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02:39 Sep 16 2024
Times Read: 8
Been looking around for some inspiration for a new story and came across an intriguing tale from Stoke On Trent.
Back in the early 70s a Polish man was found barricaded in a small room in his house. The police officer found him on a bed surrounded by bags of salt and the walls covered in crucifixes and other religious symbols. The man was dead and the autopsy report concluded that he died from asphyxiation due to a large garlic clove getting stuck in his wind pipe.
The man lived at a very exclusive address in Stoke. He lived in a Italian style gothic house on a road known as the villa's. My research showed homes in this area will cost a few million to buy.
Stoke On Trent is not a town I would associate with vampires but my research has shown that Stoke is a hot bed for paranormal activity.
The police officer on this case said the man was clearly very afraid and really did believe a vampire was after him.
Could be something I get from this
01:31 Sep 12 2024
Times Read: 71
Been thinking a lot about getting older today. I have been feeling a bit stuck within myself lately.
I have been writing for a year now and still not come to any real conclusion where Im going with it. I was starting to think it was a bad idea and why am I doing this. I suppose the real reason is I never found life that interesting. Even as a child I pushed back against the norms of life and went into my own imaginary world because that was more interesting.
Always hated the idea that I had to believe the same things as everyone els. I liked the idea that we don't know everything and there are things beyond our comprehension.
So when it comes to stars which one do I follow ? The one that has the big crowd of bores and norms or the one that hangs out on the left? Maybe I will work it out one day.
A lot of people talk about an awakening. I don't think I will ever awaken and I think Im ok with that. To awaken means following a path but what if I want the path to break off and go in lots of different direction's. If they go in lots of directions I can see everything that goes on and see if theirs a direction for me. Maybe lots of alternatives will wake me up. Maybe this is why I can't be religious I ask to many question's and never satisfied with the easy answer.
For now Im in the right place England its all siting in front of me waiting for me to create something out of it. I have no idea how long it will take me but I will work it out and bring it to life.
23:35 Sep 11 2024
Times Read: 77
Thank you to everyone who wished me a happy birthday today 💞
Sweetest Belladonna03:35 Sep 11 2024
Times Read: 97
The figure was Belladonna and she was enticing me with her hypnotic eyes. I was far too weak in her presence to resist. I had no doubt this could well be the end for me. Belladonna had killed everyone els and those who sensed the evil in this house fled days ago. I should of done the same but I couldn't Belladonna cast her spell over me that very first night and now Im paying the price for my love and desire.
Shes here to take me into the dark pit of despair and weaken my body and mind until I turn to ashes just as Edmund had done. Her power is far too great and I could feel her pulling me towards her as she began to walk backwards over to the bed. In my mind I was praying she would kill me quickly as I did not want to suffer as Edmund had.
Once I had followed her back to the bed she stood behind me and pushed me onto the bed. I managed to turn over to face her. She came closer and ran her hand down my chest. Her sharp nails cut open my shirt buttons and slightly cut my skin. Her long clear nails felt like razors blades. She was seducing me to my very core and I began to think that maybe it was better for me to die this way embraced by a strange passion that would send me to my death.
She continued rubbing my chest and ripping away at my shirt. I should have been in a state of fear but instead I felt so much pleasure and wanted more. She pulled down the hood of shroud to reveal her long blond hair. Moonlight made her locks shine like gold. My eyes were transfixed on hers and the anticipation of what was coming off next was making my breathing very heavy. She slipped out of the shroud to reveal her pale naked body. Everything she had to offer was even better than I had imagined. I only caught sight of her body once and that was when she was seducing Amy and now at last it was my turn.
