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I Welcome you ,
To my humble sanctuary and graveyard . Hope your stay is wonderful. May you learn and enjoy my words . For they express my inner being and thoughts . This old soul has much to share so bare with it.
Over time I have been called :
Saint , Demon, Vampyre, twisted Angel
I will leave you to decide what is real and what is not,but in this graveyard tour I'm the guide.
Enjoy your stay,
Neara
Details
Name:James
Goes By: Neara ,Deadman, or Deadman James
Height: 6'3
Eyes:Brownish
Hair:Ash black and Brown
Political views: Anarchist and Free thinking
Beliefs: Somewhere between them all
Tattoos :2
Piercings:0 at the moment
Occupation : College student , Shock rocker, Free thinker
General
Not much to say about me . A true underground soldier . I love to write and draw. Into music and I'm hoping to get a band off the ground Asap. Also I love to study religion and philosophy so I'm open minded. As for my religion I don't believe in the word I'm me and I'm complicated none the less.
I have been told I'm wise beyond my years and that I'm somewhat brilliant. Maybe both impart of my old soul, but none the less I find my self rather retarded and overjoyed. As many like I have traveled far but understood so little. I'm not one to take things lying down. I fight for what I believe in . My friends and family mean the world to me. I'm loyal and enduring.
Patience is a uncommon virtue found in me . I tend to look past the present and have embraced a future . I realize merely all I have is time . If I come off as arrogant and stubborn please bare with me I'm still learning that my ego tends to get the best of me . I'm very understanding even though at times I may seem reckless and impulsive. Well enough with the rambling any questions just ask?
Also I have rececntly moved back to my hometown of Orlando Florida and Im looking to find people of a like mind so send me a message .
Beliefs and Philosophy
Let me start this with belief can cause many things from War to Peace and Tranquility. As with such being said I do not judge or have bias nor will classify my self with a doctrine of such a thing . I respect the beliefs of others as I want mine to be respected . It is also open for discussion as I have studied and continue to study beliefs of different natures . Belief is different than Religion. To be religious your are pious and a bigot . belief on the other hand you believe in an idea or notion but do not force your faith in it upon others.
Now with that said here are my beliefs . I'm a Psi and I am a old soul with such I believe in past lives . Notice the not used word above "vampire" as for this word you will see every being on this planet falls under it in some way. We all use each other for good or bad and everything feeds off one another so to the stereotypical and to the uninformed "vampire" is a vague word and in it are many niches and assumptions . On that note if you call yourself that and I offended your system of belief I apologize.
Now as for my experience with religion and beliefs in general here is my back ground. As like most I was raised in a broken home the main one I was raised in was hardcore christian. In this I went to private school to about fifth grade . As I grew older and went to public school along with the abuse I was subject to in such a home I began to see the hypocrisy in the christian belief system . For me it was always church on Sunday and when I got home It was hell every other day of the week.
As for the other house it had the freedom of choice see my dad is Agnostic/ Atheist from what I have come to gather. And in this home I found no religious bias because it was kept to ones self and not talked about. Which was a sense of reprieve and haven from those dreaded church days and the bigots who wouldn't help me even though there bible and beliefs told them to.
I do believe in a sense of god as we all do whether it be ourselves, money , power, greed, or any of the number of names in which your god or gods have .With this said I do practice craft but only for benefit of others or for well being never out of anger or hate, but I will not deny dark giftings nor hesitate to defend myself or those I care for. As for afterlife the question of the other side will always be apart of our existence . As for me I take from all sorts of teachings and text and incorporate them into my own conclusions and Beliefs. I will do the best I can and If fate seem so fit to damn me well then , Its been a great ride.
Family
Family for the longest I felt this word never applied to me . I felt as though I went through life numb and alone. I grew up in a broken home I don't blame it for me. I thank it for making strong and who I am today.My parents are my parents we both have grown to tolerate each other. My mother a hardcore christian and my father an Atheist so you can imagine like night and day. Its kinda fitting they got me for a son. I have learned to love my family and embrace it over the years . I choose to agree to disagree mostly but i admit I'm not the easiest child to raise.
