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Who are you?
15:41 May 25 2005
Times Read: 533

I know your words so well

They have echoed in my mind before

But I know not your face this is true

Who are you?



I sense your touch I know it

i have dreamed often of it

Familiar but yet so strange

Who are you?



Your eyes I know them

I have gazed upon them

Before so long ago

Who are you?



You whom I know

You knew me centuries ago

A lasting impression

Who are you?



A stranger you are to me

Only my heart can see

As it knows you

Who are you?



Who are you?

Winters Kiss
15:37 May 25 2005
Times Read: 534

Dark, starless winters night

Alone in the cold, emptiness in sight

Longing for another's company

Sadness behold, damns her memories



Her heart dying, brings tranquility

A silence bewilders her insanity

Moon light shadows adorn the lake

Is there no Dark Knight for loves sake?



She sways in graceful measure

Her tears glissen, her cheek grows paler

Snow fall covers her ebony hair

Is there no one who will care?



A swift breeze caresses her skin

A strangers hand gently cups her chin

Eyes blue as ice now gaze upon her

His voice, seductive, hypnotizingly tender



"A Dark Knight you seek my lady"

"A heart that beats mearly to exist lonely"

"Eternal love I promiss thee"

" If you exept only this kiss of imortality"



His hand in controlled gesture, slowly

Cover the soft nape of her neck gently

A tear falls as she replies "Yes i accept this"

He lays upon her neck a winters kiss

Broken Soul
23:26 May 09 2005
Times Read: 544






written a few years ago



Darkened soul lives within me

Shattered Dreams escape me

Memories fragmented by time

A lovers life lost taken by crime

Yearning, tasting my revenge

My hatred grows beyond recognition

To a point my nighmares are vision

As time passes by like all seasons

I loose myself and sense of reasons

My heart beats hard and deep

My emotion no long hidden i can keep

As my body grows colder never older

I slowly fall prey to pain and anger

And feel no more it is empty within

The force that drove me leaves my body

I lay there gazing at the black sky above

Flashes of memory slowly die of my love

As my heart beats no more I see a single star

As it shines true as it illuminates my scar

A single tear rolls on my pale cheek as it freeze

My body lays there and my hair moves with the breaze

as my last breath leaves my lips three words spoken

"Forever my love" as my soul leaves i see it is broken

LIVE
23:25 May 09 2005
Times Read: 545






Blackened heart beat like the demons drum

A kingdom one bold falls like bread crumbs

A wish never fulfilled kills the wishers skill

An evil name spoken breaks a persons will



Who are we to decide others faith

Can we not just sit and watch and wait

For them all to make their own mistakes

Or do we need to intervene and be all fakes



Who judges us, who dares to decide who we are?

Are we not the rulers of our world near or far?

Are we not our own gods deciding if we do right?

Who are we? Why are we here? Why do we fight?



Do we fight for truth, honor or freedom?

Do we fight for bravery, childhood or a kingdom?

Tell me what do we fight for?

Or even tell me whom do we fight for.



No one but ourselves we strive each day

Find an answer to find another way

We fight for what is right for us

We fight from dawn till dusk



I laugh at those masquerading around

Thinking they are better on safe ground

Never tasting real life hardship broken hearts

Thinking the world revolves around them alone



I pity those who feel safe behind a locked door

Never tasting the life one they could adore

They are all afraid to live and feel better

By putting the weak down because they are weaker



I rise my head to life proud to live it full

I grab it full force by the horns like a bull

Rise from your safety explore yourselves

Stop posing like an item on stores shelves



Live love laugh but live in freedom

For tomorrow might never come

For the one you love might never wait

Live love laugh before it is too late

Coldness of my cell
22:47 May 09 2005
Times Read: 546












originally written in 2001 december





I do not mind the dark, quite peaceful

I do not mind the voices, quite comferting

I do mind the cold, breezes comming in

All of the room ice forms and frosts begins

My heart slowly decends into a rythm

A rythm that i do not remember now

My cell is now fozen with my heart embeded

In the walls tears are like daimonds

Shinning bright as the dim lights touch it

My heart cries out to any knight to hear

My pleas of freedom as my sanity disapears

I can only wait now for my heart to beat no more

I can only wait as my last breath leaves in a mist

My body will grow cold soon, then my heart

My mind will cease to remember the forgotten lirycs

To a song that repeats itself over and over

Constently agonising pain and suffering

I can longer think, hold him or love

What was my crime, i ask the gods to answer

To love one and to lose is a sin in your eyes

is this what i am being reconned for.

