My dear
The joy from my heart at our sudden meeting says
"Maybe it'll be over before I know it..." those forebodings scare me
And then I was gazing into your eyes
Without understanding anything
They're not forever changing, so how many phantoms,
Like memories and dreams, could you file away
And now I gazed into your eyes
Without changing anything
If I stretch out my hand, the smile I reach is fleeting
If I close my eyes, I want to hold
Your vanishing body once more in my arms
Because I can't forget that time, that place where we met...
Dancing in the breeze, your body
Was being enveloped in light
I was only watching you
I was forever gazing into your eyes
Even now I watch only you
Without changing anything
If I stretch out my hand, the smile I reach is pained
If I close my eyes, I want to hold
Your vanishing body once more in my dreams
Because I can't forget that time, that place where we met...
Because I can't forget...
Ave Marie
Beauty and Love
Beauty and love are all my dream;
They change not with the changing day;
Love stays forever like a stream
That flows but never flows away;
And beauty is the bright sun-bow
That blossoms on the spray that showers
Where the loud water falls below,
Making a wind among the flowers.
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"But around her neck
Burns the Saviours cross.
The icon of sacrificial love.
A strand of moonlight
Catches her throat
And lights the symbol
Of everlasting joy."
Dark Wings
Scatter the ashes and wither the rose
kissed in the mist where the cold wind blows
Crimson lust whispers awaken the night
tasting the warmth of the sad lonely bite
Scarlet the cowl of the demon that calls
lost in the vision of wings as he falls
down from the starlit kissed heaven of dreams
reflecting flame wishes from darkened eyes gleam
spinning in nightmare slow dancing designs
losing the shadows in moonlights decline
haze of black ashes in autumns embrace
cast in the hunger, obsessed with the taste
visions of loneliness calling your name
caught in the cold stare to struggle in vain
tangled in tears and the vines of dark passion
razor tip licks tease this fatal attraction
screams of the morning star sear through the melody
heartbeat sweet memories dying in ecstasy
caught in the waves of an ocean of violence
perilous lost pleasure in romantic decadence
peel from the depths of your soul all restraint
with the smile of a devil and the eyes of a saint
last caress to surrender all the innocense lost
in the haze of the mist and the chill of the frost
you awake with the fire of the gold autumn light
and the sensuous memory of wings in the night
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VAMPIRE'S KISS
In another world
I could enfold you
With gossamer wings
And fly you away
Until you forgot about
The one who took your heart,
And crushed it in her hands.
But in the real world,
All I can do
Is wrap my arms around you,
And hold you as the tears fall,
Kissing them away;
And encircle your heart with my love,
Until the pain goes away.
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Victim
Kiss me
(You don't know what you're asking)
Please?
Just once?
(Just once is right.)
Please?
(The kisses are scorching.)
Your lips are setting me on fire.
(The passion soars)
Don't stop (I trail kisses down your neck.)
That feels good
(Looking for the right place)
(I found it!)
Ahhhh
(You scream as my fangs sink into your neck.)
So cold....
(I warned you.)
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Love song for a vampire
Come into these arms again
And lay your body down
Th' rhythm of this trembling heart
Is beating like a drum.
It beats for you, it bleeds for you
It knows not how it sounds.
For it is the drum of drums
It is the song of songs.
Once I had the rarest rose that
ever deigned to bloom.
Cruel winter chilled the balm,
And stole my flower too soon
O loneliness, O hopelessness
To search the ends of time,
For there is in all the world
No greater love than mine.
Love....Still falls the rain.
Be mine forever...
Let me be the only one
To keep you from the cold.
Now the floor of heav'n is laid,
Its stars of brightest glow.
They shine for you.
They shine for you.
They burn for all to see.
Come into these arms again
And set this spirit free.
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Wild Night! Wild Nights!
Wild Nights! Wild Nights!
Were I with thee,
Wild Nights should be
Our luxury!
Futile the winds
To a heart in port, --
Done with the compass,
Done with the chart!
Rowing in Eden!
Ah! the sea!
Might I but moor
To-night in Thee!
I think that is time that I say something about me.
So lets start:
My name is Angelique and I am from Romania, I am 18 years old and I go at economic school,next year I would finish it and
I hope that I would go at college for historian or archeology.This two things are my passion and desire.
I am romantic person,positive,misterius,sometimes shy.
I have dark brown - red hair,dark brown eyes, I am 180cm and 65 kg...
I love reading books,the last book that i read was Twillight and it's fantastic,I can't wait for movie to come.
