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“Child Abuse”

My name is Sarah
I am but three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see.

I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?

I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.

I can't speak at all
I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
All the day long.

When I awake
I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home.

When my mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight.

Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car.
My daddy is back
From Charlie's Bar.

I hear him curse
My name he calls
I press myself
Against the wall.

I try and hide
From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry.

He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault.
That he suffers at work.

He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.

He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall.

I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken.

"I'm sorry!", I scream
But its now much too late
His face has been twisted
Into unimaginable hate.

The hurt and the pain
Again and again
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!

And he finally stops
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor.

My name is Sarah
And I am but three,
Tonight my daddy
Murdered me.
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!!!!There are thousands of kids out there just like Sarah. And you can help. Copy and send this poetry and maybe most of people will become more wise !!!!!!

This poem was copied from Deathlygrasp's profile...i would like to tank her for opening my eyes that little more.

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Sod it! i had what thought was a good profile...but i had to go ahead an play wit it some more so i messed it up :(

Any how....Hi and welcome....I hope u find the piece of mind ur looking for....??

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My name is Charlotte...Im 22 (i think)..i keeping getting told that i look older but most of the time it is that i look younger (at least i dont need the botox!). I was born in March on the 28th 1984 and it was snowing..I am a true aries...and i love it. Im 5ft8", brown eyes with a voilet rim..im 1/4 irish, 1/4 black, 1/4 french and a 1/4 english so im a right hot pot...









Take the quiz:
What does your birth month reveal about you?

March
Attractive personality.sexy. Affectionate.Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented.Loves special things. Moody.

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I love the pain and tickkling of the tatoo needle..so far i have the tiny number of 5...there is the the ankle piece which is a tribal 's' shape with 3 red hearts...the base of back piece again tribal with 3 red hearts (yes they match)...on the base of my neck there is a black heart...and the on the right wrist a vampire skull and on the left wee have a triquatra (sorry i cant spell at the best of times).





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The family......????

Yep I truely love my family...I wouldnt be with out them.

My mother- has the hands off/ im ur best pal not u mother approach to mothering but i like it that way...means i have her love an procetion but the freedom to me and find my own way.

My father- ''i fucking hate you'' He is the thorn in my arse...likes to rise his hands...though him i have learnt to stand up for myself and to stand my ground...he stopped hitting me the day i broke his arm as he went to hit me...long but the of the tale

My real sister- she is my child..i love her an i rised her, after our mother left..im very proud of her...she is getting married in 2008, so im saving like mad.

My grandmother- yes she is very firm in her ways an yes the are biblical way and she likes to inforce that fact one me...but i nod an agree to keep the piece. From her i learnt so much..she truely has inspired me no end.

These are the most memerable people in my sod off huge family...and i will have my own soon. but the quiz i took below is very true of what type of family i belong too.



@-@- The Fucked Up History Of My Family-@-@

The 1/4 French ...was the Bono's, they belonged to the decodent world of the disent relations of what royality...but like most french with money back about 100 years, My great uncle of god knows how many removed. Was addicted to playing cards and spent the almost all the money.

The 1/4 black...from the provience that was british guyna..now called garna (i need to check spelling) I dont know much about the tribe as it ended with my great granfather who was born in salvery in the indgo plantions...he after 3 atemps managed to run away and got to france and became a doctor and married my french 1/4

The 1/4 irish...the surname was logan...again losts of the history records were lost. I know the logan where forever forbiden to mix with the McWilliam's.

The 1/4 English comes through my mums side whom are farmers of the essex land, as essex people are rumured to have certain habits...i can confirm on my half they are true.


I adopted a cute lil' death fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

Your clan is a dysfunctional one. That is because you are a Malkavian. Something is poisonous about this clan's blood that drives all those embraced to madness. However, in this madness, you tend to have great insight. Unfortunately, people just take it as senseless ramblings. In every family there is an insane one. You're it. What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?

From the teaching of my family i have desided to take a path of live that i find very me...i have been a wiccan for about 10 years now...have to admit most of my family does not know...as i know i will be out cast and to be hoest it would kill me.


Take the quiz:
What Aura Colour Are You?

Black
Having a black aura is very rare. Usually black auras are around a person who has passed. You may have an emotional illness, or you may just have a black aura. Dont worry if you have a black aura or if you see one around a person, for black auras do not mean death. However, if you do see a black aura around a living person, I advise you be careful.

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My loves in this life are......


*Music, u just cant get by with out it...the is a track for every moment in my life...i intend to keep it that way too. Fav band - toss up between Korn and Papa Roach

*Spiders...their are amazing...i would love to be one if i could

*My rat Rosie..a great animal to talk too..she just loves me and never answers back

*As I said before tatoo's

*Pirecings..again for same reasons

*Art work by Guastav Klimt...there is the picture called The Embrace at the bootom of all this junk

*Clubbing...nothing like letting ur hair down and having a wild time...my fav drinking hloe is the penny (its cheap) and for a wild time tis has to be ye old faithful sound haus

*Reading...the bloodlier the better...but my fav book of all time is a nightmare published called love u to death

*Poetry...great way to air all those emotions and inflict pain


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How evil are you?




The dislikes...i try not to as i hate been judgemental and most people cant help it if their brains dont work...

*The over use or use of the word innit---why?

*The look down the nose--if u dont like the person leave them be

*Ice tea---never got to grips with it

*talking behind ones back---y? just tell the fucker

*fast food---you are what you eat

*pop music--need i say?

*clingey people---you have your own life.....live it!!

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Take the quiz:
What is Your Goth Symbol?

Kiss of Darkness
Rather than destroy life, you taint it to your liking.

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The home town

Northampton- England
This place is a great but small city (i think otherwise is a feck off huge town)...There are planty of places to take a walk in an to..

There are the aquadrome lakes...plenty of sheep for the mint.

The Abington Park...great place for hide and seek at stupid hours in the morning.

Shopping centre...good selction of goth clothing shops at dont cost an arm an a leg.

The penny whistle...fav cheap and goth pub.

The race horse....fav pub garden and live band venue.

Sound haus...the best place to have a wild night out...and its way away from the dregs of the civilalisation.