Hello all:
I never know what to put here because I never know if anyone actually reads these things, or if they are just flipping through and blindly rating them so they can up their levels. Well, if you are reading this and actually care on some certain level, here's a little about me.
I am currently 24, I have a boyfriend of almost 5 years named Craig, I always feel short around him because he's 6'6" to my 5'5", I am overweight, but trying to accept who I am physically so people who just judge me on my looks can go fuck themselves, I used to have a beautiful husky named Molly who passed away last year (2009) on my birthday (HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY!!), I am diagnosed with depression, but because I'm in college and have no money, I no longer see a shrink (which is probably a bad idea), and am no longer taking any meds (which is surprisingly a good idea), and I seem to push my friends away. I tend to like to be by myself, I am what you could say anti-social until I feel like being social. I have a good friend Jamila who understands me better than most (including Craig), even though I have been with Craig for almost 5 years, I don't think he'll ever propose to me, but because I'm scared to forever being alone and unwanted, I won't break up with him. Since going out with Craig and coming to college, I have found out that some guys like me, two for sex only, but one seems to genuinely like me, but I don't want to risk anything, so I'm playing it safe (and probably stupid) by staying with Craig. I have no problem spilling my soul into this journal, but I can't tell anyone what I feel in person. I like to colour in colouring books and fuzzy posters, and I also like to knit scarves... that's the only thing I can knit.
Since I have no idea if anyone actually reads this, I'll through in a list. Thanks.
DISLIKES:
People being disrespectful of others...
LIKES:
Books:
Twilight Series
1984
Fahrenheit 451
Night
Douglas Adams Series
The Red Tent
Eragon Series
I'll Scream Later
The Naming
The Riddle
The Crow
Sookie Stackhouse Series
TV:
TruBlood
Mythbusters
Mentalist
Lie to me
Movies:
Saw Series
Monty Python and the Holy Grail
Robin Hood: Men in Tights
Space Balls
Pixar movies