Also I love horror films especially films about dracula and vampires I am absolutely crazy for them I just belive that they really exisit,I just have this feeling.
Immortal beloved
My angel, my all, my self...
my thoughts go out to you,
my immortal beloved,
now and then joyfully, then sadly,
waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us
I can live only wholly with you or not at all...
Be calm... love me...today... yesterday
what tearful longings for you
you... my life... my all...
farewell
Oh continue to love
never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.
ever thine
ever mine
ever ours
(Ludwig van Beethoven)
Why people want to hurt someone,
I don't understand it...
Sometimes I feel so lonely at this world...
I just want to run away somewhere where I would be free...
This world is soo crule !
Sometimes all I ever have are my dreams,
But where is the love ?
Love is gone with wind...
But I still belive in Love,
Love is that what keeps me alive...
Love,Love,Love...
Love is stronger than Death...
All that is gold does not glitter,
Not all those who wander are lost;
The old that is strong does not wither,
Deep roots are not reached by the frost.
From the ashes a fire shall be woken,
A light from the shadows shall spring;
Renewed shall be blade that was broken,
The crownless again shall be king.
I so am tired of all this lonelynes
Why I can't run somewhere where none will find me ?
I am so tired of wishing and loving someone who can't understand what love is...
I am hopless when he is by my side...
I just want to wanish all memories that are about him...
I can't go on when he is on my mind,in my heart and my soul...
Nobody knows how I feel,
Nobody knows why am I crying.
Nobody knows just I and my letter...
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Blue black
like the shadows of the night
silky snakesmooth
to my touch
I am living
with the memory of you -
my angel
my fallen angel
Old as stone
and stone strong polished
screams like a help call
from your hell
so brittle
that the slightest slight will
break you -
my angel
my fallen angel
In every shadow
of the darkest night
in stranger's eyes,
in silent pools,
in your raven wings
reflecting blue the moon
always with me,
always with me
my angel
my fallen angel
my love.
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If You See What You See
If you see what you see
its just an evil dream,
a dream that wont set me free,
If you see what you see
dont worry its just me
trying to escape this
evil dream that i see
If you see what you see
help me get me out of
this scary scary Dream.
If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.
She usually calls for me in winter,
But this year, I did not hear
Until the earth was in bud.
It seemed strange
To turn toward that dark stare
To go down
When life was already celebrating
A return. But when the Dark Goddess demands a descent
You must go.
You must go down
To open more, pried open in your most closed places.
To let the darkness that lives there
Spill out onto the floor at your feet
Like blood,
And you must grieve
The loss of the hurt
You held so dear,
Before you can join the flowers.
Dark clouds that constantly
cross the moon;
are like unforgotten memories
trying to be removed.
The clouds creep up,
dimming the light to grey,
then it turns pitch black-
taking the memory away.
What was it when I looked at you?
What power has chained me through and through?
And what can I do?
I cannot live without the sight of you.
What nameless thing has captured me?
And made me powerless to flee?
What could this thing be,
That brings my mind ever back the same to thee?
The name of 'love' cannot apply,
It's commonness does not descry,
The haunted, hunted, painful cry
That makes my heart ever sigh.
That ever my soul eternal makes for thee.
That ever my soul eternal makes for thee.
