#304:51 Oct 04 2010
Times Read: 631
So, here I am with the mother whom I haven't seen for years up until she decided it was time for me to be in her life again. I am uprooted from all those I know and having to start all over again; new school; new friends; new routines; I hated it. I mean, don' t get me wrong, at first it was nice. They were bribing me at first, trying to make me more compliant to their "happy home" delusion. Then she goes and gets pregnant. After my sister was born, it was never the same again. I will admit, at first, I hated my sister; I know she was only a baby and I know it wasn't her fault that I was treated differently; that was just her father deciding he only had one child in his home that mattered and I swear, after my mother was no longer pregnant, he changed. He became possessive and didn't want my mother leaving the house...ever. Then Dee moves in with her boyfriend, Scott and they were just awful. I remember this one day, after Dee and Mom got into an argument over how much longer Dee and Scott were going to be living in the house. They were supposed to be staying temporarily to save up money yet for months they didn't do anything but spend every penny they had. Anyway, Dee and Scott come up with this brilliant plan to take a picture of Dee slapping me in the face (only to show her hand connecting to my face); then they wanted me to go along with this story that my mother beats me so that they will remove her from the house. Now, mind you, Mom is the one who convinced Gene (Dee's father) to let the two of them stay in the first place; this is the thanks she gets. I don't remember the exact events leading to their departure but eventually, they did indeed depart. This seemed to be the turning point for my mother's marriage; nothing seemed to go well after that; Gene was never happy; always thinking my mother was off cheating; didn't even want her to keep her job. Eventually the emotional abuse was more common than a love.
Finally after a few years of abuse, my mother had a plan to leave him for good. And it worked for a little while. She ran with my sister and I; got help from social services. Everything was going as planned; until he found her and my sister ran to her father. Once again, I know it wasn't her fault. She was only 3 and loved her father and missed him dearly. He had changed all the locks and my mother had no way of getting my sister back. So, instead of sticking to the plan, she moved in with friends in Keeseville. Yes, back in Keeseville for me and let me tell you; my experiences in this town were worst than the last. And to this day, I have held true to my own word. I will never move back to that town. I have been there since my trauma, but I have never moved back and I never stay long; it has bad vibes for me.
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TheArtistRose
21:51 Oct 14 2010
Congrats! I need 40 more. xD
Decaf
22:00 Oct 14 2010
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Angelus
01:11 Oct 15 2010
though I read your journals.. a lot Nowadys.. not on mine.. so "you're safe."
DestroyingAngel
05:06 Oct 16 2010
lol...
When you add the 420th friend make sure to give them a thanks with a long "buddddy" after that LOL.
BelovedxTwilight
06:24 Oct 16 2010
lmao! I love Pauly Shore!
MasterMel2
19:39 Oct 22 2010
Like a FB contest. Yea I have 10,000 friends. Really? I hear this all the time. *L* I wonder how they contact all these people.