THE HARDEST THING A MOTHER CAN DO IS GIVE UP HER CHILD AND THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT I HAD TO DO. THIS BEAUTIFUL GIRL WAS BORN ON MARCH 6,2009 AT 9:32am 4LBS 15OUNCES 17IN LONG. SHE WILL ALWAYS MEAN THE WORLD TO ME NO MATTER WHERE SHE IS.
Stalk me, message me, bite me, love me, tease me, touch me, add me, do as you please to me.
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wanna play.... lets play!!! bring the knives, whips, chains, and make sure you draw the blood from my body!
If I died today would you notice? I doubt it because no one notices that odd girl out there in the corner. The girl that hopes everyday that someone will notice that she even exists. So here is my question to you... Will you be the one that will notice that girl in the corner or will you be like everyone else and just block her out as though she does not exist?
Looking for a mate? someone to b with forever? do any of you even know what forever is? forever is just you and them for all eternity. not just another person to carry on ur bloodline. no just another play toy. i have been looking for my eternal one and ive tried many different things. i have a few choices in the matter but i want someone that really understands this. Marriage is a bond between two not three or four or any more.
Why is it that everything comes back to bite you in the ass? Do you ever feel like dying? I wish i could a lot of the time. I would like the pain of this cruel world to be behind me not a part of me, but no one will let that happen. my life has officially become a living hell. im about to get kicked out for some stupid shti that i did a long time ago n it has come back to haunt me. Not only is my life about to become hell but a really close friend of mine's life is about to become hell too. How does this all happen? GOD I JUST WANT TO DIE!!!
Isn't your family supposed to be there no matter what happens? Well when i found out that I was pregnant with my baby my entire family rejected me. My dad refused to talk to me, my mother just put me down every second that she could, my cousins just ignored me and tried to stay away as much as possible. The only person that i had to talk to was a friend that was younger than me, and had no idea what i was going through. I had no adults to talk to that would not pressure me to give my baby up. I knew that i could do it with a little help from the father and my few friends that i had left. The baby's dad was extremely difficult throughout the pregnancy. At first he wanted nothing to do with me or the baby(he was in denial), but in the end he knew that he was going to have to help me support the baby. The point of this is that you find out who really cares about you when something major happens in your life. My sister did give me some advice about it all because she just went through this with her parents. She told me that it would be hard especially with my parents but it would be worth it in the end, and that I just have to fight for my baby no matter what. I am holding that advice as close to my heart as possible. At this point i need a lot of prayer from people to make it through his, because in all reality I am alone in this whole thing. No one can make the decisions for me this time. I have to do it!
