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Sometimes being at a Christian school can be one of the best things ever. I can find people who like me want to serve God for the rest of their life and will talk to me about real life problems and want to know how I'm doing.



At the same time being at a Christian school is one of the worst things ever... I constantly feel like a candle that burns black.. I still burn but everyone around me can't always see it and when they do they can't always understand it. They don't understand that I'm still alive and that I don't need saving but that my flame requires different fuel than theirs..they make me feel so alone and invisible.. because when it comes to the dark, dirty and unspeakable reaches of my soul, i have to be so cautious with who I share them with..



I hate having to be so careful, I just want to let go and be wild, to suck in the night air and allow it to caress me and to share the sensation with those who know exactly what I'm feeling... Is that so much to ask?

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Lordpeace
17:36 Oct 13 2014

there is a darkness in all things christianity or not ;yet for ever people have failed to see that the darkness and evil are different things. there can be no day without night and no light without darkness. feel free to come and chat at anytime

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This is truly agitating me... I want to communicate with you all without having to watch how many messages I send. So if I don't respond it's simply because this limit is driving me batty. If you really want to reach me then send me another way I can reach you at least until I level up.



Thanks for understanding.