| About Me |
| The Basics |
| Name?: | Aleksandra |
| Birthday?: | hm......... |
| Birthplace?: | ........... |
| Have you ever...? |
| Been out of the country?: | yes, in Prauge and Beè |
| Sat on your rooftop?: | no |
| Sung in the shower?: | yes :) |
| Laughed so hard you cried?: | yes and no |
| Written a song?: | yes |
| Recieved a love letter that wasnt signed?: | no |
| Liked someone and didnt tell them how you felt?: | yes, unfourtunately I've never told :( |
| Danced in the rain?: | yes,always........ |
| Been in love?: | yes,more than once.... |
| Been on stage?: | no |
| Went camping?: | no |
| Met a famous person?: | yes........ |
| Colored your hair?: | yes in red :) |
| This or That |
| Pepsi or Coke?: | both |
| McDonalds or Burger King?: | Mcdolnads |
| Chocolate or Vanilla?: | Chocolate |
| Hugs or Kisses?: | both |
| Summer or Winter?: | Winter |
| Scary Movies or Romantic Comedies?: | both |
| Hot Tea or Ice Tea?: | Hot tea |
| Day or Night?: | Night |
| Meat or Veggies?: | both |
| Halloween or Christmas?: | both |
| Random |
| Do you like your handwriting?: | well yes........ |
| What are your #1 priorities in life?: | Gon on University |
| Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: | Well yes and no :) |
| Do you play any instruments?: | No,but I would like to play drums :) |
| What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: | That nothing is how it seems,and keep you're secrets,trust no one |
| Piercings?: | I don't have them,but they are ok....... |
| Tattoos?: | I don't have them,but I would like to have one ... |
| Can you roll your tongue?: | hm............. |
| Do you make wishes on shooting stars?: | yes :) |
| Do you still talk to your bestfriend from when you were 14?: | yes... |
| If you could go back in time to one point in your life, where would you go?: | to time where I first fall in love and then at that time I would tell him what are my feelings.......... |
| Finish The Sentence |
| Let's walk on the...: | rainbow |
| Let's look at the...: | stars |
| I wish...: | that he is mine ........... |
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The mystic's dream
A clouded dream on an earthly night
Hangs upon the crescent moon
A voiceless song in an ageless light
Sings at the coming dawn
Birds in flight are calling there
Where the heart moves the stones
It's there that my heart is longing
All for the love of you
A painting hangs on an ivy wall
Nestled in the emerald moss
The eyes declare a truce of trust
And then it draws me far away
Where deep in the desert twilight
Sand melts in pools of the sky
When darkness lays her crimson cloak
Your lamps will call me home
And so it's there my homage's due
Clutched by the still of the night
And now I feel you move
And every breath is full
So it's there my homage's due
Clutched by the still of the night
Even the distance feels so near
All for the love of you
A clouded dream on an earthly night
Hangs upon the crescent moon
A voiceless song in an ageless light
Sings at the coming dawn
Birds in flight are calling there
Where the heart moves the stones
It's there that my heart is longing
All for the love of you
| The COMPLETE About me survey! |
| THE BASICS |
| Name: | Aleksandra |
| Gender: | Female of course... |
| Age: | 18 |
| Screen Name: | Angelique |
| Birthday: | 30.11.1989 |
| Race: | White |
| School/Grade: | Economic... |
| Job: | I don't have it :) |
| Status: | Single,unfortunately... |
| Hometown: | I'm from Romania ... |
| Current Town: | This years I live in Croatia,I supose that no one knows where is that... |
| Parents Still Together?: | Yes... |
| Siblings: | I don't have brother or sister I'm all alone...and sometimes I'm happy for it and sometimes I am not... |
| Pets: | No...but I would like to have a cat... |
| Smoker: | No |
| Drinker: | No |
| Virgin: | Hm,I would like to keep this for myself if you don't mind... |
| Orientation: | Heterosexual |
| Drugs: | No |
| APPEARANCE |
| Hair Color: | My real color is dark brown... |
| Is It Dyed?: | Yes it is ...it's red |
| Eye Color: | Dark brown-green-yellow |
| Height: | 180cm |
| Style: | I'm just a normal girl thats want to have fun... |
| Glasses/Contacts/None?: | Contacts... |
| Freckles: | Nope... |
| Body Type: | I'm thin... |
| Shoe Size: | 40,41 |
| Piercings: | No |
| Want More?: | Yes...... |
| Tattoos?: | No |
| Want More?: | Yes,stop asking me this :) |
| Braces?: | What? |
| Overall Best Feature:: | I'm romatic,sometimes wild... |
| Overall Worst Feature:: | Stubborn.sometimes naughty and lazy... |
