BelovedxTwilight's Profile at Vampire Rave.

I'm a Member of the Coven of Art which is a member of the Anthropoda Alliance

I was a member here previously, but I decided that I needed a respite from here so I took one. As a matter of fact, I am back from my 2nd respite from here. This time for about a year. Thankfully not a whole lot changed here this time around.

Now that I am back (for how long, no one really knows) I do hope you enjoy your time here in my little corner of Vampire Rave. My profile will change periodically as new things in my life happen and as I feel the need for change.

Almost 18 months ago I was found by the man that completes me. He truly is the perfect person for me. He knows me better than I know myself most days. Where I am weak, he is strong. I've never truly known what it felt like to be loved by someone because they truly know ME and accept every aspect of me.

I only have one request:

If you add me to your friends list, please send me a message or let me know in some way so that I may do the same for you. I am always up to meeting and chatting with new people. After all, this is a community here and it is nice to get to know your neighbors, right?

Stats:
Age: 38
Children: I have two
Status: Engaged
Smoke: Yes
Drink: Yes

About Me

I have never really been that good at talking about myself, but this is going to be my best attempt at it.

I am a mother of two teenagers; my son is 17 and my daughter is 18. My daughter has a profile on here. You can check her out by clicking here. She is always off doing things so she doesn't really log in anymore. In the past couple of years it has become very clear to me how much like me she really is; the difference being, I let her go with what she likes; I was suppressed being raised by my grandmother.
They can be more than I can handle sometimes, but what child isn’t hard to handle at least a part of the time, right?

I am no longer with their father, but I do not regret anything. By the time him and I had decided to go our own ways (yes the split-up was mutual) we were two totally different people than when we had first started seeing each other. I think back on things now and realize that we moved way too fast for the ages that we were. We were both young and hadn't even really experienced life before we were parents. As we got older, our tastes in things changed, our friends changed and well, in the end, the changes were too many for us to be a successful couple anymore. It is a lesson learned and well, that is always a good thing. I was in a tiring and emotionally draining relationship for 2 years and then I spent 18 months trying to get him out of my life. Finally, he took the hint and I am free of his hateful words and dangerous personality. Now I can breathe again and I am trying to move on; one step at a time is all I can expect from myself at this point. I know I will never be the person I was before I met him and before he broke my heart and spirit, but I will now strive to be a better person that who I have been.

The only downside of the relationship I am in now is that my best friend is no longer even a friend. She ended our friendship because I asked her not to post condescending remarks on the photo I posted online of my engagement ring after he proposed to me. She wanted me to leave him saying he wasn't good enough for me. The ironic part to this story? She is the one who introduced us to begin with. C'est La Vie. I love her still in my heart and I hope that one day she can swallow her pride and accept my happiness.

I listen to a wide variety of music. Some of my favorites are Korn, Linkin Park, In This Moment, The Steve Miller Band, Adema, Slipknot, Staind, Stone Temple Pilots, Seether, Guns n Roses, Velvet Revolver, and Tom Petty.

I love to read. It is my way of escaping real life for a few hours at time. Some of my favorite authors are Laurell K Hamilton, Stephen King, Ann Rice, Dara Joy, JR Ward, Sherrilyn Kenyon, Christine Feehan, and Katherine Sutcliffe.

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