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What would you give for the one you love? Would you give your heart, your life, your peace of mind? Would you give all that you are just for the hope that they wont break you? That you wont loose all that you are in giving everything to them? He is the one I am in love with, the one who owns my heart, the one I have sworn to always be there for, the one who could break or make me with a single word. Hes the only one that can make me through all sense of reason out the window just for a chance to be with him. And hes in love with her! Hes told me that she will ask him back out and he wont be able to turn her down. Hes told me that shell use him and abuse him and take away all that is his. And only when he has nothing can he give me everthing. I dont know what to do, I cant get over him... Ive spent four years trying to get over him and have only hurt myself in the process. I truly dont know what to do anymore.

So this is my first entry and in fact my first hour on this site with my new profile. I was quite active over the summer but much has changed since then so I decided to make a new profile. Right now Im just randomly stating my thoughts, so there is no reason to pay this much attention (unless you would like to of course). Tommor will be quite busy, Im planning on waking up at 7 for breakfast and an hour long walk. After that I will clean our laundry room and start on the huge pile of laundry that we have waiting to be finished. Finally I should be able to do more things with my profile to make it look awesome, as well as just spending more time on here to update my status. Following that Im planning on walkign for another hour and riding my stationary bike for 45 minutes sometime as well. God getting in shape is tiring, especially when not only do you need to be in shape, but you need to be in damn near perfect condition because your life and the lives of others will be impacted by your physical (and mental) abilities.