Dejected and depressed
Evil thoughts going through her mind
Wanting nothing more
Than contentment in her life.
Helpless and frustrated
With nowhere else to turn
She turn’s to her sweet blade
And her troubles unfolds.
Lectures and stern voices
Remind her she can’t do nothing right.
For everything
She has has turned into pain.
She thinks of her boyfriends
Not caring if they were worth it or not
Adding to the growing number of cuts
On her pale worthless body.
The fights; the tears; the heartbreaks
All she blames herself for.
She thinks of her family
And how despite their kind faces
The feeling they want nothing to do with her.
For every little disappointment
And every little mistake she made’
Now the final cuts
The one’s to end the grief
She sinks down in the tub
The blood already tainting the water
Just another sweet relief.
She grips her blade tight
Scared of the pain
But knowing it will all be over soon
She braces herself for the desired relief…