Her cat like precision brought her to my trembling body. As she positioned herself on me she pinned back my arms and kissed me so deeply I thought my heart would burst. Her body teased me to the edge of my passion and she finally let me run my hands all the way down her cold pale body. She moved her lips away from mine and placed her mouth on my neck. I knew what was coming and the only sound I could hear was thumping of my heart. I felt a sharp pain on my neck and the warmth of my blood as it dripped down my neck hitting the bed sheets. It was not nearly as bad as I had imagined and thankfully I was not suffering if anything the pain was exquisite. My heart beat was getting weaker and my skin grew cold. My breathing was becoming much quieter. My heart was struggling to beat and with one last thud my breath turned to ice and my eyes closed.
There were moments of nothing more than darkness until a strange taste entered my mouth. It was a sweet tasting liquid and it was taking me over and reviving me and returning me to life. I opened my eyes to see everything had become more clear. Colours were brighter and sounds sharper. My skin was ice cold and pale. My tongue ran across my teeth and I could feel that they had grown and become sharpened points. I looked at my hand and noticed my nail had become clear and sharp. I could no longer feel a heartbeat everything had changed. Belladonna had made me a vampire. She gazed at me with loving eyes and told me how she knew that I was stronger than Edmund.
My story was now over and now it was time to see if the gentlemen of this most distinguished club found it agreeable. I turned my back on the men and faced the mirror above the fire place and awaited their response.
A pompous elderly gentleman laughed at my story and told me it was quite preposterous to think that I could of possibly been around in the year 1889. The date was 1919 and had I been around in 1889 I would be in my 50s by now so my story was fake and a very unconvincing lie.
I asked the men if they were sure about that? Their laughter was cut short when I informed them that I knew that they were all acquainted with Joseph Dempsey as they had all funded him when he destroyed Belladonnas family.
I told them I knew all their names and I knew who their wives and children are. Where they lived where they conducted their business and how much profit they had made from the destruction of the Geerhart family.
A silence fell over the room as I introduced my wife Belladonna and the other surviving members of the Geerhart family.
The panic in the room was quite enjoyable as we revealed our vampiric form to them.
It was an absolute joy to tell them that all the door are locked and there was no hope of escape as it was time to pay the price for their greed.
Belladonna had the final word as this gothic tale comes to an end.
Never offend the undead because you will pay the price with your blood VvvV
Sweetest Belladonna02:39 Sep 10 2024
Times Read: 127
I spent the rest of the night alone just sitting and waiting for some sign that Belladonna would come back to me and finish what she had started. Normally I would drink my troubles away but the brandy had lost its appeal. I fell into a dreamless sleep in my arm chair and when I finally awoke it was late afternoon. Without the servants running around the house there was nobody to come in and wake me.
After washing and changing my clothes I decided to check on Edmund. There was still enough daylight for me to safely visit my friend. Stokes was not around to stop me so I walked down the long corridors to his room. Thankfully the door was not locked and I was able to enter Edmunds room undisturbed. The room was dark and dank and with a horrible smell that consumed my senses. Edmund lay on top of the bed clothes fully dressed and completely still. His eyes were open wide and transfixed on the ceiling. I wanted to open the curtains but I was afraid of the effect that the sunlight might have on him.
I could see his chest slowly rising up and down and slight noises of breath struggling to leave his lungs. I sat beside him and grabbed his hand. It was stone cold and I noticed his finger nails were all ripped up and covered in blood. Clearly an attempt was made at escaping the confines of his room at some point. I got up from my chair and leaned over Edmund and gently pushing his face to one side to see his throat had been chewed up.
I sat back down and took a hold of his hand again. I wished Edmund had been more truthful with me about his family and his relationship with Belladonna. If he had told me the truth I could have helped him and maybe all this could of been prevented.
Mr Stokes walked into the room and informed me that Mrs Moore had died in her sleep and anything I wanted from now on I would need to sort out for myself. I knew Mrs Moore death was down to Belladonna I knew I would be next. If I had any sense I would simply just pack up my belongings and leave before nightfall but it was too late now.
