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I am Enhoa, and I am little new of all this things. I know that Vampireraven told me not to came again, but I really look for someone like me. I said the true when I said that i hate people, I mean the ordinary ones, those stupid animals form this big heard. But I like so much when I make them suffer. I guess I am addicted to it. I don't know what else to say. Maybe later.
One more thing about me: I am not afraid of death, I love all this dark things from this world, and mostly , I guess I love myself. I am not a narcisist, but I am a realy selfish person. And, till now, no human beign, nor woman or man, maked me loose my minds. But I still look for him. And I am waiting...
And I am kind of addicted to LordTreanista. He is my master now and my beloved father, and all I am is his child. I know you're reeding this. Thank you. You'll never feel sorry. I'm yours now, but you are mine too. Don't ever forgot that.I do have a wonderful family now, and all because of him.
I've just noticed that every day apears more and more profiles, and I think that it is a good thing. But I often wondered how many of them camed with good intentions. I've noticed someone Fuckvampires, well, sweetie, fuck yourself.
I never was too good at history, but as I remember a lot of ancient cultures workship bloodygods. And I often wondered if those Gods aren't actualy the vampires today. I believe they do exist, after all, I am part of a family now, right? But I also know that we shouldn't be so lonely.....And what I've noticed meanwhile is that many young people would like to become one of us. Because of their solitude and hate for this ordinary world. But, let me ask you something: DO you realy want that? As my father said,much looks for the darkness, but few stand it. Please forgive me my LOrd for not using your right words. I guess you all wondering who is she to came with all this, let call it, shits...Well, is just me, the most selfish person in the world. And I'm not proud of that. But I won't change. I am what I am, and beware those who would try to fics me as they want. Don't play with the fire baby, 'couse the fire won't play with you.
If I'll have the power I will go and send to hell all this animals that surounds me,but, after then, I won't have any food, and, believe me , that is a nasty thing. And, to be honest, I truly luv them for this. Yumy......
This is all for now on.......to be continued:P
Walking
Wainting
Alone without a care
Hoping
Hating
Things I can not bear
Touching you makes me feel alive
Touching you makes me die inside
I'm trapped in this world
Lonely and fading
Heartbroke and waiting
For you to come
Let's die everynight toghether
Let's feed with pain forever
I have no light inside
My senses runed away
I have no perception
Nor though or pain
To the one i loved...
I know what I am
More than you can see
I've died so long ago
But I'm still with you
Dying for your flesh
Screaming for your blood
I need to feel your soul
Deep, oh, so deep inside.
You're scared, you shouldn't be
'Couse soon you will be mine
And all the pain inside
Will die with you,
and with your eyes...
Oh, how I would miss you
And all those nights
Staying by your side
And watching you...
how innocent you are...
I loved your pacefull sleap
Your smell of beauty beign
But now I need your eyes
To fall for me.
This is the moment...
Come, lay with me.
I touch your lips,
Oh, how you're touching me...
I feel your pain inside,
The desire from the eyes.
You're begging me to have you,
To take you, to posses you...
Oh, how I hate my nature
That it had killed you...
Oh, my beauty beign,
How could I ever forget you?...
PLEASE, ATENTION TO EVERYONE WHO PUTS ME ON THEIR FRIENDS LIST.......PLEASE MAKE ME KNOW
well well.......i am back again.......I know that I do have a journal, but i do not care...bla bla....I do like to write all my thougs here ...:))))
Anyway....I would like to travel in Egipt, to find out more about this life , and about me, and , somehow i will find it there.......I know that all the answers lies there.......I know that I will find me there......my past and my future......
AH, by the way......I guess I falled inlove with somebody......If someone ever read ANNE RICE' RAMSES....well.......you will understand.....
And another thing that for me is 'till unclear....well, those two rimes, my quoute, bla bla.......are from a dream, when a mean spoked to me, in a language that I know i've never heard, but I understood it then, and all that had remained in my mind is that that man is looking for me.....and all that he is trying to tell me is in those simple words. I am not afraid of him, and I am waiting him......Come to me...........
Your Birthdate: March 10 |
Your birth on the 10th day of the month adds a tone of independence and extra energy to your life.
The number 1 energy suggest more executive ability and leadership qualities than you path may have indicated.
A birthday on the 10th of any month gives greater will power and self-confidence, and very often a rather original approach.
This 1 energy may diminish your ability and desire to handle details, preferring instead to paint with a broad brush.
You are sensitive, but your feeling stay somewhat repressed.
You have a compelling manner that can be dominating in many situations. |
I saw that a lot of people round here are telling their favourite band and so on,.........
So, becouse I have nothing else to do I will start to write this kinds of things too.......:))
1: my favourite bands
HAMERFALL
MANOWAR
IRON MAIDEN
.......and...........SURPRISE!!!!!! THE QUEEN OF THE DAMNED' SOUNDTRACK
2: favourite films..........sorry, I don't have one..........
3: my purpose in life:
TO DO WHAT I WANNA DO
4: at what I dream for
TO ACOMPLISH ALL I PLANED TO DO IN THIS LIFE
That's all
And one more thing: don't rate me if you haven't rode across my profile,ok?.....
