui ou non? Follow me and you will know.
21:37 Aug 22 2010
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I seriously never thought I'd be wearing size medium anything.
But ... After having to hike up my yoga pants on the treadmill for an hour yesterday, I bought new today ... Size Medium Petite.
And they fit verra nice indeed.
I seriously need to figure out who I am going to creep out by asking them to take a picture of my ass.
My brother = stone cold bastard18:13 Aug 22 2010
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My entire house smells like sausage and cheese kolaches.
I cannot eat these - allergic to butter cheese wheat ...
I am drooling, fruitlessly, in my own house.
*cries*
06:31 Aug 22 2010
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I have been a non-smoker for 4 weeks, 2 1/2 days. =)
22:14 Aug 21 2010
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I am looking pretty goddamned good. Yep.
That's me in that mirror, and those ... those are my legs. Hot damn. =)
Apparently I need to eat more. A lot more.02:45 Aug 20 2010
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So, after last night's debacle with the BodyJam class, I was relieved to get back to normal - run on the treadmill, go do weights and realize, still, how pitifully weak my shoulders are.
I made it 24 minutes this time, on the treadmill, running, and promptly got extremely dizzy. And threw up. ON the treadmill.
Then I felt better.
We had quiz time with Bryan over my eating habits the past week, and, even though I felt like I'd been eating more since I started working out - very not the case.
I eat, on average, maybe a thousand calories a day, and my body had been chugging along fine at that until I put all these extra physical demands on it.
SO. In addition to eating more times during the day (which I had been doing), I need to be eating denser foods, and more of them (which I had not been doing).
Yah. Oh - side note. There were elliptical machines behind me, and I am just extremely glad no one was on them, or they'd have been painted with the remains of Dee's banana (afternoon snack) and water. We'd have had a chain reaction of bad, from the treadmill gleefully flinging and painting my sick up over everything.
Bad bad bad bad bad bad02:07 Aug 19 2010
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That was the worst idea I have had since I thought, "Gee, let's drink Everclear straight!" when I was in college.
Seriously.
Taking one of those BodyJam classes - you know, dance/exercise in a Hip-Hop fashion?
Complete. Physical. Confusion. I had no fucking clue whether to shit or go blind, and I am sure I looked like I was having a seizure. I cannot imagine it being more difficult to keep track of a simultaneous burp/fart/sneeze/orgasm/charley horse, and log each and every individual sensation.
Latin dance? I can do. Hip Hop?
Fuck. That.
It was awful and never got any better. I refused to give up, and, honestly, it might have been kinder to any spectators if I had given up. It was probably as painful for any to watch me as it was for me to see myself in the mirrors.
Running? For a million years straight? Gimme. Just don't make me try that shit ever ... EVER ... again.
I'm begging you.
Thank you.
That would be DEE!02:29 Aug 18 2010
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WHO is the bitch who ran 30 minutes without stopping?
THAT .. would be Dee.
You're Gods-be-damned right it was.
...
And fuck, do I need a shower.
Why I do not watch television01:06 Aug 17 2010
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WHY?! Why gods, why?!
WHY do the corn dogs para-sail out of the refrigerator with lettuce leaves?! They were evicted for Pete's sake - how can they be given the opportunity to para-sail?! Shouldn't they plunge to their unhealthy deaths like the cupcakes undoubtedly did?
I am so confused!
17:34 Aug 15 2010
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I miss mountains. I really do.
I think I need mountains. They open something inside of me. It's almost like the altitude won't let some of the dross exist, like it's too heavy for that height, and my mind opens to possibilities. No, I am not speaking new age babble, I mean ... possibilities, like, people can be allowed close. Arms' length is not necessary.
That kind of thing.
I think I need to go see my goddaughter in Breckenridge and hang out in the mountains. Gah. When can I make time? I wonder if leaving this time will make me cry the entire way home again.
17:28 Aug 15 2010
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I like getting the gym over with early in the day. Maybe that's not the right tack to be taking, "Getting it over with ..." Well. Hmm.