I just sat waiting for Edmund either to rise up as a vampire or just for him to die. As night came I felt Edmund grip my hand tightly. I sat up quickly and called his name. There was no answer and to my horror smoke began to engulf Edmunds body. I franticly pulled my hand from his and watched as Edmund slowly burned and his body incinerated its self and turned to ash. The bedroom should of gone up in flames but all that burned was Edmunds body and only a scorched outline of his body remained on the bedclothes with his ashes.
I began crying something I had not done since I was a child. I had let my friend die and I did nothing to save him and all because I fell in love with his vampire wife. In my mind there was some relief as I felt he was finally freed from his nightmare union with Belladonna. My concern now should be for myself but I knew there was nobody to help me and come to my rescue for I was alone in this big country house with Belladonna somewhere around.
As I left Edmunds room Stokes passed by me with a smile I wanted to kill him but my heart was so heavy with grief I let that golden opportunity pass me by. I had no heart to fight I just wanted to lock myself away.
Once I was back in my room I began to pack up my belongings. I had no intention of staying. Knowing I could never speak of any of this to another living soul they would just think I was crazy I was going to have to live with these events on my own.
I looked outside my window only to see everything was pitch black. There was no chance of leaving tonight. I was not ready to die so I broke the leg off one of the wooden chairs and used my penknife to shave the tip of the leg into a sharpened point.
My bags were packed and I intended to stay awake for the rest of the night armed and ready for what ever nightmare awaited me. I had locked my door and windows and I sat on my bed waiting for the night to pass. I tried hard not to fall asleep. I could feel a heaviness creeping over me and forcing me to shut my eye's. My forced sleep was abruptly ended by the door handle moving up and down. I sat up ready to defend myself and watching the door handle shaking and furiously working its self up and down. I knew Belladonna was trying to break in when suddenly it stopped. For a moment I felt some relief that was until thick white smoke came in under the door. I couldn't move from as fear was holding me back. Through the smoke a black shrouded figure began to form. I jumped from my bed dropping my only weapon to the floor. I backed away from the figure and it slowly followed me across the room. The hood of the black shroud blocked me from seeing its face. An ice cold breeze blew through my room and took away any light. I was trapped with this ghostly evil figure as I backed myself into a corner so I closed my eyes and awaited my fate until I felt a small cold hand touch my face. I opened my eyes and grabbed the hand. It was a woman's hand and through the hood of the black shroud Belladonnas sweet face appeared.
15:15 Sep 09 2024
Times Read: 145
Been thinking about fairly tales and just how dark they really are. Most fairy tales have had Disney altar them to give off a warm friendly feel but still holding onto some of that darkness to make everyone feel close and protective of the good character's.
I enjoy the dark sinister meaning to these tales and do like the sweetness that Disney gave them. I have no real problem with fact that girls end up carrying this notion that they will get their own prince charming and happy ending one day.
I did have the same idea myself but my prince charming came in a much more dark gothic fantasy. All the girls wanted the typical pop stars of the day like the guys in Take That and East 17. I wanted someone more like Gary Numan or David Bowie and to the extreme Dani Filth. I never got it but I haven't given up hope even at my age.
Im not sure I like the idea of the classic Brothers Grimm tale of Snow White being reimagined into something that fits in with a pc narrative or the new ideology.
I think thats like pissing on the grave of a literary genius. I felt the same way when I saw Steve Martin taking a crack at the pink panther. Im sorry but Peter Sellers was the only person who could play Inspector Clouseau but I digress.
Their is a lot you can do with a fairy tale it can be twisted into so much darkness and can be a wild strange ride and you can make it break away from a normal society and it creates its own world with romance and terror and death. And they are cautionary tales. Snow White was a warning about Love and Jealously and its consequence's.
I have been thinking about trying to write my own dark twisted tale. I have no idea if I can pull it off but I might have a try.
Sweetest Belladonna03:20 Sep 08 2024
Times Read: 167
She wanted to see how strong I was and after hearing everything she had to say about her family and Edmund I was feeling at a loss. She confessed to seducing and murdering Amy simply because she enjoyed the power she could hold over young women and because she enjoyed the art of seduction and women were much more responsive to that kind of power.
