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The beauty in fighting with someone is that, if they care enough, they'll stay and get through it. If they don't, you didn't need them anyway.

In an attempt to make a point, yesterday I decided not to talk to a particular boy (if you know me, you know who I'm talking about and what my point was)... He sent me message after message, trying to get me to reply, which I was determined not to do. In the end, I did end up responding and yelling and bitching. It really was a cute little fight. :) Of course, being the picture of perfection that he is, he acted flawlessly and we are, obviously, no longer fighting (although I do have to admit, it was entirely one-sided, myself being the one who was pushing it). I know feel completely out in the open and clear of all my frustrations that had involved him. And I'm ridiculously happy again. :)

My niece's birthday was this weekend and I missed it. It's not a big deal, although it kind of is to me... It was just one of those things that happened to go wrong and I didn't get to go. Okay.

Tomorrow is my best friend's birthday. I asked her a couple weeks ago if it was cool that I come home and hang out with her; of course she said yes and we made plans... Plans for tonight through Tuesday morning, when I had to come back to school for an exam. I was going to call as soon as I got back, go to her place in the afternoon today, stay the night there, hang out with her all day tomorrow, spend the night again, and then have her bring me back here Tuesday morning.

It all started with her deciding to cancel the beginning of our plans for tonight for a date with some guy she's going on another date with next week. That and I forgot my keys... Can't leave the house without keys because the door needs to be locked...

So plans for tonight were out. Okay, tomorrow morning. Except, still no keys... I was thinking maybe I'd just go to her place & hang out while she went on her date (they were going out, not staying in...). But then I find out that she's going to her classes tomorrow. I was willing to miss classes that were extremely important (we're going over some pretty ridiculously hard stuff)... She wouldn't be out until 6:30. Well, I told her I couldn't just sit around all day... And so I came back here. She calls me about 20 minutes ago, telling me she's back from her date. What am I supposed to do? I told her I came back to school. Now she's pissed at me and she was obviously crying.

Don't get me wrong, I feel bad. I feel awful. I wanted nothing more than to get to spend her birthday with her, especially since my birthday plans didn't get to work out. But what can I do?

I specifically came home to see her, to hang out with her, because we don't get to see each other very often. I gave up on quite a few things. Hell, I told her to call me yesterday & Friday to hang out and she didn't call, she didn't come over. She obviously doesn't care. But now she's mad at me because I can't sit around all day waiting for her to do nothing... Ugh.

I don't mean to sound angry with her because I'm not. I'm just frustrated and upset... Whatever.

Oh, and she also hung up on me. Lovely.