23:33 Aug 14 2010
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Exercise bike, by the way, in case you were wondering, equals the suck.
Just in case were wondering.
I thought I would try that today instead of the treadmill. It sucked so badly I may have to switch to the bike for a while. That much suck has to be doing good things for me.
I really ... really ... need a shower. 1 1/2 hours at the gym equals a sweaty stinky Dee with a nice sense of accomplishment.
I am going to be simply amazing when I get done. This is truth. =) Just you wait.
19:24 Aug 14 2010
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I went to the grocery store, got everything I needed for $59.95, and no one died, although several idiots were endangered in the making of this journal entry.
13:02 Aug 12 2010
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My cats pried a vent out of the floor in the early morning and were staring into the resulting hole, all "What's it gonna do?! WHAT IS IT GOING TO DO?!"
Fucking mutants.
Update12:33 Aug 11 2010
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Wow. I am sore today. I guess I worked a lot harder yesterday than I thought. o_O
SADIST!!!01:26 Aug 11 2010
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So. Tonight, that beautiful sadist (otherwise known as Bryan), decided that, as I had sweated nowhere near enough in our previous workouts, my cardio today should be done outside. In 96 degree weather.
I whined, a lot.
I pay him for this! What does that say?
Khayman votes for Masochist.
*shrug*
12:51 Aug 10 2010
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I am so going to pay dearly for this either later in my life or in the next.
Giggling.
Yep.
12:23 Aug 10 2010
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Nightmares do not make for restful sleeping. The nuns made an appearance again. The fire dream made an appearance again. The dead children made their appearance again. It's as if my brain decided to trot out all my recurring horrors at once.
My response?
"Fuck that. I'm up."
Made coffee, got my shower, got dressed (snazzily if I do say so myself): Coral mock turtleneck tucked into a black linen skirt that hits me a few inches above the knee, coral tights and black 3 inch strappy heels with a complicated looking buckle.
I look sharp.
The night has no hold on me today.
Maybe if I keep saying this I can believe it.
By the way ...12:39 Aug 09 2010
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And, yes, I do realize the seeming hypocrisy of me ogling a rather fine looking gentleman while I am running to take my mind of the fact that it sucks, and then being stymied by someone who uses my ass for the same purpose.
But ... And this is a big one ... But I kept my ogling behind my teeth. I did not go to said gentleman and tell him the ripple of his musculature was a perfect distraction. It would be rude. ... And, well, he might have put on a shirt.
Myself - yes, I am going to wear longer t-shirts. See?
TODAY 22:00 Aug 08 2010
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At the gym, 2 miles in 32 minutes, interval training...
And some random man at the gym told me he was watching my ass twitch as I was on the treadmill today. My response, "... 'kay." *walks downstairs for circuit training*
19:39 Aug 08 2010
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Grilled turkey burgers and amazingly hot wasabi mustard GET IN MAH BELLY NOW!!!
17:22 Aug 08 2010
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A co-worker told me I should look in to Newton running shoes. I think I will. Research, at least.
We,, off to the place with that rat-bastard treadmill, the weight machines of evil doom, and the hateful machine which will help me to have a fantastic ass.
Wiff muh iPod. Maybe I can be distracted by that same older black gentleman who does circuit training without a shirt. He really was lovely to watch while I was running.
Ants.18:47 Aug 07 2010
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We have ants under the house.
I don't mind bugs outside ... but when they come inside I take extreme exception. They've been making their way inside for almost a week now, and every surface (floor, walls, cabinetry, etc) has been liberally scrubbed with Pine Sol, repeatedly, to fuck up their pheromone trail.
Terminix is coming today to practice genocide under my house and on my lawn.
03:36 Aug 07 2010
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I go clean now. Ick.
04:03 Aug 06 2010
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Clean feels absolutely amazing.
So does a half our of extremely hot water, followed by two minutes of all cold.