She lay back on the stairs and unashamedly allowed her dress to display all her natural curves and the beauty of her pale skin and heaving breasts. I was well aware she was seducing me as well. I was being held in a spell as I looked into her deep dark liquid eyes that had sent many a man to his doom.
I still had my hand gripped tightly around the crucifix but I could feel her intense power pushing me to get rid of the crucifix and surrender myself to her. I was unable to avert my eyes from hers she had me exactly where she wanted me. I was falling further and further into her dark world and she was getting ready to make her move on me. I was no longer in control of myself and I had lost my grip on the crucifix and before I could even think about trying to break the hold she had over me she was stood face to face with me. She ran her fingers up and down the right side of my face and kept me looking into her eyes. Her fingers were ice cold but so soft and gentle. I knew I was about to die and become just another victim. A quick meal with one snap of her fangs and it would all be over.
She pulled me close and pressed her body to mine. In that situation any red blooded male would have taken her right there on the stairs but I was not in control of myself Belladonna had all the control and I was at the mercy of her blood lust. She gave me the chance to know what it was like to hold her as she placed my arms around her waist. Her icy fingers ran through my hair and keeping me locked into her eyes. My heart was racing so fast and all my nerves were ablaze with desire and a longing for so much more from her.
I could see her sweet smile and feel her body pushing through her dress as her fingers ran through my hair and down my back and rubbing herself against me and making me feel everything a beautiful woman could offer and a man. Her hand was placed on the back of my head and pushed me towards her red lip's. I expected a kiss that would feel like thorns on my mouth and to my surprise it was the softest and most sensual kiss I had ever experienced. I no longer cared about the possibility of death I was so in love and wanted to keep this passion going for as long as possible. The kissing became more intense and forceful and it was dragging me into flames of unbridled passion and complete abandonment. I knew there was no escaping from the forces of darkness and nor did I wish too. As the passion began to reach its heights I felt a sharp pain on my bottom lip and Belladonna suddenly pushed me away.
I could see blood on her lips and she had a look of confusion on her face. I tried to reach out to her as she began to fade away into a thick mist. I found myself alone and my mind and heart swimming in disappointment and rejection. I was free from her dark embrace and just left in a frustrated state. My bottom lip was hurting and as I placed my finger to it and took it away to look I could see the blood.
What had happened? I was giving myself to her Why did she leave me? I sat on the cold steps and tried to regain myself. Once I had calmed myself down I got up with the intention of going back to my room when I noticed Lord Edmunds room had light and I could see Belladonna in the window. She looked down at me and I thought that through her eyes I could see tears. Maybe she did care something for me and thats why she didn't kill me. I looked back at her and smiled and she smiled back and I watched the room slowly fade into darkness and keeping my eyes on Belladonna until I could no longer see her.
What do I do now? Im lost and the hopelessness is taking me over.
14:54 Sep 06 2024
Times Read: 208
I tried donating blood today
Never again!
To many stupid questions
Whose blood is it ?
Where did I get it from ?
Why is it in a bucket ?
Why was I carrying an axe
Theirs no pleasing some people
01:59 Sep 06 2024
Times Read: 230
I saw a man today trying to chat up a cheetah. I thought to myself he's trying to pull a fast one
01:55 Sep 06 2024
Times Read: 231
Somebody left me a lump of play doh in my bedroom today. I did not know what to make of it
01:53 Sep 06 2024
Times Read: 232
I had a genie over for lunch today and he would not stop shaking. He said he was really frightened and could not understand why? I told him it obvious your bottles gone
01:43 Sep 06 2024
Times Read: 235
I went to my butchers today and he bet me £10 that I could not reach his two best pieces of meat. I told him I was not betting when he asked me why not? I told him the steaks were to high
01:51 Sep 05 2024
Times Read: 269
I found an alphabet grenade today. If that goes off it could spell disaster
02:49 Sep 03 2024
Times Read: 321
What is an astral vampire? I need someone to explain it to me because I can't make any sense of it.
