I'm often doing a self-analysis, & I started thinking, Most ppl thing of "Vampire" in terms of Anne Rice. But, what if the others, had some truth to their fiction? What if, as par "Sebastian", those like me, fulfill their "needs" by presenting themselves w/in the heart of emotion? Be it protector/healer, as I am, or, those whom I fight against, & cause pain, or, as par 'Incubi/Succubi' nature, create it as a sexual desire?
What if we are actually closer to that of the "Twilight" series, being able to walk in sunlight & each having their own gifts, except, that some (or perhaps a good portion), don't need blood, able to sustain on the sun's energy, or other sources, like food.
What if we're actually a lot like that version of Vampire as presented in the "Black Dagger Brotherhood", striving best, when our mate is Vampire, as well as being just as volnerable as any other human-like crature? In fact, what if that's how we should be looking for our "donor"? That is, another Vampyre?
What if, a good amount of us, are as that version presented in "Blue Bloods", being souls that 'carry on old knowlege' or "recycle', thus some have stronger past lives, than those whom are just 'normal souls' whom simply 'pass on' or, are, themselves 'recycled'? & like that of "Blue Bloods" we generally keep our "shell" for aboot 100 yrs, before being recycled.
What if, again, like "Blue bloods" there are some, whom are "Fallen", weather at the start, or, during our time on this earth, & thus, 'awaken' into our "true selves", gradually "with age" or through some sort of trauma. that causes us to "reboot", & a very select few, live longer than the average life-span, never really tasting of death, but, just adjusting to the times, as required?
Or, perhaps this is just how I've evolved, having had that trauma, that cause me to 'reboot', & as I've learned, or simply read things that interested me, like magick, the scriptures, & the books above on 'vampire', these ideas have simply helped me understand myself better, as I've seen them to hold true..
These were a couple surveys I found on another profile, that I liked. But, as I didn't wish to distract from my main profile, I have placed them here, for easier rememberence.
You aren't sure where you came from. Perhaps your sire did an embrace and run. Or maybe your sire was an outcast himself. Either way, your powers are unique and really don't belong to any clan...or maybe a little from each. Because you of these circumstances, you aren't really sure where you belong. You tend to wander and do a bit of soul searching in your eternal life. Maybe some day...you have a while after all. What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To? |
Mysterious and a scholar, you are a member of the Tremere clan. You are pretty loyal to your clan, well, you sort of have to...especially since you are blood-bonded to most of them. You are the intelligentsia of the Camarilla and are fascinated with the occult. Possessing the ability to use blood for magic, many clans don't like to approach you. However, that is fine with you. You tend not to trust the other clans anyway.What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To? |
What is your demon type? |
FALLEN ANGELFormally a servant in the kingdom of heaven, your search for answers beyond your conventional teachings has brought onto you a loss of innocence. enlightened, you strike back and defect, turning your white wings black in exchange for moral freedom. your thirst for individuality and power is what drives you most. your motto: "better to reign in hell than to serve in heaven". remember, black is not a color of evil,but a color of protection...you are probably hard to get close to. |
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Happiness, Content, Joy.
The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.
Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.
The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.
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COMMENTS
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vampirechick94
02:14 May 16 2009
this is REALLY good. what made you think of it?