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My morning started off in a crappy way.



When my sis's boyfriend started his fucking BS again, I told him to SHUT UP. He looked confused, went to complain to my sister. She backed me up, he stormed out the house, slamming doors along the way.



Big baby. Haha!



VICTORY FOR ME



When I got to work, turns out I am getting promoted in a few days.



What a sweeet day.



I should say "SHUT UP JOE" alot more.

My sis's boyfriend once again proved he is a liar.



This is the 2nd time now since we moved from Toronto, away from his crack head buddies, that he went back to cocaine.

This is distrubing.



Both of ex-gfs are keeping tabs on me.



I just had a chat with Jo, a few minutes ago, the first time I have seen her online in about 2 years

Kath (9:13:35 AM): morning Jo, how are you today?





Kath (9:13:42 PM): hi, how are you tonight?



Jo (9:14:05 PM): good ta chick, you?



Kath (9:14:41 PM): i guess im ok. but i still feel horrible, i just cant sleep or rest yet



Jo (9:15:27 PM): awww, sorry to hear that sweetie





Kath (9:16:48 PM): we inda had a misunderstanding last night and it hasnt gone very well today either



Jo (9:17:43 PM): oh sweetie, i really am sorry



Kath (9:18:05 PM): yes



Jo (9:19:25 PM): you think you two will be ok?



Kath (9:19:39 PM): i dont know



Jo (9:21:46 PM): is there anything i can do?



Kath (9:21:55 PM): i really dont know



Kath (9:22:18 PM): all i know is im hurting so bad the past few days that i can barely think straight



Jo (9:23:53 PM): did i ever tell you of how many times i tried to sabotage my marriage ?



Kath (9:24:23 PM): no



Jo (9:24:36 PM): its hard not to have problems at some point



Kath (9:24:59 PM): i believe that



Kath (9:26:52 PM): maybe im too dazed from pain to understand all im trying to or think i do, but what were you sabotaging? sorry, my head is just not completely working



Jo (9:27:08 PM): my relationship with matt, i guess i thought that if it fell apart, then my life would be easier



Kath (9:27:39 PM): okie i see, sometimes i feel the same things.



Jo (9:28:03 PM): my friend in Oz does too, she is long distance with a brit



Jo (9:28:08 PM): i think we all do at some point



Jo (9:28:22 PM): and if you survive it, it should prove something to you



Kath (9:28:27 PM): yes

Drow Vampire says:

i will meet her, I just dont know if I can communicate pain I am in, sorrow, loss. anger I have



M'Lady says:

I am sure you'll find a way



M'Lady says:

with that type of anger... it will come out



Drow Vampire says:

but it happened too fast, my back was in a corner. And based on what I learned about heavy handed tactics of Childrens Aid, I dont stand a change in a battle with them



M'Lady says:

great.



Drow Vampire says:

I had no choice but to okay adoption



Drow Vampire says:

I moved from toronto so I dont live in fear of my step mom and her demon kids, and free me of that long standing hatred. then the ex-gf thing happened



M'Lady says:

well sometimes it gets really shitty before it gets better.... and it's your turn for whatever reason



Drow Vampire says:

it just sucks big time how I treated her with respect, never once harmed her, dont play mind games, I am honest. After all that time she'd break up with me, knowing she's preg, and did everything else to me in any ways



M'Lady says:

women can be nasty bitches



Drow Vampire says:

yeah, where is honest ones tho? kind women?



M'Lady says:

they are a dying breed



Drow Vampire says:

any advice ?



M'Lady says:

I didn't find my husband till I was 31 and kissed a lot of frogs before that



M'Lady says:

sometimes it takes time... or times it just happens.





DrowVampire says:

how much did you change for him, him for you ?



M'Lady says:

some things you know you just have to change... other changes come with time and age...



M'Lady says:

just recently we got into a squabble over my mouth.... it's not so much what I say... it's how I say it... I can be quite a bitch and it just didn't fly with him that day..



