I found this website from vampirewebsite.net
I have read and re-read almost every part of it for the last two days and had to walk away from the computer mulitple times kind of freaking out as I was going through the list of real vampire traits.
It definatly made a ton of stuff in my life make sence, considering everything listed was like it was written about me--with the exception of effecting moods of babies, I don't know a lot of little babies, but I have experiance with autistic populations and mentally and physically disabled and def have/had quite the effect on them...
So here I am. Definatly not ready to tell my family any of this so I am grateful that there is this site with like minded and like lifestyle...I'm not alone after all.
however I am a loner, wanderer, i hate to be alone but yearn for solitude. It's a very bizarre back and forth battle with myself.
I have lived in many places, none ever feeling truelly like "home". I have had many different types of jobs, careers and education, yet I can't mantain a 9-5 b/c I simply can not function properly in the day when everyone else seems to be at their best.
I love the beach, at night..being outdoors, at night.
If I had a penny for everytime I have been out some where and someone stated that they SWORE they knew me from somewhere I would be rich and could stop bartending.
if we ever meet, or have met I promise you will most likely tell me your life story after 5 min of hanging around me. I am that person that gets along with usually everyone. I probably hear, "I don't know why I'm telling you this I barely know you" at least once a week.
In my short 29 yrs I have practiced Wicca, however am not currently practicing...I have attended Massage Therapy school and loved the energy healing aspects, as well as studied crystal and gemstone healing.
I have astrally projected a few times , but however have not come close to mastering any aspect of it.
I have been visited by spirits and have had the frightening sureal experiance of being held down by something unseen in my bed at the convienent hour of 3am not too long ago.
Spirits do not frighten me. Evil does. I am pure of heart and intention treat others how I feel I deserve to be treated.
I can more often than not control my dreams, especially when having a "nightmare" I some how relize I am sleeping and bounce off to a different "setting".
I love movies. Books...I am an eternal student at heart.
Live to love and love to live
Your fairy is called Columbine Elffilter
She is a cheerful sprite.
She lives in mushroom fields and quiet meadows.
She is only seen on midsummer's eve.
She wears lilac and purple like columbine flowers. She has delicate green wings like a cicada.
