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I thought I'd explained it clearly before. Love, I can't live in a world where you don't exist.

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DEAR PEOPLE WHO PUT ME IN THEIR COVENS,

It's wonderful that you want me to be apart of your family and I do enjoy being a apart of your families, but I CANNOT log on every day. I don't have that kind of time in my life at the moment. If your rules state that you need a certain amount of hours a week or whatever, then please DO NOT put me in your covens. I come to VR to relax and talk to people who are interested in the same things as myself. When you tell me I have to have 20 favors a week or whatever, and 2 weeks go by and I haven't logged on, I start dreading logging on because I know they'll be a message in my inbox, either asking why I haven't logged on, or that I'm being kicked out. And then my status goes down again. I apologize for the inconveniences that I cause and I am sorry that I am not good enough for your covens. But I've got a life that's weighing me down, and I'm just trying to deal.

Good Day.



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The amount of pills I'm taking, counteracts the booze I'm drinking and this vanity I'm breaking, lets me live my life like this.

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.:.La Tua Cantante.:.

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"Even more, I had never meant to love him. One thing I truly knew - knew it in the pit of my stomach, in the center of my bones, knew it from the crown of my head to the soles of my feet, knew it deep in my empty chest - was how love gave someone the power to break you. I'd been broken beyond repair"

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Look after my heart---I've left it with you.

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"Don't be afraid" I murmered. "We belong together." I was abruptly overwhelmed by the truth of my own words. This moment was so perfect, so right, there was no way to doubt it. His arms wrapped around me, holding me against him....
It felt like every nerve ending in my body was a live wire. "Forever," he agreed.


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She is a quiet person. Keeps to herself almost all the time. More often than not, those that feel they know her well, are the ones who are the farthest from the truth. She keeps things well hidden. Not because she doesn't trust you, but because she doesn't trust herself. There is alot that she has chosen to forget. And she will continue to pretend it never happened for as long as possible. She tends to talk to strangers. For some reason she finds it easier to tell them the truth without having to worry about much. Some of the people that she cares for most are people that she has never met in real life. She still loves them and cares for them. She is a really nice person and she'd love to get to know you. There isn't much else to say. Feel free to ask questions or put in your two cents where ever you feel the need to.

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If you stay...I don't need heaven.

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Dear Lover,

Ever since I met you, I knew you were special. I knew you were someone I could care for, someone I’d want to spend the rest of my life with. You gave me a reason to continue living. Nearly 15 months later, we’re both still here, breathing the same air….and to think where we started off at. Before you I was lost, I couldn’t even make up a reason to keep breathing. Nothing made sense. Everything was black. I was numb. I was empty. And then you came along and filled me with warmth, comfort, and love. Every night I dream of you. Your image is imprinted in my eyes and in my mind. I can't take a breath without thinking of you. You’re my warmth in the rain. My shelter in the storm. My comfort in chaos. My light in the darkness. You are my courage, my strength, my will to carry on. I love you from the depths of my soul. From the top of my head to the tip of my toes---I love you. I can’t live in a world where you don’t exist. You are my life now. I love you. Always and Forever.

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RIP Adam
12/15/87-08/28/06
*spirit hugs*

"An Angel got his wings and we'll hold our heads up knowing that he's fine. We'd all be lucky to have a love like that in a life time.
Friends stay side by side in life and death, You always stole my heart. You'll always mean so much to me, it's hard to believe this."

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A Vampire's Tragedy

Alone I sit on the top of a hill
Thinking of how my unlife has been
Of the pain and the sorrow I've seen
In the eyes of my victims before they lay still.


Though a hunter in darkness I must be
The feelings of guilt always come back
When I sink my teeth in another man's neck
My conscience is the only light left in me.


All I want is to leave the shadows behind
And truly this time I will
For I no longer desire to kill
Thoughts of light are now on my mind.


I'm waiting for the sunrise today
On the lonely hill where I sit
And maybe, I'll catch a glimpse of it
Before the wind blows my ashes away.


Solinquair, 1996



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You are my life now.


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Always For You by Michelle Featherstone

You were drowning
and I picked you up and set you free
I was fading
and you breathed the life back into me
can I be sure this is what I've been looking for

'cause I'm dying to meet you
and I'm trying to reach you
as of yet we've not met
but I'm here waiting always for you

you were trembling
and I held your hand so close to me
and I was crying
and you whispered that you'd rescued me
I planned a day when I see you come my way

'cause I'm dying to meet you
and I'm trying to reach you
as of yet we've not met
but I'm here waiting always for you

I can't wait to sleep so I can always see your face
and I hate to wake up 'cause you're gone without a trace

can I be sure this is what I've been looking for

'cause I'm dying to meet you
and I'm trying to reach you
as of yet we've not met
but I'm here waiting always

yeah I'm dying to meet you
and I'm trying to reach you
as of yet we've not met
but I'm here waiting always for you



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