| Do you get most of your traits from mom or dad?: | From no one... |
| LIKES/DISLIKES |
| Favorite Color: | Red,purple |
| Worst Color: | Orange and blue... |
| Favorite Number: | 13,30... |
| Favorite Animal: | Tigers,cats... |
| Least Favorite Animal: | Bugs,rats... |
| Favorite Flower: | Roses... |
| Favorite Food: | I don't have it |
| Worst Food: | I hate squids...so anything with them... |
| Favorite Junk Food: | I don't have it.... |
| Worst Junk Food: | I don't know... |
| Favorite Restaraunt: | Whats the point of telling you when you don't know it... |
| Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: | Chocolate,rum,sracatello,bananas,berry |
| Favorite Candy: | Chocolate... |
| Favorite Alcoholic Drink: | Viski,liquer,bloody mary... |
| Favorite NON Alcoholic Drink: | Water... |
| Worst Alcoholic Drink: | bandy... |
| Worst NON Alcoholic Drink: | artificial jucie |
| Favorite Genre of Music: | Rock,metal |
| Worst Genre: | RnB |
| Favorite Band/Artist: | Evanescence,Lacuna Coil,Epica,Within Temptation,AcDc,Nightwish,Apocalyptica,HIM...And there is more... |
| Worst Band/Artist: | I don't know, I think I don't have it... |
| Favorite Song: | Haunted,The Only One,Haven's a Lie... |
| Worst Song: | Hm,I think that is called Revolution Begins but i'm not sure...music is ok but singer no... |
| Favorite Radio Station: | I like to listen Open radio but I can not say that this is my favorite station |
| Favorite Book: | From Stephenie Mayer all those 3 books are super it can touch you deep in heart :) |
| Worst Book: | All about aliens ...I don't like them... |
| Favorite Type of Movie: | Romantic,triller,drama,horror... |
| Worst Type of Movie: | - |
| Favorite Movie: | A girl with a pearl earring,Underworld 1,2... |
| Worst Movie Ever: | - |
| Favorite TV Show: | - |
| Wost TV Show: | - |
| Favorite Season of the Year: | Autumn,Winter and Spring |
| Worst Season: | Summer |
| Best Friend: | I don't have it cause today it is hard to find it... |
| Worst Enemy: | - |
| Favorite Day of the Week: | Friday |
| Least Favorite Day of the Week: | Wednesday |
| Favorite Sport: | I like dancing so ... |
| Sport You Hate: | water-polo |
| One thing you cant get enough of: | Wishing love... |
| One thing you hate more than anything: | subject at my school called accountancy... |
| LOVE LIFE |
| Are You Single?: | Yes I am |
| If not, who is your bf/gf?: | - |
| How Long Have You Been Together?: | I don't like talk about this |
| If You're Single, Do you Like It?: | Yes I like it and no |
| Do You Have a Crush On Anyone Right Now?: | Maybe I do and maybe I don't |
| First Kiss: | I'll keep this for myself |
| Ever Kiss in the Rain?: | No,but I would like to |
| In a Movie Theater?: | - |
| Underwater?: | - |
| First Love: | At the age of 13 |
| Have you ever Cheated on Anyone?: | No |
| Been Cheated on?: | No |
| Used Someone?: | No |
| Been used?: | No |
| Lied to your bf/gf?: | No |
| Ever Made out With Just a Friend?: | No |
| Ever Had Sex With Just a Friend?: | No |
| Are You a Tease?: | No |
| Do you Flirt a Lot?: | No |
| Longest Relationship: | - |
| Shortest: | - |
| Have you Ever Gotten a Poem?: | - |
| Ever Get Flowers?: | yes |
| Sweetest Thing You've Ever Gotten: | Teddy bear and red roses |
| Do you Like Valentine's Day or Sweetest Day?: | yes.. |
| Do you Believe in Love at First Sight?: | yes... |
| Do you Believe in "The One"?: | yes... |
| Do you Fall in Love Fast?: | yes... |
| Are you a Player?: | No |
| Would you ever Hook Up With Someone of the Same sex?: | No |
| Have You ever Kissed 2 People in One Day?: | No |
| Kissed 2 People At One Time?: | No |
| Had Sex with 2 People in One day?: | No |
| Had sex with 2+ People at One Time?: | No |
| Ever cried over someone of the opposite sex?: | No |
| Ever Been Dumped?: | Yes |
| Ever dumped someone?: | No |
| Ever been rejected?: | No |
| Do you have a lot of ex's?: | No |
| Are you a slut?: | No |
| Ever been called one?: | No |
| Ever dated someone more than once?: | No |
| Do you ever make the first move?: | No |
| Double dates or single?: | Single |
| Do you want to get married?: | I don't know if right comes...maybe |
| OPPOSITE SEX (what you're attracted to) |
| Hair Color: | Light brown or blue |
| Short or long?: | Both |
| Eye color?: | Green,blue |
| Style: | I don't care |
| Age: | 20-23 |
| Height: | - |
| Weight: | - |
| Muscular or skinny?: | Both |
| Boxers or Breifs?: | Boxers |
| Do you care about looks?: | Yes and No |
| OTHER QUESTIONS |
