So people of the site who read this- and to me who merely uses this as an online diary... I do not have cancer! This is a good thing. Unfortunately I do have to go through the surgeries anyway, because I have high risk lesions that will probably turn into cancer, and am being referred to a surgeon on the 10th.
Because I am tired of all these scares and surgeries to remove stuff, I am going to request a prophylactic (preventative) mastectomy and reconstruction. I just want this chapter to be over and done. I have no idea if they will agree, but I am going though surgery no matter- just not sure which one.
A big FUCK YOU to those who have scammed money from a sick person. May you know ever so much what it feels like to try and find the money to cover what your insurance won't when you're in a health need. You're truly the bottom of the barrel scum.
You might question my intelligence in getting suckered in to such a scam… All I can say is that is how much I needed to try and make money. The idea of possibly having cancer (still waiting on pathology) and the coinsurance portion of the bills has me so worried. To have this happen to me the week of Christmas really has me falling down another dark hole. $700 is nothing to shake a stick at. And to think that this happened to me last year when I was going through another medical problem. People prey on those who are hurting- and that for me is an extra dose of Hell.
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I hope everything works out okay for you. Uhhh those scammer scum prays on others who are having problems
It’s the week of Christmas and I’ve yet again been swindled by a scam. I got a Facebook message from Saetan (Mary) who’s profile had been hacked but I didn’t realize it. It was about “flipping” Bitcoin. I am in dire need of raising money for possible upcoming surgeries. And I spent my bill money trying to do that. $700 has been lost. No idea what I’m gonna do.
What my below entries were about was a biopsy I had recently and I’m still waiting on the pathology. Just because I’m scared I’ve been trying to prepare for the worst. Desperate people do desperate things. I know it doesn’t sound like I’m a very smart person because this happened to me last year as well, but last year I was also dealing with surgery costs. I don’t deserve this.
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If you want to flip crypto you can do it through the PayPal App, plus if you do use PayPal for anything and you get scammed you’re able to file a dispute to get your money back as long as you keep all the documents. Also if you contact your bank right now tell them to void the $700 transaction cause you’ve been scammed.
It was done through Cashapp and Facebook messages.
Ah, think Cashapp can dispute transactions if they keep a record of all your purchases. Also with the Facebook messages if you’ve still got the conversation you can screenshot it and get in touch with the Facebook Admins to see what they can do.
I’m about ready to unload some major VR drama in my journal. Stay tuned.
Life is a bunch of shit. All in the realm of what even money can't fix. Being at the mercy of other people to give me answers, making me wait far too long for something like this. I've been on the edge and taking Valium to help get through the days.
Other than that, work is going well for me. I feel that I will continue to grow in this role and be promoted again sometime in the future. Don't know when, but I feel good about it. I'm not as confident as I should be, but they are confident in me.
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Waiting for the results are excruciating. I had to do through the same last year. The waiting for the results was worse than the procedure.
I can see why they are confident in you. You kickass at the job and you have a way about you that makes you a good fit for it. We are always our worst critics. Maybe that's why you aren't as confident in yourself as they are in you.
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Man, I have a lot going on these days... but I will share the good stuff for now. I had a wonderful time last week visiting Morrigon. I was able to see Niagara Falls, hike the Gorge along the Niagara River- go to Antique shops, and be treated to local grub! I am definitely going back- but next time I'll have a passport so I can go across the river and see Canada.
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LORDMOGY
17:50 Dec 22 2021
CuRsEdToDaRkNeSs
18:11 Dec 22 2021
The no cancer part is WONDERFUL news! The people who scammed you need to just FOD!
Nekirena
06:07 Dec 23 2021
I am truly relieved to know it is not cancer.
And I am so sorry you've had to go through this shit with the scammers. I know the feeling, it's one of the worst. *hugs*
BillytheJust
21:41 Jan 14 2022
All the best.