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There are people (blind sheep) who are boring and other beings. I am other. My world , if real or imagined, is exciting,intense,and meaningful. I am not a RPGer. I roll play when I go to work and am around people. The irony of it all. It is easy to see how awful my world is by the look on my face. Poor me, poor me, pour me another one.............fucking wastes of life. You know who you are.

music is what brought me home to who i am and what i am. music that speaks the truth loud and clear. like the things in like i see clearly but
people do not even notice. ya, i have always loved to untie knots. good at it also. goddess given talent i guess. all my life i have never fitted in with any group until now. to much work and not enough play. strung out at a young age and not knowing what was happening in the world. i was a waste. gave all that shit up 25 years ago. seemed like a waste of my life after the fun was all gone. then just work and school.

i like anything from the velvet underground to the cure to trio-bulgarka, gothic divas, hole,madona,johnny winter, bald head o'conner, kate bush.far to many and to wide.


i do not watch much tv. i have not turned mine on for a couple of months. "kill your god, kill your TV" MM. words to live by. shows i do like,
Angle of course
Xena
LEXX
Alias
Firefly
Red Dwarf
cartoon network, adut swim is cool mind candy


movies:

IFC channel

natual born killers
sixth sence (freaked me)
seven
fight club
matrix
kill bill
the quick and the dead
the unforgiven
most vamp shows [ gotta root for the good guys ;-) ]
sci-fi



"Democracy is two wolves and a lamb voting on what to have for lunch. Liberty is a well-armed lamb contesting the vote." - Benjamin Franklin.



the game of want to be leaders is to get everyone to follow them or break and destroy them. this will never happen because some of us do not play THEIR game. no play, no lose.