Now this is to my underground Family . There's much love here for anybody out there, but there's some mad props going down for the Punks, Anarchists, The DARK CARNIVAL and its inhabitants. But do note there's a difference in being a JUGGALO , and some POSER FAN BOY who paints there face up and goes out doing the following: Gang related activities,or in general giving your Family a bad name. With this I know what most people have seen from such claimers . I understand your point of view and respect it. I do ask that I'm not judged impart on mistakes of others who misunderstood what its all about. I do not wish to hear your criticism of My Family because they are some of the best people I Know . They have fed me ,helped ,and even cared for me when I was out on the cold streets. And if you are one of those trouble makers who give us a bad name don't add, talk or even call me Family because I wont acknowledge you !
PS!
Being a Juggalo is none of the following for all the people who are posing and / or have a wrong idea. It does not make you a Clown worshiper, Gangsta, Hard, White trash (there are rich juggalos too) , Live in a trailer park (where I'm from that makes you a redneck lol) , in a gang ,and any other bullshit idea you have.
Psssss!
Being a juggalo means your part of a Family who is there for you filled with people of all shapes sizes and back grounds . oh And you don't have to be into Icp to be one . there are people who are Juggalos and just don't know it
MUSIC
Music is the glue of life Its the thing I identify with most in life along with art. I listen to anything I find lyrically well written or in set to the mood I'm in. I like variety anywhere from classical to underground and anything in between. True loves are Punk/ Metal/Shock/Trance and Industrial. The Doors are my Fave Band of all Time.Here are some of the bands I like and live my life to there music.
Acid Bath
Lamb of God
Demon Hunter
Cold
Greenday
The Rammones
Sexpistols
Misfits
Zombie Ghost Train
Puscifer
MSI
Black light Burns
Tool
In Flames
Marilyn Manson
Rob Zombie
Pantera
Trance Wave
Combiechrist
Flo bots
dj Tiesto
(hed) P.E.
Mozart
Bach
Psychopathic Records
And Many More
 I Figured this was a sick piece of equipment even though its hypocritical what its used for.
Likes & Dislikes
Likes:
Art, music, poetry, reading, skate boarding , paintball, video games, knifes and swords, guns, the ocean (I live by the beach), Tattoos and piercings,and any other adrenaline or intellectual filled activity that comes my way
Dislikes:
Racism, Bigots, persecution of any kind, and most
These activities will not be tolerated by me nor will I acknowledge your existence so be for warned.
ART & WRITING
Now to my Brain child my art . I wont paint you a scenic picture or write you a frivolous poem. Instead I'll take you into depths of my mind draw you a morbid dream land , and depict the depths of insanity in my writing. Art will be pasted in my portfolio instead of pictures. Writing will be displayed in my journal .Hope they peak your viewing and reading pleasures.
Inspiration for these works I call my Meat Grinder Circus (art and writing) comes from anything from horror movies to a play on words. Tattoos and Johen Vasquez styling grace my demented sketches . I like to play with your perspective of opposites good and bad, life and death, and so on. My writing on the other hand takes its own life anywhere form Iconic Poe style to the Anarchic Killing of the Machine we call reality.
BOOKS & MOVIES
Books
I read horror, thriller , classic, non-fiction, and various religious texts.
Faves:
Lost Souls
Drawing blood
Nocturnicon
Tuesdays with Morey
The pocket book of Death
JTHM Directors cut
Edgar Allan Poe
Dantes Inferno
A Long Hard Road Out of Hell
Behind the Paint
Heroine Diaries
HorrorWeen
Movies :
Horror
Action
thrillers
Comedies
FAVES:
Empire Records
Slc Punk
Repo the genetic Opera
Matrix Trilogy
Tim Burton Movies
ALL the Halloween Movies
Donnie Darko
Sweeny Todd
Inception
PROTECTION STAMPS
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