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To understand the focus of your life, you need to realize the significance of your death.~Ebullient Embrace
My two children hold my heart and soul,for without them I would be dust upon Mother Earth.One is a Daemon and the other a Faery,Ill let you try to guess which is which when I add to my portfolio. My immediate family comes next... Nephews, parents, and siblings. My friends are very dear to me also.Lets see....1...2....Yeah I can count them upon one hand,well at least the ones that I can touch and see. My religious beliefs fall into this category also, without the guidance and knowledge that it brings me I'd be lost. |
Spending quality time with my rapscallions Beautiful women(I'd just be lying if I didn't put that.) S&M...Bondage!! It's whats for dinner The night and all of it's inhabitants Nature...It has soothed me when all else has failed Meditation and spiritual communion My teas,since I can no longer drink my coffee.Aarrgghh. My hobbies...Writing, drawing, photography, and ritual paraphernalia making. Women who wear Vinyl, leather, rubber, and PVC clothing Dancing...It doesn't matter if it's nude in the elements or tearing up a dance floor at a club. |
I was raised in a parental battle between Christianity "Baptist" and Satanism.My mother would dress my brother and I accordingly, with us struggling and whining about it all the way, to take us to church for Sunday schooling and so forth.There they beat and berated about how your Soul would burn eternally for not giving yourself to 'The Lord' and how 'He' was so forgiving and gentle, yet if you didn't abide by 'The Church' rules and regulations that you would be shunned and scorned.After a few hours of that we would return home and continue our lives, but as night fell and our mother lay down to slumber...Our father would take us to the back room to let us watch him kneel before his altar and alight the black candles that adorned the miniature goat skull's (no he didn't kill them) that laid rest on each point of the inverted pentagram.We would watch and listen in suspense and in awe as he spoke in Enochian,at the time it seemed so strange and powerful.Well that was the beginnings of my spiritual quest...From those days forward I have studied with my father, became a Deacon in a Baptist church, a member of a Pentecostal Holiness church, attended some Catholic churches,studied many Wiccan writings, and even read the Bhagavad-Gita.I have found that none particularly spoke to my soul.So I've decided to take what I've learned from them all and use what has been proved fruitful in my understandings and quest for knowledge.I know what some of you are thinking,"Ohhh, he's one of them eclectics that tries to incorporate all the good things from other's beliefs, but none of the self-destructive."No I have found through experience that you can not take without give, you can not harm without reprimand."I do follow a code, yet it is a code of my own.I don't harm unless it has been done to me first, I give back what I get and I help where I'm needed.I could go into actual detail about all of this,but I'm probably boring you at this moment.Besides everyone has their own ways to work things out and I respect everyone's path that they have chosen.With that said, my blessings to you... |
I respect and appreciate everyone who rates me, sends me a message, or leaves a comment. I promise that in due time I will repay the kindness, it just takes me awhile to get to it. Mainly, because I read every profile that I visit so I can give an actual heartfelt comment back to you. My rating system goes like so...I will rate you a ten regardless, because I am kind. This will change for only two reasons.The first being:If for any reason I feel as though you are being discourteous or callous toward myself or my comrades.The last:Ignorance drives me insane, if you go about VR downrating others or degrading their beliefs, because they are not your own, then you fall under the category of being an ignoramus. If you message or bite me and I don't return the kindness back unto you in a speedily fashion, please don't be discouraged.I have this thing that I have to finish whatever I'm doing before I move on.I swear to you that I am flattered and more than likely want to have your taste upon my lips also. I will remind you here that I do have a warning sign on the top of my page.It will let you know if I'm editing, in the forums, browsing, away, or what not,so please pay attention to it. More will be added here as I think of it. |
In the times that come this will be dedicated to the ones that have given me their protection and guidance. |
Member Since: | May 31, 2007 |
Last Login: | Nov 10, 2007 |
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