M'Lady says:

He is the calm to my storm usually but a person can only take so much



M'Lady says:

and to this day.... I can't get a few things across to him... he refuses to see them I guess.. or just doesn't care? I don't really know but he ain't budgin



DrowVampire says:

I expect stubborness from any girlfriends of mine, but so far I have yet to encounter who not is always right 2000% of the time. one who is not a know-it-all and not the type that refuses to burge on anything



M'Lady says:

finding the guts to admit you are wrong when you are a woman of any age... for most women is hard



DrowVampire says:

oh



M'Lady says:

women do that most of the time...most of their lives



M'Lady says:

however, men do it too but it's picked on in a different way



DrowVampire says:

I know I can quite capble of making mistakes. I am not blind to it, and I do not have like a cheat sheet of whats going to happen in life, how to deal with it



M'Lady says:

my point exactly. women use it as an excuse. men just do it



M'Lady says:

but nothing is written in stone. things can change.

There's a dream

I feel so rare, so real

All the world in union

The world as one



Gathering together

One mind, one heart

Every creed, every colour

Once joined, never apart



Searching for the best in me

I will find what I can be

If I win, lose or draw

It's a victory for all



It's the world in union

The world as one

As we climb to reach our destiny

A new age has begun



We face high mountains

Must cross rough seas

We must take our place in history

And live with dignity



It's the world in union

The world as one

As we climb to reach our destiny

A new age has begun



Build a world

A world in union

A new age has begun

From the April 2006 Idaho Observer:



National, International interest in 9/11 truth increasing with each passing day



Late last March,Charlie Sheen stated his belief on the Alex Jones radio show that the evidence revealed by independent analysis of 9/11 anomalies is more convincing than the government story.



In response, CNN took a poll in which 84 percent of a seemingly representative demographic of Americans indicated their belief that the Bush administration is participating in a cover-up of what really happened that day. We see it everywhere now—Americans are realizing the deaths and misery caused by the executive decision by the Bush administration to declare a global war on terror was justified with lies.



Worse, if 9/11 was, indeed, an inside job, then Bush administration officials are the terrorists—a fact that is now well-known by the rest of the world.



Now think about this: The official story is so phenomenally implausible that either its architects are incompetents, they have no respect for our collective intelligence or....they wanted us to figure it out—on their terms. Regardless, it is our duty to seek the truth in all things and, if our paths be righteous, we will be rewarded in our efforts. The 9/11 movement is growing. Be part of it.

It looks so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!



Spider-Man merged with the symbiote (black organic suit)

Then he seperates himself from the symbiote, Eddie Brock/Venom shows up and Sandman



And I guess Gwen Stacy will be killed by Hobgoblin, Gwen's dad, the police chief will die as well.

My first overwhelming WOW-I-AM-IN-LOVE rationship evolved from a very close lady friend of mine.



She kept secrets from me. I was very unhappy because of that.



She dropped off the face of the planet, I thought its over. SO I walked away. When she re-appeared, I wanted back my "a very close lady friend of mine"



But it was awkward. I published a short story of hers on a message board, that I asked her to write for me, with her RPG character and mine. I said I wrote it.



Fact is, I try hard, very hard to get recuitment and fame for my RPG. I go too far sometimes.



She got me kicked off that forum and dragged my name through the mud, she went to great lengths to do so. I said I am sorry and I meant it. But she did not stop.



I hate her since. We are still on the same pets page. But we dont talk anymore, I set my yahoo to always show offline to her.



#2



The longest relationship I have ever. It affected my emotions, both good and bad. On bad days, I'd be likely to make wrong turns with my school bus, with students onboard.



But then she treated me like shit, talking down to me as if I was a 4 year old.



She lied to me, excuses not to spend time together with me.



On May 8, i think, Her words were

DROW (7:32:26): DO YOU trust me ? I trusted you, I treated you with respect, honour: always.

Jennifer (7:34:01): yes that you did and i regret that you did because i'm not like that

DROW (7:34:12): what do you like about me ?

Jennifer (7:34:26): in all honesty?

DROW (7:35:06): of course

DROW (7:37:34): I am many things: anger and peace, love and hatred. I look at the bright side, I expect people to be honest even when i KNOW lying and cheating is everywhere and so easy to do.

Jennifer (7:41:04): In all honesty i think a big part had to do with the fact that had a car

DROW (7:41:46): you pushed me away, made that decision to try to destroy the relationship and make me end it



Turns out she's 9 months pregnant. She had no intentions of telling me, but shes legally bound since she's giving it to adoption.



My son is out there. In the 2 months+ since he was born, I dont know what he looks like.



I am a shattered man.