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!02:27 Aug 06 2010
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This .... THIS is the face of a woman who just ran ONE. POINT. TWO. MILES.
Bitches.
RAH ME!!!
Send me energy?23:44 Aug 05 2010
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Or something?
Tonight is the night - I try to gut out a mile without stopping running.
*chants* I think I can, I think I can, I think I can, I think I can, I think I can, I think I can, I think I can, I think I can, I think I can, I think I can, I think I can
I'll let you know when I get home.
Also - ALSO --13:06 Aug 05 2010
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A worse thing than the weird dream last night?
No. Fucking. Coffee. This morning.
Do not be on the road with me, unless you can hand me a big-ass cup of ninjas*. This is your only warning.
* Ninjas = STRONG coffee - strong enough to fight you for the spoon (if you use stuff in your coffee) and WIN.
I likey my coffee black. Flavoured is lovely. Strong is paramount.
00:30 Aug 05 2010
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What is it about Bill Goldberg's shiny pate that screams at me, "Lick me. And make me giggle." ... ?
The UPPER head, dirty minded biotches. :P
I ....23:52 Aug 04 2010
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Am a monkey.
And this monkey smells like sweat.
Wanna hear something funny? I was doing stomach crunches (which, by the way, suck major - remember me mentioning getting knifed in the gut, muscles healing wrong?) on one of the machines, with 40lbs of weight. I was cursing up a storm, and these two elderly black women were working out near me. They started encouraging me with stuff like, "Yeah, honey, you tell it its parentage! You give it what for! That's right. It's a bastard. A stone cold bastard." et cetera.
It was neat. =) And my tummy hurts like a son of a smurf rapin' whore. (Thank you Khayman - I still have the stolen phrase!)
Ladies ....12:51 Aug 04 2010
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Ever have one of those "Wow!" moments (and not in a BAD way)?
I had one this morning. I looked at my panties, and thought, "Wow. Those FIT me. Holy shit!"
=)
Go. Me.
03:12 Aug 04 2010
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Well fuck. I really was a bitch. And I can't remember doing that, and I should. It was pretty fucking terrible. What led UP to that, though?
Meh. Just ... Meh.
Maybe you shouldn't take a shot. You're right. Civility. Not friendship. Seems to be too fucking toxic either way.
... My body is not a temple. It's a circus. ="(20:43 Aug 02 2010
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Seriously. I get stressed and .... It's chicken pox time. AGAIN.
Fuck this. I want a refund. Or an immunity to that shit. 'Cause, honey? It seriously sucks.
23:53 Aug 01 2010
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I wonder ... should I update my profile?
23:12 Aug 01 2010
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I have had some very fun conversations today. All in all, a good one, rebellious body parts notwithstanding.
Although - no more traditional kilt thrusting, ok?
Thanks. :P
Fuck you, uterus! Fuck. You.18:14 Aug 01 2010
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Mother nature is a stone cold bitch.
I was under the impression cramps would get less at that time the more fit I got. They've just been getting worse the past 4 months or so. Today, I could not run - at all.
I tried and almost threw up 3 or 4 times. I sat with my head between my knees for about 10 minutes and gutted out a 45 minute walk, though.
Argh. I. Fucking. Hate. Menstrual. Cramps.
*drinks lots of water with lime slices*
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COMMENTS
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Daire
13:16 Aug 31 2010
No it won't.
DrCullen
14:08 Aug 31 2010
Wow Daire, say it like it is. ;P
Positive re-enforcement!
Vampirewitch39
15:23 Aug 31 2010
Better day
Better day
Better rum
Better day
Better day.
:)
Hope you have a wonderful day dear badger. See you later tonight online.
LadyKowe
23:18 Aug 31 2010
I like that mantra.
Requiem
23:37 Aug 31 2010
Son, I will straight kick you inna jimmy.
*pokes Daire*
Bones
02:22 Sep 01 2010
Today someone will grab your ass. Today someone will grab your ass. Today someone will grab your ass.... Okay, maybe tomorrow!
:P