I like this forum, nice topic. Yes and no, are my answers. I feel, with will and intent, we can do remarkable things. I believe he had the talent all along. But, as one may know, the mind and heart are very conflicting organisms. I will share my experience, with soul selling. Just to be clear on what I have stated. I do not wish to be judged, thank you.
I was young, 18/19, and in my drunken drug induced states, walking home, almost every night, through the country, around midnight to three am, I would talk. To myself, to god, to the devil, etc, etc. I was heartbroken. (Read my profile to further understand what type of person I am) I was negligent, and thought I could help others, but only with a power that was not mine. "We are all extremely powerful, in our own rite, right?"
My sister was struggling. So, to make this short and sweet. I sold my soul to the devil, so that my sisters children could have everything they wanted. Did it work? Maybe, and maybe not. But, from then on, things have been different for me. My sisters kids, get everything they want, but at what cost?
I have let this eat me up for years, now I just am. I do my best to write and continue to do well for others. If I did lose my soul. (I will post an entry later in my journal about how I feel this played out) I am not going to stop, until I help others understand, be careful, and if you decide to do what thou wilt. At least make sure you have covered all the fine points. "I refer to the ghost rider movie."
Lame, whatever, I do not judge, for we all are wretchedly beautiful. Great question, also, I would like your opinions on my predicament. I am an excellent writer, and I get anything I set my mind to, everything, good or bad. Did I sell my soul? I have asked myself this numerous of times. If I did, I truly need to make the most of the gifts I was bestowed. Be well, be blessed.
