Anzu's Profile at Vampire Rave.

Drowning... Sometimes you don’t even need water to drown. Every day of my life it feels as though I am flailing my arms trying to stay afloat, in order to breathe...to live... to exist.... only to slip silently, unnoticed by anyone, down into the depths to die. Some people say that those who drown die peacefully... like a calm goes over them and it feels like it will be okay. I disagree; your body screaming for air, for life; your eyes burning, begging for that glimmer of light; of hope; your thoughts racing through the life you have lived, and wondering if it was time... and the worst part... is that no matter how loud you scream, nobody will hear you, nobody will help.

The Devil’s Layer

These jumbled dreams
And mixed goodbyes
Will break my heart
And make me die
But peace from death
Is content caused
A life not lived
A world of claws
Which bite the flesh
Like knives of words
And we will fall
Back to the earth
where heros fall
And champions fail
Our war will start
But be lost in tale
A story told
A life relieved
Where we will learn
What they had to give
So bow your head
In solemn prayer
So we may escape
The Devil’s Layer

My poetry is a part of me I don't allow people to see very often. It is riddled with secret meaning and truth beyond even my own comprehension. Any type of poem you find on this profile is 100% my own, I do not believe in copying someone's passion, I have enough of my own.

I just want to scream but I can’t let them hear so I clench all my pain as it turns into tears
This death that I feel I want to escape, to release all my pain and to just fly away
But my time is not yet to be free of all this, so I sit and I wait for my hell to turn bliss
Captive of my mind as the world turns to grey, and my eyes lose their shine, my life going away
For this life’s just too much, and this pain is too real, new pain I must cause to myself so I feel
But not all hope is lost as my life seeps away, one who has not given up on this stray
She picks up the pieces and creates a new life, where one can be happy, and be rid of the strife
She whispers soft songs to keep me alive, as I begin to patch, to grow and to thrive
“I will never leave you, my love and my life, for your angel is here and she’ll show you what’s right
Please wait for a little it is not yet time, patience my little one you soon shall be mine
Whenever the world seems too dark and too cold, call on my name and I will uphold
I know life is cruel but you must not give up, it will be okay hun you just must be tough.”
The tears they still flow but with a new reassurance, a new look at my life with a new flood of courage
For I now know that in life I am never alone, my angel is watching, and helping me grow
Thank you my angel for keeping me safe, for keeping me sane and for being my cape
I know without you my life would be naught, full of lessons unlearned and of lessons untaught
A life without sunshine a life without rain, a life without learning a life without gain
I once had a life in the shade of the night, but you my dear angel; you’ve become my light
If ever you feel you might stumble or fall, please lean upon me, and let my name you call
For you are my angel so in your time of need, I’ll follow your example and your angel I’ll be

Unknownbeauty; the HTML Goddess!!!!!!

Strength isn’t determined by how much muscle one has, it isn’t a matter of who can run the fastest, or who can bare the most weight upon their shoulders... Strength isn’t how thick ones wall is, or how slick harsh words roll off of you; no... strength is how true you stay to yourself, how even when people intentionally try to break you down, you smile and help them when they are in need. Strength is being able to determine what is right and wrong; even when doing what is right may be the hardest thing you ever do. Strength is the ability to give a piece of yourself to your greatest foe. I do not possess strength; in fact, I haven’t had the opportunity to meet many who possess true strength, but there is one I know who possess a strength more fierce than any I have seen in my years. She is my role model, my family, and my dearest friend. Thank you Anu for showing me what true strength is, and for always being there for me and accepting me for who I am; quirks and all

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