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Welcome to my Profile ^^
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I'm a young Christian Psi Vamp, and actually i have been on this site before. I felt welcomed and loved here and so I've returned hoping to find that same love and acceptance again.. and I am slowly discovering it piece by piece.
FYI my brand of Christianity is... interesting and colorful to say the least, so please don't group me in with that random family member that used to drag you to church kicking and screaming when you were 8.



The only thing I've ever really known about myself is that through all the ups and downs of life one thing has remained a constant and that was and is the darkness that resides within me. It seeps from every crevice of my being... and it would be nice to find people I can surround myself with that share in that darkness.

Right now I'm living in a place that automatically associates darkness with evil and this is a misconception that breaks my heart...because this way of thinking means that they don't and will not ever understand me. This means that I will have to continue giving light energy that empties me and I'll never receive the darker energy I actually need in return.

An ex-boyfriend of mine is the actual reason I ever began to explore any of this and he is the one that caused me to realize that I was a Vampire so many years ago..but I fought and even to this day I fight it because I don't always know what being a vampire really means and what it will or might require of me...However, I realize I can no longer run from this side of myself.



I am, without a doubt, a night owl and if I could have my way I'd stay up all night and sleep all day. That sounds super cliche but it's who I am and I love it. During the night and early morning I feel so much more alive, there's so much more mystery and magic during those hours than any others..
Along those lines my favorite seasons are Fall and Winter...
Oh... by the way my favorite color is purple.



I'm into BDSM... if you know what that means then cool, another thing we may have in common. I'm an s-type and I'm primal so I tend to see myself as an odd little mutt. Oh, and I'm on Fetlife though my username there is different..hit me up and I might just give you that username.



Oh and I'm a Scorpio and an INTP for those of you who would like to know.
I'm the year of the boar and according to Native American totems I'm a snake.. and according to the Celtic calendar I'm a Wolf.. yes.. I know most of my signs and they're all quite accurate



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I'm Protected so PLEASE don't make me have to tell on you....