Seriously if anyone knows just explain it in simple terms for me no being clever and talking in riddle's. I just want to make sense of things so I can try and do something about it.
Sweetest Belladonna02:49 Sep 02 2024
Times Read: 341
I finally had Belladonna alone I had to resort to underhand tactics but I was determined to get the truth from her and the hope I might be able to convince her to free Edmund from her revenge and give myself over to her.
I watched her as she sat on the steps refusing to face me. The crucifix was keeping her from attacking me and forcing her to confess.
Belladonna speaks
Im surprised it took you this long to approach me again and seeing as you have the upper hand right now I will explain my reasons for marrying Edmund and slowly destroying him.
His uncle destroyed my family and stole from us. The primary motivation was not down to riding the world of my kind it purely down to greed. I had to endure seeing my family hunted down and watching their bodies being consumed by hells fire. My home and lands and the family fortunes broken up and squandered by so called men of god. For those of us who survived Joseph Dempseys witch hunts we were forced into hiding and resorting to our ancient and more primal needs in order to regain our strength and find our way back to each other.
We moved through Europe seeking out those that harmed us and one by one we took back what was ours and made them suffer as we had. Killing Joseph Dempsey was not enough we needed to make sure his bloodline was destroyed once and for all and Lord Edmund is the last.
Joseph Dempsey left Lord Edmund my home land and a lot of my fortune so it was easy for me to befriend Edmund and get him to take me into his confidence. I bided my time and waited for him to come of age and use my prime assets to make him love me and bring me to England as his bride. As if wife I now have my hands on what is rightfully mine. I could have killed him whilst he was with me in Bern. That was to easy and far to lenient.
I have been slowly draining him and letting madness take over his feeble mind. His punishment is nothing compared to hell my family suffered but it’s still very enjoyable for me to watch him fall apart.
If he survives he will become one of my kind but without me to guid into the new world he will find himself a target amongst other hunters and those who do not understand. And as his wife I will inherit everything and return my home to its former glory.
So your offer of taking you instead is not going to happen as its to late for Edmund he's half way their already. I well aware that you know that I killed Amy. Edmunds blood is weak and distasteful so I needed something with youth and vitality and strength.
I think you must of been rather aroused when you watched Amy exploring my body you watched for long enough and you missed the best part. Part of being what I am gives you the ability to enjoy the pleasures of the flesh to the fullest extent. Women are very receptive to a vampires touch. They don't struggle so much and this societies repression when it comes to sex makes women hide dark desires that they can not reveal to the men in their lives. A woman like me can make them let go of their moral values and let loose a desire they never thought possible.
A woman's flesh is always very willing and temptation calls upon them so easily. I prefer seducing men but every now and then I enjoy the female form and enjoy sensual feel of the female body. I was almost sorry that I killed Amy and I had thought of keeping her a while longer as what she had between her legs was most enjoyable but I was being distracted by Edmund and revenge so she had to die. But at least she got to know how much pleasure girl on girl can be.
The child was regrettable but I was not getting the nourishment that I needed from Edmunds inferior blood so I had to resort to desperate measure's.
Im not usually this wicked when it comes to humans but needs must when the devil drives.
And now I have you chasing around after me and interfering. You think that the holy cross will keep you safe I can very easily make you drop it. You’re not the first man to go to dangerous extremes to get my attention. Its interesting that you say that you want to save Lord Edmund but I know that deep down you want him out of the way so you can make your move on me.
I like that you are a man thats struggled in life and won you are much stronger than Edmund and you have kept reasonably quiet about me but you are no different to any of the other men I have known over the centuries. I should of killed you days ago the curious part of me wanted to see just how strong you really are.
16:23 Sep 01 2024
Times Read: 377
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