SEMPER EADEM
"You're like some rock the sea is swallowing -
what is it that brings on these moods of yours?"
Nothing mysterious: the ordinary pain
of being alive. You wouldn't understand,
though it's as obvious as that smile of yours:
an open secret. Nothing ever grows,
once the heart is harvested... You ask
too many questions. No more talking now,
my prying ignoramus, no more words,
however sweet your voice. You call it Life,
but Death is what binds us, and by subtler bonds...
Come here. The only lie that comforts me
is the refuge of those lashes - let me sink
into the silent fiction of your eyes.
-charles baudelaire
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-- hello fellow vampires
and thank you for visiting --
i was away for a time,
but now i have returned.
new pix in the portfolio, with even more to come,
;) grrr
my name is
vincent
-- 'if the collar fits, wear it. but always wear it well...'--
i am an artist - a writer, musician, and filmmaker. these are the only ways i feel i can communicate on any basis approaching real.
so i run right down
to the cemetery
all the people there
seem to agree with me...
memory,
why can't you fail me now?
please feel free to read my evil little faery tales - stories which i will post regularly (kind of) in my
stories journal.
alice says
step through the door
and follow me
to a place where you'll be free
free of life
and death on its heels
away far away
from all this we know
something different
something real
or unreal does it matter?
as long as this hell ends
follow me
alice says follow me
take another pill
and get smaller and smaller still
take another pill
and get
smaller
smaller
smallest
follow me
alice says follow me
eat me
drink me
and get higher and higher still
eat me
drink me
and watch everything change before your eyes
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i sing in a band called nexus-7
please feel free to download a few songs
and pass them on to a friend.
otherwise, the music is just sitting there.
music should be heard!
go to:
soundclick.com/nexus7
--or--
cdbaby.com/cd/nexus7
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you can find stories and other nonsense in my journals, and if i can be so bold as to add that if you judge me solely on this first page, then you are really only seeing my taste in a few vamp pix and my limited skill in html. which, is cool, but if you are interested in more than that, and have the time to read a little bit,
then check out my stories in the journal section.
i have added the intro to my book in my stories journal. it's a fantasy novel called The Legend of Lojax
my snide and rather ridiculous attitudes are simply to mask
the wretched agony in my heart.
-- these are a few of my favorite things --
Alice in Wonderland
lenore
nny
charles baudelaire
and how could i leave out poe after mentioning cb?
painting masks and mannequins
listening to Clan of Xymox when im really sad, like now...
(keeps me from making a sharp and bloody mistake)
my two black kitties. meow
pirates
my new vegan combat boots. stomp
my fangs
my new vegan leather jacket, and if some activist paints it im gonna be mad mad mad. (we're all mad here)
laughing at stoopid people - i laugh a lot -
my pet gargoyle
playing my neat guitar
ludivine sagnier. bite
kissing pretty girls
films: repo man, lost in translation, blade runner, breathless...
selective memory
staying awake for days, then seeing what kind of weird art comes out of the ensuing craziness...Z? (question sleep) Z?...
hot robot girls
film noir
peter murphy
david bowie
dreamless sleep...
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i am a vegetatian because i love animals and do not think i have the right to kill them for their bodies. especially in an age where getting decent nutrition is the easiest thing i do all day. living in a world where being cruel to animals is considered 'normal' is the one thing that breaks my heart every day. i dream of a day where
Gaia no longer allows mankind to destroy her children. and you don't have to be a lesbian to embrace the sacred feminine side of reality, to try and balance the world a little. (DaVinci did it, but then again he was a fag, so, bad example. my creepy friend minski does it, and so does my sweet miranda, and we're something to be reckoned with, us three, so there. tree-huggers are bad ass, so watch it buddy.)
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i never want to grow up. i'm an evil peter pan.
***many thanks to everyone who have, in such a short time, welcomed me so thoroughly***
Alice says:
don't let them know
i liked you best
for this must ever be
a secret kept from all the rest
between yourself and me
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...im deeply agonized by you...
im writing the best thing ive ever written before (not this) - a screenplay starring poor, lost jack, on hte very edge of lost hope.. is he gonna jump? (he does - i hate secrets.) but does he go splat - that's the suspense part. maybe i'll post the beginning in my stories journal. hmmm...
+++Tribute to Bob Barker+++
Bob Barker is a master vampire. i know it's true! he feeds upon wayward contestants. look at him and tell me it's not true! 'barker's beauties' are his fledglings. 'the lovely shane'? his wife in death. don't tell though, i might get a knock on the door.
i will finish with a deep and powerful new truth:
grover is the goth version of elmo
he always was a total batcaver,
it just took the juxtoposition of elmo to make it clear... ;)
and finally...
+++Don Knotts RIP+++
