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Mother, wife, business owner....missing something, though. My thoughts have always stayed just in the shadows of something dark. I have no idea why. On the outside, I'm typical -- just like anyone you would meet on the street.

With each passing year though, my thoughts tug at me to look for something. Something that completes who I really am.

I had an experience when I was 7yrs old that has never left my conscious thoughts. We had moved into an older, historic home in East Texas. My room was not yet unpacked, but my bed had been set up for me to sleep. I awoke during the night to see the most beautiful, white and wispy woman standing above me, looking down. She was not threatening in any way; more like she needed me to do something, but not yet. I wasn't afraid at all. I remember one thought coming to my mind, "vampire" -- and I just KNEW with absolute clarity what she was and that she was watching over me. Many times I felt her presence throughout my life. I have only seen her a couple of times and I tell NO ONE due to the strict Christian home and community I was raised in.

I'm almost 40 now, and I feel this nudging inside to push that memory out and explore the meaning of it. To determine if I was just in the middle of a dream, or if there is some connection that I have long ignored.