| Can you drive?: | Yes |
| Do you have a car?: | Yes |
| Do you have a cell phone?: | Yes |
| Are you online a lot?: | Yes |
| Do you like gay/bi people?: | They are ok I don't judge people |
| Can you speak another language?: | Yes Spanish,English,Croatian a little bit of Italian |
| Do you do well in school?: | Ok |
| Do you collect anything?: | No |
| Have an obsession?: | Yes for chocolate |
| Do you hate yourself?: | Sometimes |
| Ever smile for no reason?: | Yes :) |
| Talk to yourself?: | No |
| Do you have any regrets?: | Yes a few |
| Believe in magick?: | Yes |
| Do you support gay marriage?: | Why not ,who am I to judge... |
| Sex before marriage?: | Yes,I think that real marriage today doesn't exist |
| Do you trust people easily?: | Yes and I hate that |
| Forgive easily?: | Yes |
| Do you have a secret no one knows?: | Yes |
| Do you get along with your parents?: | Sometimes I do and sometimes not |
| What about other people?: | Yes |
| How do you vent your anger?: | - |
| Do you like George Bush?: | Nope |
| Goal Before you die?: | Travel to England and Ireland and Egypt |
| Biggest Fear: | That I want achieve |
| Beggest Weakness: | - |
| Do you play an instrument?: | - |
| What do you want to be when you grow up?: | Archeology or historian |
| PERSONALITY TRAITS |
| Are you... |
| A bitch?: | no |
| A daydreamer?: | yes |
| Shy?: | yes |
| Talkative?: | yes |
| Energetic?: | yes |
| Happy?: | yes |
| Depressed?: | sometimes |
| Funny?: | yes |
| Slutty?: | no |
| Boring?: | - |
| Mean?: | sometimes |
| Nice?: | yes |
| Caring?: | yes |
| Trustworthy?: | yes |
| Confident?: | yes |
| Friendly?: | yes |
| Smart?: | yes |
| Sarcastic?: | no |
| Dependable?: | yes |
| Quiet?: | yes |
| Weird?: | sometimes |
| Adaptable?: | - |
| Strong (emotionally)?: | yes and no |
| Strong (physically)?: | yes and no |
| Mature?: | - |
| Logical?: | - |
| Religious?: | yes |
| Modest?: | yes |
| Indesicive?: | - |
| Sympathetic?: | yes |
| Polite?: | yes |
| Creative?: | yes |
| Fun to be around?: | - |
| Loveable?: | yes |
| Easily Amused?: | - |
| Outgoing?: | yes |
| Daring?: | yes |
| Clumsy?: | - |
| Nosy?: | - |
| Lazy?: | yes and no |
| Scary?: | no |
| Optimistic?: | yes |
| Persuasive?: | - |
| A good listener?: | yes |
| Curious?: | yes |
| Determined?: | - |
| Determined?: | - |
| Artistic?: | - |
| Honest?: | yes |
| Respectful?: | yes |
| Concieted?: | - |
| Cocky?: | - |
| Controlling?: | yes |
| Playful?: | yes |
| Easygoing?: | yes |
| Carefree?: | yes |
| Hot Headed?: | - |
| Serious?: | yes |
| Thoughtful?: | yes |
| Considerate?: | - |
| Stubborn?: | yes |
| Romantic?: | yes |
| Ambitious?: | yes |
| Jealous?: | no |
| Insecure?: | yes |
| Obsessive?: | yes |
| Attentive?: | - |
| Helpful?: | yes |
| Punctual?: | - |
| Rational?: | - |
| Sincere?: | yes |
| Tolerant?: | yes |
| GOODBYE |
| Did you enjoy this survey?: | yes I did |
| Was it too long?: | A little bit |
| Do you think it contained just about everything?: | YES |
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They say your days
are long in the past,
but I feel you
in the night.
Somehow I know
that you are there
even when you're
out of sight.
I've grown accustomed
to your moans,
to the sudden chill,
and despite what
they believe,
I know you
live here still.
Your heart burns for love
My soul burns for blood
I'll take you, I'll break you
I'll crush you, I'll break you
If you want me, I'll need you
I'll kill you, feed from you
I'll take you down that road that leads to destruction
Come and take a walk with me
where the angels fear to tread
kiss the flame
feel the pain
in the furnace of our love
I can't feed my hunger
your youth makes me younger
I'll hurt you, desert you
turn your dreams to nightmares
I'll cheat you, I'll eat you
I'll maim you, I'll drain you
come to me, come to me
to the dark side where love sleeps
Come and take a walk with me
where the angels fear to tread
kiss the flame
feel the pain
in the furnace of our love
come along and talk to me
sing a sweet song of despair
in your body hear the song
in the furnace of our love
I'll hurt you, you'll love me
I'll scratch you, I'll cut you
You'll kiss me, then miss me
I laugh at your torment
I'll have you, and own you
be hard and cold to you
I'll be your dark angel
I'll be your worst nightmare
Come and take a walk with me
where the angels fear to tread
kiss the flame
feel the pain
in the furnace of our love
come along and talk to me
sing a sweet song of despair
Give your body, hear the song
in the furnace of our love
