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Im a lost soul... My friends call me Yamerareni Ryo which in english means Untouchable demon. I have lived in the darkness all my life and I have grown to love it so much. It has taught me so much about life that I beleave most will never know. I am not a curch person. I practice wicken stuff... and sorry about my spelling, im not the best. I have a split personality but my other half only comes out when I dont want to deal with life any more. He is my demon with in and he protects me from pain that I dont want to feel.

The darkness that I once loved
Has consumed my soul ever since
Now I shed these tears of blood down my face
I wish to love, the darkness brakes
but in its place is something that can not be loved
a hole it makes
The one I love yet loves another
Their souls in twined, she has no space
I try each day to pull her close
but now I feel the darkness pulling back
I can see now, a future love never touched.
I don't even have a space in her heart
All I can do is stay in my darkness.
I shall shed my tears of blood
for her ever more.

a poem i wrote one day

And I am a massive anime fan so if you ever want to talk anime with me just message me I have over 400 dvds and I know alot.

i tried to explore what i thougt i wanted... i looked deep into the darkness and for that i had to give up so much... when ever you desire something, you must be prepared to give great sacrafice... the hearts i have desired have rejected me but at teh same time stolen a part of mine... i fear that soon i will have nothing left... every time i find a little bit of my remaing heart it seems to be snatched away by anoter very quickly...

Nikki has stolen what i beleave to be the last of my heart. too many people have to many peices. Beth contains a very large part of my rotten heart and will never allow me to have it back and same with all the rest of them... i try so heard to steal there hearts but in return they end up stealing mine and leaveing me wiht absolutly nothing...

To thoes that feel the darkness with in i ask you one thing... do u allow it to take over. do you let it feast on the pain and missuri u feel. do you allow every thing to be tanted by your darkness.... or do you hold it back, keep it hidden. not let any one around you know the secreats that make u, u.. dose any one ever know any one else... is it posible it fathem what the world could be like through some one elses eyes... or is it that we all can only see our selvs... can only you your self see this world it the twisted way it is, is the world you live in compleatly oblivious to others or is it that other worlds are compleatly oblivoius to ourselfs?............