Is this my crime or is it fear once again falling

What is my crime? I ask you over and over

My tears are frozen i can longer cry for him

My pass is my crime to feel is my crime

To love again would be my slavation and this they know

So now they punish me before i can have a chance

To feel the warmth of anothers touch, emotions, his kiss

i have grown to love my cell, its protects me

But now Loneliness settles in as my cell mate

A cruel mate it is so cold and unforgiving

So menacing and cinical, Why must this be

Why must it be me that suffers his faith

My world is cold and lonely, to be held once again

To be held once more even for a moment, once

To let me go in peace to know my heart could fall

Fall once again for a knight, Once again hear

Hear those words that could warm the coldess hearts

to hear I love thee with all thy heart and soul

Where have those words gone have they extinct

Like all the gentlemans have or are they hidden

in a secret place in all mans hearts and souls

Are they still there to free me before it is to late

Are you there my Kight or have my cries gone unheard

Have my plea of freedon gone unnoticed

The coldnes of my cell is now all i know

The coldnes of my cell forever my faith

within us
22:45 May 09 2005
Times Read: 547






Within us we all have a power

Within us we all have a desire

Within us we all have a will

Within us we all have a choice



Within us we have

The power to take a life

The power to give a life

The power to love

The power to hate



Within us we have

The desire to yearn for a touch

The desire to touch another

The desires for passion

The desires for compassion



Within us we have

The will to survive

The will to accept our fate

The will to forgive

The will to acheive our goals



Within us we have

The choice to love

The choice to laugh

The choice to live

The choice to be who we are



Yet we shall spend eternity

Wondering the earth infinitly

Seeking freedom, love,companionship

Seeking the unbreakable relationship



Blind to our own surrounding

Blind to all that stands before us

Blind to all we could do or change

Blind to our own desires



Denying our own pleasures

Denying our own love

Denying our own existance

Denying our own desire



Because we follow everyithing

Like a famous song we keep singing

We never change the tune

For fear of independence to be our own person



I say fuck it all

I say screw it all

I say damn it all

I say dare it all



I dare you to be you

I dare you you to be unique

I dare you to be different

I dare you to open your inner soul



Within each one of us

Is a power beyond us

A love that surpasses us

The real you the real us



Within us each and every one lays the greatest power ever given to humans

The power to be who we are to live the way we chose to love whom we will

We have the power of freedom , choices, survival .



We even have the power to change the fate of the world



Now is that not mind boggling the power we hold in one human body mind and soul???????



Goodnight everyone





BE safe



IA

Don't say a word
22:43 May 09 2005
Times Read: 548






Dont speak

Dont think

Dont move

Dont feel



I hear your hearts voice

The torture of a hard choice

You made to stop to cease

A pain that can only increase



Never to hear you

Never to feel you

Never to hold you

Never to be a me and you



Your soul sang to me

Stayed trought the night with me

Comforted and soothed me

But now it is no more with me



Can an angel break a heart

Can an angel have a broken heart

Will it ever be mended in time

Will it survive? if not should it be a crime?



Remember me this way

Although I can not stay

Remember the smile the laughters

Remmeber the heart that now shatters



Dont tell me anything dont say a word

I heard it from your heart, in its world

I heard your soul cry it out to me

I saw the words in your eyes to be free



Dont speak

Dont move

DOnt feel

Dont THink



I heard it all.

moment of utter stupididty
22:42 May 09 2005
Times Read: 549

A moment of utter stupididty

A moment of dumb moratlity

A moment of being so lonely

A moment of pure insanity



Made me give in to emotion

Made me give in to temptation

Made me give in to expectation

Made me give in to infatuation



A human stupidity if you ask me

To let all this get to into me

To make one suffer utterly lonely

It is my inner human stupidity



To fall so hard so fast when the time arise

For another on him on is face never to set eyes

To be fooled by trickery was to be my demise

A game i think it was jsut in a sweet disguise



A lesson tought a lesson learned

Never be fooled do not be burned

For now my friends the table have turned

A game of deceit is afoot emotions will be churned



To use love has a game is a sin in others eyes

To use love for your gain to use it in horrible lies

Is nothing more then the way a weakling tries

To get to another who holds more power he realise



Human stupidity is nothing bad, i think every one holds a certain percentage of it but how we chose to use that blind spot in our brains is up to us since most of us spend so many hours days months rationalising every move we make along with every move all the others make can at times make us prime targets for ppl that tend to take advantage of a situation for there own gain. i mean it is a hard cruel world we live in and who ever can make it to the top of the pile good for them but they do it on others expense using what little information they can accumulate for their own use wich at times unfortunetly means using another human being. i think what most dont realise is that power comes to an insane price losing a heart or sanity is not to be taken lightly..



Maybe it is a rat race and we all know how those suck. but like the saying says "do you want a medal" i do not not if it means losing ppl i care for because i kid you not i have seen ppl using the closest friends even family to get what they want and that is not good thing because at the end when those ppl have reached their so wanted position on top they will look down and see that no one has folowed them there, no one to be applauding in their success no one to say good job, because they managed to back stabbed used and discarded everything they used to hold dear while they were using that blind spot in their head. It is a shame that at the end of this success one finds himself utterly alone there for they must once again use that power they used to hurt everyone to now hurt themselves for in turn they will also be used for anothers purpose to rise to the top of the chain i suppose it is irony at its best,



be safe everyone