You speak words that I never said.
You let others convince you that I'd stoop to that level.
How Dare you say I said things that I didn't.
How dare you accuse me of shit.
Anyone who knows me knows that I wouldn't say stuff like that.
You make me question myself and i didn't do the thing you said I did.
All you told me to do was be good to myself.
As if to say That it may change your mind .
I'm angry with you
Yet why can't I stop having feelings for you
I don't get it don't understand it
you broke my heart.
Finally got an 'F' that I'm proud of
Got my gender marker changed and my name changed on my id now to await the snail mail of history
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Congrats Fizbop
Congratulations
thank you all
I need to let her go , I can't keep doing this to myself.
She left me and she doesn't even give a shit about you anymore.
I know it's hard for me to accept but that's the facts of the situation.
It's time for you to let her go. It's February she left you before xmas.
You have had time to grieve and accept that you didn't work out.
I know it's hard for me. To let go of anything. I hate letting go.
I'm hurting still and my soul aches. I feel I'm to blame cuz it's usually me.
Me screwing up me making the wrong call me just letting things get to where they were
Which some events weren't my fault. Now I'm afraid someone will hit me or beat me up or even worse shoot me.
Just for being myself.
I'm living my authentic self for the first time in my life. It's hard and there's choices I never thought I'd have to make but that's just the facts of things.
Sorry went off on a tangent. but hey that's me.
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